30) ball part 2

I stand in Reece’s office. I smell like sex. I feel like shit. He’s never done that before. Never been so possessive, so… claiming. That’s what he did though, he claimed me, marked his territory. He even bit into his mark again, made me smell like him. 

Then left. 

Left me all alone. In this stupid office. He said it was so I could make myself decent again. He said it so sweetly too. With nothing but love in his voice. 

So here I stand, on my office balcony. Staring into the great wide darkness. There’s not moon tonight, no stars, no light. No hope. 

What a pathetic little life I’ve got here. 

I hide who I truly am from the one person who’s supposed to love me the most. Love me for who I am. But he doesn’t want me to be who I truly am. He loves the sweet little princess I twist myself into just for him. He constantly tells me how much more he loves me now, like this. Maybe I&