Novel & Cerita Within You Or Without You

But I can’t keep it buried anymore. I press a hand to his chest, feeling the steady thud of his heart. “You don’t understand what it does to me, imagining you… gone. Do you know what I’d be without you? Nothing. A hollow sack of flesh. I’ve been caged before, I’ve been used before, but at least I could breathe through it. Without you, I wouldn’t even want to breathe.” His hands flex at his sides and I can see in his eyes how my words are tearing at him.

i asked "Why don't you cook and let women inside your house? Why am i here? she asked "I just want to know you better. You are different because you make me feel things. I want to explore these feelings with you if that is okay with you? i asked her. I don't do relationships, i feel they are a waste of time so i just have one night stands with different women. But with Serena, it is different. She did not say anything for a few moment and i was actually worried i said something worng, but she later spoke

I say. No response. No visible change. But I feel it. Listening. “You do not belong here,” I continue. “But you are here now.” The connection tightens. Not resisting. Not rejecting. Present. “If you stay undefined,” I say, “the system will try to remove you.” The presence does not contradict me. Because it is true. “But if you have a role,” I continue, “you can exist within it.” Silence. Then— The thing moves. Not forward.

He pressed a kiss to my shoulder, tender now. “You okay?” he murmured. I nodded against the wall, a small smile tugging at my lips despite the ache. “More than okay.” Then it hit me. No condom. No nothing. The realization landed like ice water in my veins. My stomach dropped. Dread coiled tight and cold in my chest—sharp, instinctive, the kind that whispered you idiot, you reckless idiot. We’d been so lost in each other, so frantic and needy, that protection hadn’t even crossed my mind. Not once.

You are not just with the pockets, but you are greater with the brain upheld, high held in your body. Of us two, you and your mind, I too exist by you, through you, in you, always for you. Be with me. On a time spare, let’s create life that’s on to the repair. I know you aren’t well. The mind is upset, but I am not upset. Still, in you, if you call me, I will be there still for you.

I said as I touched my tummy. "Mom!"I called out. "Pinky why are you sounding this way! are you alright?"my mom asked me so many questions at a time, nothing knowing which one to answer. "Mummy, where are you coming?"I asked instead. "My dear,the doctor has postpone my check-up so no date for now!"she replied,I was about to cry when the door went open and ivy walked in. Gosh!! "What gives this bitch the mind to open the door without knocking!"I whispered to myself.

I will reshape myself, a me without you. I need to find who I am without that. I need to find out who I am without you. But that is so easy to say, for right now, what am I without you? A ghost. A darkness that consumes space. I am the man that is holding the rest of my complete downfall. Raven, you have fucking destroyed me.

It could become it. The space twisted. violently. and suddenly I felt it. not outside. not around. inside. the presence learning to choose.

Instinctively, she hugged herself and questioned, "Is this your room? What do you want to do to me?" Avery continued, "Let me tell you. You can take my life, but you can never violate me. I won't surrender to you!"

She said. "Exactly and you're already doing great. God has already blessed you, a very decent job with good pay and a wonderful son. And I know that more blessings are on their way too" Christine said. "I know ....." Bella said. "And for you to perfectly heal, I think you need to open up your heart and let love in again" Christine continued. "I'm happy the way I am...." Bella protested calmly "No, you're not. There will come a time in your life when you'll need that companionship, when your son will be on his own with his own family." Christine said.