Hafiz!
Coming out of thé airport premises i sigh in relief, thé stupid seminar actually lasted for 3days i spend an extra two days with my love it's actually been a long time since we spend some quality time together Now that i am back it will take a while before i visit again, its very unfortunate that her mum is already budging her about marriage i will really love to marry her now but honestly speaking i dont want to be thé one to confront my parent about marriage it will look as if i am desperate,
i am despearate but i just Have to hold on till they talk to me about that i am 27 and sincerely speaking i think i am due for marriage but knowing my mum if i speak about that she will start her dramatic speeches."Over here dude."fazil say standing by his SUV i walk to thé car and we did our signature greeting before i enter thé car.
"How was thé seminar?"he ask as he start thé car.
"Boring as always i wishe granddad will just leave that old city and come back to continue his business, it's stressfull."I say and he nod.
"How is Nadia?" he ask with a smile.
"She is fine actually spend thé 2days because of her, its been a while we see each other and now her parent are disturbing her about marriage."I say and he chuckle.
"You should speak to uncle raheem he is understandable you'ré 27 i think you are old enough."he Say and i nod.
"You'ré 28 and still single , dude why are you still single?"i ask curiously and he roll his eyes.
"I am not single my relationship with Amaya is still intact we ré just on strike."he say and i laugh.
"You two are weird talking about Amaya i met uncle Azan at thé seminar he gavé me this that i should give it to hanan."I say removing thé book from my backpack and drop it for him.
"Its probably one of those fantasy or historical fiction books, that weird girl and her weird ways."he say and i look at thé book with a nod.
"Thought girls love all this romance book."I say and he nod.
"Hanan is différent wait till you see her music playlist you do rather pull à trigger to your skull than listen to it."he say as thé gâté to our house open.
"She is unique in a weird way."I say with a shrug as he park at thé parking lot.
"I am not going in mummy send me to run an errand for her at granny salmahs house,
my regards to Anty jasyMaybe i will come by later."he say, i pick my suitcase and backpack, we bid out goodbye and he leave.I head to my apartment and freshen up before heading to thé main house.
"Good evening mummy."I say sitting next to my mum and she smile.
"How was thé trip."she ask and i nod.
"Good .
Where is daddy?"i ask and she sigh."They just left with Amany, i dont know where they are going to but i hope they should bring my ice-cream."my mum say and i chuckle.
"Mummy i am hungry."I say and she laugh.
"I didn't cooked today, your dad cook for himself and Amani even me i Have been snacking around since morning, just been eating junks."she say laughing and i frown.
"But mummy i told you i will be coming back today."I say annoyed and she laugh.
"Hafiz its because of food you'ré frowning your face like that, go joor your food is in thé microwave and when your dad comes back we've a something important to discuss with You."she say i smile and go to thé kitchen.
I didn't bother to check what food is it honestly speaking if you grow up in this house you will not be a picky eater because you will appreciate any food they cooked,
my mum is thé most lazy wife ever and she cooked whenever she feels like and my dad been thé good dad he is he will cook for only himself and eat alone, trust me my family are thé most lazy people on earth i think i am thé normal being in this family.Once thé microwave ding, i remove my food and smile its a fried rice and chicken guess today is my Lucky day,I drop the food on the small dinning in the kitchen and start eating.
Halfway eating my food the voice of my sister and father filled the house, the kitchen door swing open and my sister stand by door looking at me baffle.
"What?"I ask confused.
"DADDY YA HAFIZ IS EATING YOUR FOOD."she yell and run back into the parlour.
I drop the spoon in the sink and keep the remaining food in the microwave
Before following her to the parlour.Trust me my dad isn't the nicest person when it comes to food."Da........
"My food!
hafiz did you have any idea how many hours it took me to prepare that food."my dad say looking at me baffle and i scratch my head turning my gaze to my mum who is just staring at the television clearly not interested in this conversation."Daddy sorry, mummy said i should eat it I thought she cooked it for me."I say and he laugh.
"Seriously hafiz.
Have your mum ever prepared meal for someone absent in the house."he say and I pout."Baby please leave the boy beside very soon he will start his own family and we will rest he can eat 10times if he wants to his wife Will cook for him."my mum say and i furrow my brow in confusion.
"You're right my dear let's give him the grace of this month."my father say.
"Hold on.
I dont get it dad what's going on?"I ask confused and my dad sit next to his wife as I sit next to my sister."Well, we think it's high time you marry, you see you're not getting any younger so we thought you should settle down and start your own family, your mum wants to see her grandchildren."my dad say with a smile looking at his wife.
"Yes hafiz, you should settle down."my mum say with a nod and I smile.
"Really mummy, dad you both want me to marry, thank you i wanted to ask you two but I thought you will both think i am kinda desperate."I say with a shrug and they both laugh.
"Ohh come on hafiz,
You should have told us we 're your parent,beside we think Hanan will be a perfect match for you."my mum say and I look at her confuse."Wait.
What?You want me to marry hanan?"I asked baffle and they both nod with a smile."Yes.
She's your sister,she's a beautiful and decent girl, What else did you want in a lady."my mum say happily and i frown."Mummy i can't.
I have a girlfriend we've been dating for 8years and I love her."I say and my parents expression changes."Really!
A girlfriend,tell me about this girlfriend of yours."my mum say sarcastically."Her name is Nadia we met at school she based there her mum is a Nigerian her dad is british, But she is a decent girl and from a very respectful family."I say and my mum chuckle mockingly.
"Baby can you hear him.
As far as I am concern you're single we send you to London to study not to be in a relationship so i dont care if you've been dating her since the day i gave birth to you, "Abdallah Hafiz Raheem" you're not marrying her."my mum say plainly and I sigh."Mummy.
Please "Dan girman Allah" i don't want to marry hanan, I don't love her please mummy don't do this to me, daddy please talk to her."I say to my dad but he just shrug."You know i will always support my darling wife soo I am sorry Mr lover man."my dad say and kiss his wife on the forehead.
"Mummy ple........
"Baby remember that new restaurant they're opening today?"my mum say to my dad and he nod.
"We should go there please before i loose my cool and do something I will end up regretting."my mum say as she pick her veil that is on the couch and they both leave the parlour with my sister trailing behind them.Hanan!The next few days pass by pretty quickly and Amany will be leaving tomorrow, I won't say i am happy but she has to leave so i can fix my marriage i don't know what is wrong with ya hafiz this days.sometimes he become super nice even without amany in our presence other times he become aggressive and snap at both me and his sister something is disturbing him and i don't know what, he became pretty quiet and he usually sleep off the day and spend the night doing whatever the fuck on his laptop he is turning into a lychnobite he is no longer the workaholic ya hafiz i can't even remember when last he go to work, he is different and it scared the shit out of me.Ever since the day i passed out in the parlour we begin to share same bedroom with him sometimes he sleep on the bed with me and other times he sleep alone ordering me to sleep on the floor but i don't mind because honestly speaking ya hafiz is a complete different person he is acting weird."Are yo
Hanan!The next few days pass by pretty quickly and Amany will be leaving tomorrow, I won't say i am happy but she has to leave so i can fix my marriage i don't know what is wrong with ya hafiz this days.sometimes he become super nice even without amany in our presence other times he become aggressive and snap at both me and his sister something is disturbing him and i don't know what, he became pretty quiet and he usually sleep off the day and spend the night doing whatever the fuck on his laptop he is turning into a lychnobite he is no longer the workaholic ya hafiz i can't even remember when last he go to work, he is different and it scared the shit out of me.Ever since the day i passed out in the parlour we begin to share same bedroom with him sometimes he sleep on the bed with me and other times he sleep alone ordering me to sleep on the floor but i don't mind because honestly speaking ya hafiz is a complete different person he is acting weird."Are yo
Hanan!"We should eat ya hafiz is sleeping, he is probably tired from work."I say sitting on thé dinning."Oh ok."amany say and dish me thé plate of Rice and stew, i mutter a thank you and began stuffing thé food in my mouth.Showing his girlfriend to my face and later he will come out pretending as if everything is cool, i wishe he can just love me even do is a little."Hanan!"i look up from my food and amany give me this weird look."Are you alright?You are just rushing thé food as if you ré fighting with someone."she say looking at me worriedly."I am fine,I.....ju...s...I need to rest."I say and leave thé dinning.I go to my bedroom slamming thé door shut, i lay on my bed and begin to sob.Why is this happening to me, i love him why can't he see that?Why am i not good enough i just want a happy life with my husband.Th door to my bedroom open i dont b
Hafiz!Thé next morning i wake up early and get ready for office, honestly speaking i just want to speak to nadia yesterday i spend thé whole night regreting why i snap at her like that, i called her multiple times and she didn't pick i texted her this morning i am confident she will call me thé moment she read my message.Coming out of my room i head downstairs and stop when i heard thé familiar voice from thé kitchen i tiptoe and eavesdrop by thé kitchen door."Mummy wlh they slept in seperate room, yesterday night i checked on hanan two times and she slept in her room, this morning again i check and saw her sleeping on her prayer mat, kuma ya hafiz ma didn't ate dinner with us yesterday night,."my sister say and i hide by thé kitchen door."No problèm mummy i will keeep you update insha Allah i will call you later before someone caught me."she say laughing and i quietly drop my laptop bag on th&ea
Hafiz!"What time is the discharge?"my mum ask and I turn my gaze to her."We 've been discharged already i just want to finish feeding her,she will take her medication we will then go home."I say giving the spoonful of the salad to her.Honestly speaking i just can't wait for us to be home, all this fake smiles and pretense is killing me, how I have to feed her, massage her to sleep, let's not mention the PDA little kisses i have to display to make my parents happy, I can't even remember when last i spoke to nadia i have to keep my phone at home i can't take chances because there is no way she won't call and the way my mum is always looking at me suspeciously i rather continue my acting and suppress all the anger in me till we go home."I am ok."she say looking at me and i smile."Are you sure?"I ask looking at her worriedly and she nod."Give her the medicine and let's get going Amany is already at home, I ask her to clean an
Hanan!"Mummy wlh it's not ya hafiz fault, we just had a little arguement about the honeymoon and i went to my room."I lie and Anty jasra just eye me suspeciously."Hanan you're lieing, you're trying to cover up for hafiz the two of you story doesn't even match, i know how to handle the both of you, you think i don't know hafiz, he is a very manipulative, cunning boy i give birth to him so there is no point trying to change a zebra strip."she say and i sigh."Anty please let him in, it's been two days ya hafiz isn't as bad as you picture him, it was just a coincidence and i am at fault please forgive him."I say with a smile and she hold my hands."Hanan.Please if hafiz is doing anything you don't favor tell me don't ever think because he is my son i will support him ,please Dan Allah i don't know how am going to tell your mum this, i know i forced hafiz into this marriage so just because you love him doesn't mean you will endure everything, kinji."s