Run Away
I didn't want an Alpha to be my mate.
But, he's my second mate and if.. If.. If I reject him, no, he rejects me, there's no reason for me to live anymore.
Is it my destiny? To be dead in my mate's hand? To not find my mom? To leave my family?
Why god? Why can't you give me a mate that's good enough for me? That will love me like my dad's love for mom. The first mate is an asshole and this one? I can tell he's more than an asshole. Oh god! Why can't you let me meet this asshole after I found mom? I don't want to make my family disappointed in me. I don't want to die!