Mag-log inNADIA'S POV
When I woke up, he was gone. The clock on the wall above said six o'clock, and with heavy legs, I dragged myself into the bathroom before dressing up for the evening session of the writers conference. By the time I managed to lay my hands on my phone, my friend and fellow writer, Bobbi, who had also come to the conference but was in a different hotel had already called me ten times. “My goodness, Nadia, I've been calling you repeatedly.” Bobbi was standing directly outside the hotel, her eyes searching my face. “What happened?” I scratched the back of my neck as I fought off the urge to share the goodness of my day with a friend I felt I could trust. As writers, Bobbi and I yearned to have the fun we created for the fictional characters in our books. But at that moment, I knew that the fact that my wish had come true and Bobbi's hadn't could serve as a problem once I told my story. “I was tired. I had a quick snack, and next thing you know, I was flat on the bed.” Bobbi's eyebrows narrowed in a manner that suggested she didn't believe me. “I've seen you work on nights when you were very tired in order to beat a deadline. You're not the type to randomly fall asleep in the afternoon.” I shrugged tiredly, hoping she could just let the topic go. “Well, I guess I did today. Even the best of the best have off days.” Bobbi raised her hand as she hailed a taxi that would take us to the conference hall. A taxi stopped and we piled into it. As soon as my behind touched the leather of the vehicle, I was harshly reminded of the technician's hand as he spanked my behind, his hands grabbing my buttocks with a ferocity that I never knew existed. Finally settled, I had the time to think carefully about what had just happened to me in the hotel. Who was he? Would I ever see him again or was it just a one time job? It was only when the taxi came to a halt next to the hall which was packed with writers from all over the country that I was pulled out of my reverie. “Are you alright?” Bobbi eyed me cautiously. “You're never this quiet before a concert.” I smiled at her, knowing that telling her the truth was a huge risk I wasn't ready to take. Bobbi had been married to her husband, Anthony Gray for about ten years. They had two wonderful boys, and often, we joked about leaving our husbands and running off with hot, fictional characters, but that was it. What had happened between the technician and I in the hotel room wasn't a joke about a fictional character. It was real. And I wasn't ready to cross the line that separated jokes and reality yet. “I think I'm just a little bit under the weather, Bobbi.” She squeezed my shoulder fondly. “Well, you need to start feeling better because Melissa Xan is speaking this evening.” I stared at her in disbelief. “Melissa?” “You heard right.” Bobbi's eyes twinkled in reply. Melissa Xan was our favourite writer and one of the major reasons we had come to the conference. Initially, she had pulled out of the conference because of an emergency. Hearing my favourite author and role model was going to be speaking was enough to make me temporarily forget about the technician and the intense moment of bliss we had in my hotel room. “If Melissa is speaking, then why are we walking so slowly?” Bobbi chuckled, the sound of her weird laughter turning a few heads. “Oh, Nadia, wait up!” She called out as I began to speed up in a quest to secure front row seats for both of us. _________ The evening session marked the end of the conference for the year. As drinks were shared and soft music played in the background, I watched silently as writers from different cities connected with each other, exchanging pleasantries and conversation. I recognized a few faces, but I knew the last thing I wanted to be doing was speaking to a writer and pretending I cared about what had been going on in their lives. I had barely been able to think about anything else but green eyes, hairy arms and a body so perfectly matched for mine it made us feel like soulmates when we were intertwined that afternoon. “Nadia? Melissa is signing autographs.” Bobbi's eyes gleamed with delight as she showed me a copy of Melissa's latest book which was in her hands. “Come on, grab a book and let's wait. We might even sneak in a selfie if we're lucky!” I stared at Bobbi unenthusiastically, knowing that I no longer cared about Melissa Xan or any other writer in the hall for that matter. How did I know the technician wasn't at the hotel at that moment? What if he had forgotten something? And in that moment, it clicked. I could ask the receptionist for his name and number. Grabbing my purse, I ignored Bobbi's narrowed eyebrows once again. “I'm sorry Bobbi, but I have to run. It's important. I'll text you as soon as I'm settled, I promise!” I fled the hall, the writers conference and everything that had happened that evening a blur. I hailed a taxi and told the driver the name of my hotel. In the next twenty minutes I swept through the sliding doors of my hotel, my heart slamming in my chest repeatedly. “Good evening.” I muttered to the receptionist, forcing a smile onto my lips. “Evening Ma'am.” The receptionist's eyes shone with recognition. “How can I help you?” “The technician that came to work on my air conditioner this afternoon, did he leave a contact address? What company does he work for?” “Is there a problem, Ma'am?” The receptionist inquired concernedly as she leaned against the counter, one hand already going to her telephone. “No, nothing at all. He did a very good job, I was wondering if I could hire him for another job when I leave the hotel.” The receptionist nodded as she dug out a card which she slid into the counter. “He works for this company, Ma'am. We work with them whenever we have issues involving electricity, and the company sends a worker most times. We don't work with the technicians directly.” Grabbing the card and slipping it into my purse, I muttered a stiff thank you as I made my way to the elevator in a bid to get to my room. What was I doing? Searching for a stranger who probably didn't want anything to do with me? What was I thinking? As I slipped into the emptiness of my bedroom, I was faced with the harsh reality of the truth. I might never see the technician ever again.FABIAN'S POV I waited on the stairs as I listened to Nadia's friend compliment my good looks. The compliment made me feel good, but I was waiting for something else. I was waiting for Nadia's reply. I wanted to hear what she had to say about me. When she finally spoke, I felt my hands curl up in anger. Was this how she had felt about me in her home all this while? That I was a nuisance? That it was all sunshine and rainbows until her best friend was the one accommodating me?What did that even mean?Shaking my head, I made my way up the stairs, then changed my mind midway. If Nadia was sick of me being in her home, then why not make it worse altogether? What did I have to lose?I slipped into the kitchen as if I had never left, somewhat pleased to see the shock on Nadia's face as soon as she noticed me in the doorway. “Sorry to interrupt, Bobbi, is it?”Her best friend nodded, eyes twinkling. She had similar hair to Nadia, and looking closely, I could see why they were friends.
NADIA'S POV “Will you be home for lunch?”Marlowe nodded as he slipped his feet into the shoes he had picked for the day. He was the only man I knew who had seemed to have a shoe for each outfit. He had a whole rack filled with them. “And your friend?”He drank the remainder of his coffee hurriedly before replying. “Spoke to him this morning. He'll like to take the day off, and I understand him. Get him some breakfast, will you?”I leaned towards him when our lips met in farewell, hoping to feel something that wasn't always there in his kisses.Becoming good at kissing wasn't possible overnight because the kiss still remained bland, even though the effort behind it was infused with love. “See you at lunch?”“Yes, drive safe.”I waited till the door closed behind him before wiping my lips consciously. Was it that I had never known he was a terrible kisser before marrying him or Fabian Davenport had awoken a part of me that hadn't existed prior to my marriage?Guilt lodged its way
NADIA'S POV The moment my husband and Fabian came through the door, I knew something was wrong. I had never seen Fabian look so downcast. He carefully avoided any form of interaction with me as he made his way up the stairs. “What was that all about?”I raised an eyebrow in Marlowe's direction, who was chugging milk directly from the bottle thirstily. “He’s had a terrible day, honey. That includes me.”“What do you mean?” I asked, the food I was putting together for dinner forgotten. “None of the investors we visited were willing to take up his idea. They all loved it, but they all complained about the risk because it's a new company.”I glanced at the oven warily, before turning my attention back to a fatigued Marlowe. “You're an investor, aren't you?”“This…this is huge, Nadia,” he gestured with his hands. “I can't be the sole investor. I need two or three other companies alongside me in order to spread the risk. But sadly, no one's willing to take that chance.”Guilt crept it
FABIAN'S POV What had gone wrong?A few minutes ago, he had just admitted to liking me. How did that change in a few minutes?“What's wrong, Zed? We talked about this, didn't we?”“You mentioned it in passing, Marlowe. And you never said anything about this being his first rodeo.” Zed Cooper glanced at me disappointedly. “What does it matter?”“What does it matter? I'm going to be investing my time and money into this, Marlowe. It's too much of a risk. There's nothing to fall back on…”“I assure you that this will work, sir.” I added in a shaky voice as I watched my dreams starting to shred into pieces before me. “Oh, but you don't know that, Fabian, do you?” When I didn't answer, he ate the last of his chocolate, then wiped his hands on the napkin on the table. “Come on, Zed, at least listen to what he has to say.”Zed Cooper shook his head firmly. “I'm sorry if it looks as if we've just wasted each other's time, but it's good we clarified things early. It prevents mistakes in
NADIA'S POV Fabian Davenport ate my food like it was the best thing he had ever tasted. From the first time I had watched him at the dining table, I was aware of the fact that he had a huge appetite, but today, he seemed to eat more than usual. As he tore part of the baked chicken in his plate apart, I wondered if his hunger was caused by the swimming, or the flight from California down to Connecticut. I settled for the latter. “This…this is so good, Nadia. Thank you.” Fabian spoke through his munching, a hand on the glass of water beside his plate. I nodded, not bringing myself to look at his eyes. “Come on, Nancy, eat something.”My daughter was the exact opposite of Fabian. Her appetite was not the best, and being sick didn't help matters either. “Try the salad.”She ate slowly, giving me a stare that said she was only eating because I had told her to. “I'm sorry your dad couldn't make it to dinner, Nancy, he's missing a lot.”Nancy chuckled, and I found myself picking at
NADIA'S POV Fabian Davenport ate my food like it was the best thing he had ever tasted. From the first time I had watched him at the dining table, I was aware of the fact that he had a huge appetite, but today, he seemed to eat more than usual. As he tore part of the baked chicken in his plate apart, I wondered if his hunger was caused by the swimming, or the flight from California down to Connecticut. I settled for the latter. “This…this is so good, Nadia. Thank you.” Fabian spoke through his munching, a hand on the glass of water beside his plate. I nodded, not bringing myself to look at his eyes. “Come on, Nancy, eat something.”My daughter was the exact opposite of Fabian. Her appetite was not the best, and being sick didn't help matters either. “Try the salad.”She ate slowly, giving me a stare that said she was only eating because I had told her to. “I'm sorry your dad couldn't make it to dinner, Nancy, he's missing a lot.”Nancy chuckled, and I found myself picking at
NADIA'S POV I got back home in time to rustle up dinner before Marlowe and Fabian's arrival. Cooking gave me time to think carefully about my situation and how I was going to tackle it. But even as I mixed the dough for the lemon flavoured cake I was preparing, I knew that my mind had refused to
NADIA'S POV As soon as Marlowe and the kids left, I got busy. Grabbing a bin and rake, I cleared the grass of the debris that littered the yard after yesterday's dinner. With every minute that went past, I tried in vain to ignore the fact that the guest room had a window that was directly facing
NADIA'S POV “What's wrong, my love?”I ignored Marlowe's question, knowing that I badly wanted to scream in his face. It was all his fault. Just when I thought I was past whatever had happened in California at the conference, he had proceeded to bring the problem to the present. Why? Why did Fa
FABIAN'S POVWhen I saw her come out of the house with the basket of plates in her hand, I was instantly reminded of the image of her holding the table in the small hotel room while I thrusted into her from behind, her hands grabbing the table which now held a basket. I ran a hand through my hair







