Yes, I'm Crazy

 Amelie's POV.

 What Alpha Rexton did really endangered me. What happens if Matilda suspects me and our relationship is not good? I don't want to be enemies with my own siblings even though Matilda is not my biological sister.

 The woman's voice continued to echo in the room, her knocking on the door became louder because I didn't open the door for her.

 I straightened the clothes I was wearing, my hands ruffled my hair so that it would be clearer that I had just woken up from sleep. Yes, that's the excuse I wanted to use after opening the door.

 My hand grabbed the doorknob, I was a little surprised to see that Alpha Rexton was also there, not far behind mom.

 "What is it?" I asked, then pretended to yawn to strengthen my case.

 "Waking up Amelie!" The woman left and went into her room.

 Now I can breathe more easily because Matilda or Mama didn't ask any further questions. Matilda immediately went into the room and Mom headed to the kitchen.

 Meanwhile, Alpha Rexton was still standing in the same place. My eyes met his for a few moments before I rolled my eyes because I felt lazy with him.

 Without saying anything, I immediately went up to the second floor of the house and headed to the balcony. The laptop and a half-full glass of tomato juice were still up there.

 "Idiot! I shouldn't have left the room before Matilda and mom came back." I curse myself. "Why did I have to leave the room earlier?!" I'm annoyed.

 "You know and you want it." The wolf in me spoke up, in no way making me feel any more relieved.

 But what the wolf in me said was true, what Alpha Rexton did was truly crazy. Even though my mouth keeps saying no, actually inside me also want it.

 Due to what Alpha Rexton had done earlier in the room, I couldn't focus on my work. Images of the pleasure that Alpha Rexton gave me kept spinning in my head. He really drives me crazy.

 From up here, I can see the wide expanse of grass behind the house and also the tall trees that border the edge of town with forests and other pack areas. When my eyes accidentally looked far away, I saw Matilda pulling Alpha Rexton's hand, I didn't know where they were going.

 "Should I follow them?" I asked quietly, to be honest I was curious.

 I shook my head, hoping that thought would also be knocked out of there. They are a couple, I shouldn't be wondering what they will do. Maybe they will go somewhere and enjoy time together, remembering that in this house there is mom and me too.

 My eyes returned to the laptop screen, my fingers started dancing, typing each letter to form words and sentences.

 As hard as I tried to divert my thoughts, I just kept thinking about them. Where do they go? What do they want to go there? What will they do there?

 "Argh!" I'm annoyed because Alpha Rexton and Matilda keep disturbing my thoughts. "I'd better take a nap first."

 Before going down, I drank the remaining tomato juice until it was finished. Dirty glasses and laptops were taken downstairs.

 Not going straight to the room, I first went to the kitchen to put the used glass of tomato juice in the sink. As I was walking, I saw a plate of onion rings that still had quite a lot left.

 "Mama must have fried it for them." I took one piece and dipped it into a small bowl of tomato sauce. "They even left the house."

 "Hi, Amelie, are you finished with your work?"

 When I turned towards the source of the sound, I saw mom who had just come from nowhere.

 "Not all of it, but some of it is finished. Maybe I'll continue this afternoon." I answered, then took another onion ring and ate it.

 Mama continued walking until she reached the front of the sink, she turned on the water faucet but not a drop of water flowed from it.

 Her hand turned the faucet repeatedly, but still not a single drop of water flowed from it.

 I could hear her breathing heavily, it seemed like she was starting to get annoyed with the water that wasn't flowing.

 "It looks like there's no water today." She turned towards me. "I need it to make soup for lunch and wash the furniture. Can you help me, Amelie?"

 "Can't you just make another one?"

 "Yes." She said, then was silent for a moment. "But you see, the pans and everything else are still dirty. How do I cook? Do you want to eat lunch cooked with dirty utensils?"

 Of course I shook my head, it was so disgusting. "What should I do?"

 He took two medium sized buckets from the storage cupboard. "Get some water from the river."

 My eyes opened wide, did she really mean to order me to do hard work like this?

 "Isn't there another way?" I asked.

 The sun outside was very hot, fetching water from the river was not an easy thing. I had to walk quite a distance to get to the river and this wasn't enough if I only did it once, not to mention the bucket which would be very heavy if it was completely filled with water.

 It's not that I don't want to help her, I really want to help her, but I think this is beyond my capabilities. I will not be a man who is strong and has a lot of energy. It must have only been one time that I was exhausted.

 "Nothing, Amelie. There's no water here, the closest thing is the river."

 "This is very tiring if I do it alone. Where is Matilda?" I intend to invite her to get water too.

 "I heard she went there too earlier." She added a smaller bucket. "Find her and bring water in a bucket each."

 I nodded my head, of course I would bring water in the smallest bucket. Let Alpha Rexton and Matilda carry the water with medium sized buckets.

 When I walked towards the river, apparently not only me but several neighbors also went with buckets in their hands. This means that not only my house is short of water, their house also definitely has no water.

 "Are you alone, Amelie?"

 I turned my head. "Hi, Jack. Long time no see." He was one of my friends in elementary school. In the past he was known as a very naughty student. "Matilda has gone to the river first."

 "Oh." He noticed the bucket I was carrying. "You brought the bucket for her?"

 Having no other choice, I nodded my head.

 "Stupid little sister, she just wants to be taken advantage of."

 I smiled hearing the words that came out of his rotten mouth. He didn't understand anything, but he said so presumptuously.

 Not wanting to appear to be in trouble with anyone, let alone my neighbors, I chose to lock my mouth and not give him an answer.

 Not only wolf from our pack, but there were many wolf on the other side of the river who were also fetching water. This river is the barrier between the Yellow Moon Pack and the Full Moon Pack. So far we have lived side by side and there has not been the slightest problem.

 "Where is Matilda? I didn't see her."

 I shook my head. "I don't know either, she was here first."

 "Shall we look for her?"

 "What for?"

 Jackson sighed. "Are you blind? You're carrying three buckets, are you going to fill them all with water and carry them with your own two hands?"

 "Y--you want to help me?" I said doubtfully.

 "I wouldn't have looked for Matilda if you weren't willing."

 "Y--yes, let's look for her. I'm ready."

 He rolled his eyes, then placed the bucket on a large rock on the side of the river. "Put the bucket here first, we'll look for Matilda first."

 "A--are you sure? I--is it safe here?" I'm just afraid that my bucket will be stolen.

 He exhaled now. "No one will dare touch my bucket, so put your bucket on top of mine so they'll think it's mine."

 My eyes looked towards the big bucket on the rock. There was the word "Jackson" written in marker on it. It seemed like he wasn't willing to lose a single bucket of items.

 In my heart I smiled, even though wolf said that he was very bastard and I also admitted that, but he also had an angelic side to him.

 The three buckets I brought were placed on top of his big bucket. The two of us then looked for Matilda around the river.

 "It looks like they're there." I said when I smelled the strong aroma of vanilla and wood.

 "We'll go there then." Jackson led the way towards the big tree I was pointing at.

 Before I got there, I saw Alpha Rexton coming out from behind the tree. Our eyes met for a few moments and Alpha Rexton also had time to pay attention to the man who was now with me.

 As we got closer, Matilda also came out. I saw that her hair and make-up were messy. Could they be doing something in the open like this? They are so crazy!

 "Amelie, what are you doing here?" Matilda frowned.

 "There is no water at home, mom told us to get water from the river."

 "She's carrying three buckets, the other two are for you and your boyfriend. That's why we're looking for you."

 Matilda nodded her head. "Where's the bucket?"

 "It's over there, follow me." Jackson again led the way.

 Instead of me being behind Jackson, Matilda stepped first. I was behind Matilda and behind me was Alpha Rexton. I can still smell the strong aroma of vanilla with wood.

 I continued to speed up the pace, I don't want to let Alpha Rexton stop me. Although most likely that won't happen now that Matilda is with us too.

 My guess seems wrong. After only taking a few steps I felt my wrist being gra

bbed by someone, who else but Alpha Rexton? Of course he did it because he was the one walking behind me.

 "Who is that man, Amelie? Is he your lover?"