Without You I Feel Broke Novels & Stories

It feels like a giant tangled ball of vines that I can never fix. I feel like I am drowning under a huge wave in the Moonwave Shore. I cannot find any air. I know I need to stop crying. I need to find my scroll and start fixing the plans. But I do not move. I just stay in a small pile on the floor, biting the cloth hard. The words keep running around in my brain over and over again. I am broken. I am not enough. He saw right through me. Now the whole world will see that I am nothing.

I hated how one stupid nerd had somehow crawled under my skin without me noticing. Because the thought of Aaron choosing someone else over me made me want to break something.

One day, I'll go play with the stars, But remember, do not cry, I beg of you. Maybe I'm cracked in the head, But you make me feel peace. You make me feel like fantasies, Do come true. You're a world undiscovered, I see you and I see love. Maybe I'm too broken to be fixed, But with you, I feel whole. Remember when I said you didn't make me happy? I lied, just to let you go. But you stuck, tighter than glue. I guess, this is love. I'm writing this, At 3:40am in the morning,

Don't Say You Love me - Fifth Harmony 💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰 Crushed! Die! Down! Dying! How to describe my current condition. I'm down. I feel like dying. I did not expect my fate ended tragically like this. Who wants herself like this? Nothing! Only one thing I can do. Cry! After three days of slumping, I shut myself in the room and could only cry. I remember, for three days, only one meal entered my stomach. Miraculously my stomach always feels full.

❤️ THEME SONG RELATED TO THIS CHAPTER ❤️ ❤️Without Me Song by Halsey❤️ ❤️Found you when your heart was broke I filled your cup until it overflowed Took it so far to keep you close (keep you close) I was afraid to leave you on your own I said I'd catch you if you fall And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all (all) And then I got you off your knees Put you right back on your feet Just so you could take advantage of me Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there Feeling so high but too far away to hold me You know I'm the one who put you up there Name in the sky Does it ever get lonely? Thinking you could live without me Thinking you could live without me Baby, I'm the one who put you up there I don't k

Letting her go is much painful than this disbands. “Hey, get out I've got nothin' left to give for you give me nothin' now read my mouth, if you ever want me back, then your walls need breakin' down ‘cause here I am, I'm givin' all I can but all you ever do is mess it up (all you ever do is mess it up yeah, I'm right here, I'm tryin' to make it clear getting half of you just ain't enough I'm not going to wait until you're done pretending you don't need anyone, I'm standing here naked.”

How am I going to cope without you? 'Cope' was code word for, I'm broke! The truth was, we were both broke. It was the start of a new month, and I had lent him 30,000 dollars right before I found out he was a cheater. Now, my rent was behind, my car was smashed up, and I had nothing left. Worst of all, I had to find money for my mother’s dialysis and her kidney meds. It felt like a weight was crushing my chest.

She ranted. It felt as though something sparked in my head. When was she going to get over this crap? “Mom, stop it!” I exclaimed. “Haven’t you done enough? I said I’m broke, B.R.O.K.E. Broke. How is that hard to understand? I’m jobless and only surviving on the little savings I have left.” There was silence on the other end of the line while the burning spark in my head slowly died. When she still didn’t speak, I called, “hello?”

At that point, it felt like my patience could snap over the smallest thing. "What, do you pity me? Do I look pathetic to you right now?" I continued. "Stop pretending, Kleinder! I know you're enjoying this situation!" He did not answer, but his expression did not change either. It was like Kleinder knew I was only lashing out because I was hurt. Because I was already on the verge of crying, but could not let anyone see it. "I hate to say this, but you look pathetic right now, Sandara Vernace."

This is so not good. I had no idea who she was and there's no way I'd be able to find her. Guess I've lost this one. I sighed deeply. Maybe fate would drive her to me. Idunnu's p.o.v After my outburst the other day while talking to my supposed anonymous lover, he didnt call nor send any text. Even when I called, he refused to pick. I felt sad deep inside of me. I kind of missed him. * * * * * *