“Get up, deadweight.” Cade’s voice cracked like a whip across the training field, and every head turned toward me. I blinked through the blood trickling from my eyebrow, and pushed myself up. Slowly, shakily. Dirt caked my hands. My knees throbbed. I should’ve stayed down. But his tone— the way it sounded so arrogant and cold made something twist inside me. “Oh, come on.” He huffed like I was wasting his time. “Even pups shift better than that.” Laughter rippled through the circle of trainees. No one stepped forward. No one offered a hand. Not like they ever did. I scoffed as I tried to even out my breathing. Pack unity - they say. But for an orphaned omega like me, unity never stretched far enough. “Maybe if you focused less on hiding in the kitchens and more on training, you’d actually be useful,” Cade said, strolling toward me with lazy arrogance. He looked like every girl’s fantasy—tall, golden-haired, eyes like storm clouds, muscles coiled and confident. But even with his gorgeous looks I knew better than anyone, what hid beneath that. Cade Thorne was a beautifully wrapped blade. “I’m trying,” I muttered. “What was that?” He cupped a hand to his ear dramatically. “Speak up, mutt.” My jaw clenched. “I said I’m trying.” He smirked, then turned to the crowd. “Did everyone hear that? Ayla Rowan is trying. Let’s all give her a slow clap.” And they did. Gods, they did. The sound echoed—obviously mocking me. Heat burned behind my eyes, but I swallowed the lump in my throat. I wouldn’t cry. Not here. Not in front of him. I would not give the royal bastard the satisfaction of seeing me break. He stepped closer and I tensed as his scent —a mix of pine and power—wrapped around me like a snare. “Trying doesn’t cut it, Rowan. Not in this pack. Not when you’re dragging everyone down.” I met his gaze. “Maybe if someone actually trained me instead of treating me like trash—” “Then maybe you’d still be trash,” he snapped, eyes flashing. “Just better polished.” Silence. The insult landed with precision like he intended. My heart stuttered and I clenched my fists. No one said a word. Not one voice rose in protest to defend him or call him out on his behaviors. Not even my friend Lila, who stood stiffly behind Cade, looking anywhere but at me. That was the worst part—how easy it was for them to pretend I didn’t matter. The Beta instructor cleared his throat awkwardly. “Let’s move on. Pair up for shift combat.” But no one moved toward me. Not even after the command. Cade’s smile curved like a knife. “Guess you’re solo again, trash” And just like that, the circle shifted without me. My stomach churned as I walked into the pack circle. Fairy lights hung from the pine trees, laughter filled the clearing, and wolves danced barefoot in the grass. It was the annual Moon Feast—where the young proved themselves before the elders. Where Cade was hailed as the pack’s golden heir. Where everyone pretended the pack was one big family. Except I didn’t have a seat at the table. I lingered at the edge, holding a chipped cup of moonberry juice like it made me invisible. I ignored the stinging pain from my bruises beneath the cotton of my dress. I’d cleaned up, with the help of Mae but they weren’t healing as fast as they could. I would have preferred to stay locked in my little hut - but this was a compulsory ritual so here we are. But I was very comfortable moving in the shadows where no one saw me. Not until Cade’s voice rang out again. “Careful, she might curse your food just by breathing near it.” I froze mid-step. He stood by the bonfire, surrounded by his loyal shadows—Lila, Riven, and a few others whose names I never bothered to learn. They were all drunk on praise and power. “She’s probably here to steal leftovers,” Riven joked. “Or a mate,” someone added, and they all burst into laughter. My stomach twisted. Cade raised his glass toward me, his grin sharp and empty. “Want to join us, Ayla? I’m sure we can find you a nice spot… under the table.” The crowd roared. Even some elders chuckled. Of course they did. My vision blurred as I felt my skin become too tight. “The table would be too nice a spot for her. The girl disgusts me and I can’t wait till she crawls into the grave like her useless parents.” I dropped the cup. The splash of juice bloomed like blood on the grass. And I ran. Back in my room—small, cold, tucked in the servant’s quarters—I stared at the cracked mirror. I looked like a ghost. Eyes wild. Mouth set in a hard, thin line. My curls frizzed from the shift earlier. A purple bruise bloomed along my jaw. I touched it lightly, then dropped my hand. “You’re not crying,” I whispered to the girl in the mirror. “Not again.” But I did. Silent, stubborn tears, slipping down like surrender. I moved around the room on autopilot—grabbing the little I owned. A faded sweater. Two books. A folded photo of my parents, the last one before they died in that rogue attack. I rolled it all into my duffel and zipped it shut. I left a small note on the pillow. To Mae, thank you for always saving the warmest rolls for me. You were the only bit of kindness in this place. Don’t worry about me. I’ll be okay. The halls were quiet when I stepped out. The scent of roasted meat and spiced wine drifted from the main hall, but I didn’t pause. I walked through the trees barefoot, feeling the earth one last time. The moment I was far enough from the border, I knelt. The shift came easier than usual. Painful, yes—but clean. Fur covered my skin, bones cracked and rearranged, and within seconds I was on all fours. My wolf looked back—just once. At the trees, the people, the life that never loved us. Then we ran. Past the edge of the territory. Past the lies and cruelty. Past the golden-haired boy who destroyed me.
AYLAAfter days of being holed up inside, I couldn’t take it anymore.The bond was wrecking me. Gnawing at me. Cade had stayed away, and maybe I should’ve been grateful but all I felt was the pull. The ache. It was constant, like something in me was screaming for him. And I knew he was feeling it too. He had to be.I stood at the window, fingers rubbing the locket at my neck. Mae’s locket. Warm, comforting, like a heartbeat I didn’t understand. Something inside me was shifting slowly, painfully and it had everything to do with this bond. With my wolf. With me.“Your meal is ready, Ayla. Come eat something.”Beatrix’s voice broke the silence behind me. I didn’t turn. Just kept running my thumb along the locket’s edge, grounding myself.Beatrix has watched me. Silently. Keeping a very close eye on me. But no doubt, I'm still angry at her. Why the hell would she read my journal? “I’m going to the Palace,” I said quietly, but firmly. I stood, grabbed a shawl, and walked past her without
Human World The whiskey burned on the way down, but not as much as the memory.Ayla’s eyes haunted him, the way she looked at him that day. No guilt. No goodbye. Just silence. As if he had made some mistake she was finally correcting.Daniel set the bottle down with a quiet clink. Around the dimly lit bar, shadows shifted, men cloaked in darkness, murmuring low, silver glinting from concealed blades. This was not a place for decent men. But Daniel had long stopped being one.“She’s not yours.”The voice was smooth, female, too calm to be casual.He didn’t turn. He’d noticed her watching him since the night he went to meet them. She always sat alone, just within reach of the shadows. Dark hair like ink. Eyes far too ancient for someone so young.“She was mine before fate decided otherwise,” he muttered.“She chose you,” the woman said, seating herself beside him without invitation. “And now she’s crawling back to the wolves who broke her.”Her scent was off—neither human nor wolf. I
Cade..Something was shifting.Not in the kingdom. Not in politics. Not in the rogues—though their numbers had grown bolder. No… this shift was deeper. Personal.It was her.I hadn’t seen Ayla in days, but I felt her absence like a bruise that refused to fade.And yet, each night, my wolf grew restless. Pacing. Growling in the shadows.Even without the full bond—especially after what she tried—there was still something tethering us.I didn’t know what it was. But it made my blood itch.Riven entered my study quietly, carrying a sealed scroll. “Report from the Eastern patrols. Another rogue breach near Hollowpine.”I took the scroll but didn’t open it. “Casualties?”“None. This time. But they’re getting organized.” He hesitated, then added, “They were targeting the herbal trade routes. It’s coordinated.”Coordinated rogue attacks.A mate I couldn’t reach.And a council ready to turn on me.“How long until the Four Wing alliance meeting?” I asked.“Two days. But Galen’s already stirring
AylaThe silence in my mind had become a second skin.Days blurred. My body moved, but I felt… hollow. Not dead, not alive. Just here.No presence stirred in the place where my wolf once resided. No growl. No nudge. No comfort. It was like losing my breath and learning to live without air.I barely spoke to Beatrix. Even when she tried to keep things light, to pretend nothing had changed, I knew she could see it too—something inside me was broken.It was on one of those sleepless nights, curled in the chair by the fire, that I remembered it.The locket.Mae's locket. The one she’d left me before she died. I had tucked it into the bottom of my satchel days ago. It had always made me uneasy, like it was humming with something… old.With trembling fingers, I retrieved it from the bag and sat staring at it.Gold. Worn but intact. The surface was carved with unfamiliar symbols that shimmered faintly in the firelight. I should have opened it the day I got it. But something had always stoppe
CadeThe echo of the market still clung to my thoughts as I stood before the grand council hall—an obsidian structure nestled in the heart of the palace grounds, forged to host only the most sacred of gatherings. The Full-Wing Alpha Meeting. The last time this chamber held such tension, I was barely twenty, fresh to the throne, earning respect with every breath.Now, they waited for me again. Not to test me—but to corner me.Riven opened the doors.Four Alphas sat in silence, cloaked in power and impatience.Alpha Tim of the North Wing—arrogant and aged, his eyes cold with calculation.Alpha Maelis of the East Wing—slender, sharp, with a smile that never reached his eyes.Alpha Silas of the West—young, ambitious, always the first to sniff out weakness.And Lady Maerina, representing the South. The only one not an Alpha, but bold enough to sit like one.Elder Galen stood by the head o
Cade. An impromptu meeting had been called—again. Not because of politics or war, but because of Ayla. My mate. I had told them I would sever the bond between us. That had been nothing but empty words. I could never bring myself to do it. “The East Wing is grumbling,” Elder Galen announced, his tone sharp, gaze shifting among the others. “Perhaps if you had a Luna by your side, none of this unrest would be happening.” I didn’t respond immediately. Instead, I let the silence stretch, watching their discomfort grow. “Arrange a meeting,” I said at last, my voice low but resolute. “I want to see all representatives of the four wings.” The shock on their faces was palpable. None of them expected that. “In the next five hours,” I added. Gasps rippled through the chamber. The elders scrambled to their feet, already making urgent calls as they filed out of the room. “But Alpha,” Elder Galen protested, spinning back toward me, “the North Wing to Bloodhowl takes at least a ful