What I Wish I Knew About Love นิยาย & เรื่องราว

"Before you were born way before your father. When I was young and stupid and thought I knew everything." "Were you stupid?" "Hopelessly." She laughed. It was a soft sound and almost sad. "I thought love was supposed to be dramatic and passionate. The kind of thing that kept you up at night and made you forget to eat. I thought if it wasn't painful, it wasn't real." "And now?" She stopped walking then turned to face me. "Now I know that love is just showing up every day. Even when it's boring. Even when it's hard. Even when the person you love doesn't know how to love you back."

I said after crying as I remembered those memories. "I just wish I could turn back the time and then I'll choose to not know him at all. So I wouldn't be hurt like this now. So I didn't hurt them before," my tears started to flow at the sides of my cheeks again as I felt the pain digging in my chest. I don't know if this is how it feels to love. I just wish I wouldn't be this hurt. I wish it wouldn't be this painful that it feels like I don't deserve to be loved. I feel like I wasn't lovable enough to feel the butterflies and the paradise.

I just want you to hear me, the truth no covered in bullshit. Before you, I thought I knew what love was. I thought it was something loud, something explosive, something that burned so bright it couldn’t possibly last. But you showed me that love is quiet too. Love is in the spaces between words, in the looks you give when you think I’m not paying attention, in the way you always come back, even when everything in you is telling you to run.

“But God, I want to believe you’ve changed. Because part of me—maybe the best part—still waits for you every morning. Even if I pretend not to.” Kingsley reached out, taking her hand gently, his thumb brushing reassuring circles over her skin. When it was his turn, he unfolded his letter, drawing a deep breath before he read with steady emotion: “What I Wish You Knew… That I see you. All of you. Not just the beautiful woman who laughs with her whole face, but the one who flinches when love feels too close.” His voice softened, filled with a tenderness that touched Katherine’s soul. “That I never stopped loving you—not when I left, not even when I married Beth. I loved you through all of it,

I never wished to fall in love Since my childhood, I always viewed loving someone as a weakness. I had so many things, dreams I wanted to fulfill and I didn't want a man to distract me But now I was getting distracted, my feelings were slowly changing and I was aware of this. I never knew I'd get this careless as to feel something for a man and that too a man older than me

“SEVEN WISHES! Then hear me Gods above, these are my wishes…” “I wished to be reborn and given a second chance! I wished to become the most beautiful woman that ever existed! To have an incredible reputation in both wealth! And fame! To have a great and loving family and not like the shiity one I had! To find love and marry the most handsome man ever! Let me experience the wildest FANTASIES!!!”

If you the lucky few, you will get what you asked for but receive a whole lot more, a whole lot that you did not expect but that you realize you actually wanted. Never did I know what love is, let alone being in love. I never thought anyone would ever make me smile, laugh and capture my heart. Never did I think I will fall in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time. Whether it was fate or karma, love found me, and I found love.

I would die before I knowingly hurt you. But you have the right to know, and you must understand that there is so much at play that you don’t know that you can’t understand yet. So much was hidden from you, and I fear it was as much my fault as any others. I’m sorry for my failing, and I hope one day when you understand everything, you’ll forgive me. I don’t know how to make you believe me, but I’ll try.

“What do you even know about life anyway? What do you know about love?!” “I know more about love than you ever will!” She screamed at me, voice shaking and eyes flooding with sudden tears. I had never seen her like this. “Love is sacrificing. Love is choosing someone’s happiness over yours. Love is pain. Love is protecting someone with all your strength, even when they may be stronger than you. But a selfish person like you will never know the true meaning of love. Oh? You think you are the only one in love with Adonis? I have been in love with him since college, I have been his friend, his loyal supporter and the closest person he has to a confidant.

I'm sure you won't even care, you probably might be smiling right now after knowing you will never see me again but I just wanted to let you know how much I still love you after what you did. I wonder why I didn't love myself more when I needed it. I just wish I could have been the one to make you happy for the rest of your life, the one to take care of you...to love you. I wanted so badly to be that person in your life but there wasn't a place for me in your heart.