Novel & Cerita Why Do You Hate Me

“You didn’t save me. You built a ghost.” Alexander turned away, running a hand through his damp hair. “You think I don’t know that? Every day I wake up, I see her face in yours and I hate myself for it.” Evelyn blinked back tears. “Then why keep me?” “Because,” he said hoarsely, “you’re all that’s left of her.” Silence. Only the hum of the machines filled the space. Evelyn wrapped her arms around herself, feeling the chill seep into her bones. She hated him for the pain in his eyes, hated that it still made her heart twist.

He growled, his voice low, vibrating with controlled fury. My heart drops, and the words hit harder than expected. What’s with his mood swings? One second, he’s saving me, and the next one he turns into a malicious judgey monster. “Are you seriously judging me?” I shot back. How dare he? “Oh, I’m sure you have a lot to say, You know nothing about love, Mr. Ice Man, you think I didn't see you, always bringing different girls to the house, disturbing the house with your sexual escapades, you know nothing of love, so don’t you dare judge me” My hand flew to my mouth, I can't believe I just said that.

"Feeling used but I'm still missing you And I can't see the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips And now all this time is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you I hate you, I love you I hate that I love you I don't want to but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her......." (Note:"I Hate U, I Love U" is a song by American singer and rapper Gnash featuring American singer Olivia O'Brien. It was released on February 17, 2016)

"Why are you doing this to me? Drake tell me what I did to you that was so bad that you have hated me from the moment we met?" He had started making my life miserable all the way from middle school, but I couldn't remember what I ever did to him to deserve such long lasting hatred. The smirk that was on his face twisted up. "You want to know why I hate you?" Well at least he wasn't denying the fact, but why did it sting so badly? "When it's simple…" he said, stuffing his hands into his pockets. "And that reason makes me hate you even more everyday I see you, whenever I see you walking , talking or even laughing it infuriates me because of that reason…"

It shouldn't change any thing if she hates me right? I mean, I've seen tons of human display their hatred against me. Why then does her own hatred towards me matters? Why am I over reacting towards it? Its okay for people to hate me, why then is it not okay for her to hate me too? The only person I never wished for to hate me was Amelia and she's no more. "I just want this to stop as soon as possible, I hate holding my self guilty." I yelled out in frustration as I banged my fist on the table before me. "I hate this foreign feeling."

Is that why it hurts so much I hate him I hate him with all my strength

____________________ ~ Sometimes I just hate to love you I'm doin' time but I don't mind I'll be just fine Sometimes I just hate to love you I'm doin' time but I don't mind I'll be just fine Sometimes I just hate to love you Oh oh uh oh Oh oh uh oh Oh oh uh oh Oh I'm doin' time It's a real fight But its all right Sometimes I just hate to love you~ Her voice rang in my ear and brought me back from the La La land of my thoughts as she completed the song. I know she is looking at me. I can feel her glare on me.... Her voice held pain, anger, hatred all directed at me..... I looked up when our professor said, "woah that was intense! You so beautifully spoke your emotions with the lyrics! And you

I hate myself right now. I hate everyone!

Far enough to run if I need to. "Say it," he says softly. "No." "Nyra. . ." "I can't fully hate you." The words tear out of me like a confession. "I can't hate you and it terrifies me more than anything else. More than the Council. More than Dorian. More than my own power." "Why does it terrify you?" "Because hate is simple. Hate is safe. Hate means I can keep fighting without wondering if I'm destroying something that matters." "And if you can't hate me?"

She looked like she was ready to pull away. “Do you hate me?” The question slipped out before I could stop it. I never cared about who hated me. Never cared about being liked. The list of people who hated me was long, and I accepted it. But her? For some reason, I couldn’t accept the idea of her hating me. Not her, her hate being directed at me made my body twist A dark, twisting feeling gripped me "You hate me" I corrected the words bitter on my tongue, why was I feeling this way