My phone started blazing higher under my pillow and I was way too lazy to get up or even turn around and answer it, so I just let the music play as I internally prayed for it to stop.
I mean I had the most beautiful dream ever, that Kate was here and we fixed things and were madly in love again. I smiled as I thought about how real it felt. It was like she was honestly here.. and funny enough I could still smell her fragrance...
The phone started ringing again and I suddenly felt a body behind me stuff their hand under my pillow and shut the phone..
I closed my eye, I did not bring a girl to my room did I? I promised myself never to bring a girl to my room.. like never... only Brooke has been and I swore she was the first and last one...
I felt hands pull me closer to the body behind me as they cuddled up to me comfortably and my mind was going all sort of crazy. I mean they just hang up my call, whoever the fuck was that who called and then now th
I was woken up by my Skype tone buzzing... God who would Skype me at this time?I tried to open my eyes but it was a bit difficult as they were a bit swollen from crying almost the whole night.I sighed when I realized that it was Kat but answered anyways.. "Hey...""Baby.... I need to see you..."I was hiding a bit behind my blanket a bit, I mean it was seven in the morning.. "No I'm good..."I heard her sigh, "baby please...I just need to see you..."I removed the blanked a bit from my face knowing exactly that she wasn't going to like what she was going to see.."Oh God Thandy.... Babe I'm so sorry about what happened yesterday afternoon... I'm really sorry..."I shrugged, "It's okay...""Look I shouldn't have said that to you, it was really put of line, when it comes to you and me.. everything is about you, everything is about us... I am sorry okay...""It's okay..." I said remembering how she shut me down ab
"Cut... Cut... Cut...." the director yelled for the third time... what the hell is going on?"We were doing my kissing scene now, and the ice Princess was being her usual bitchy self...not 'comfortable with kissing me'I mean yesterday after a few scenes we did talk about the kiss and she said she doesn't kiss girls but because I'm clean she will settle for me.... I know right... Insane..I openly told her that I'm gay and have a woman and she gagged as if that was disgusting, I mean we was going to kiss, that was disgusting enough for me...She made awful remarks but I ignored her coz this girl was known to do anything to get one's attention. Then she ended up saying 'fine... I'll not be hard.. I'll just do it and get it over with...'I shook my head looking at the director, "talk to her... I can't be here tomorrow.. I have a flight back to South Africa so I can bring my family for graduations..."The woman nodd
After the little party the production made for me I said my thanks and was about to leave when a hand pulled me.. and it was.... "Susan?"She smiled, at me, "Hey...."I looked at her confused and at the hand that was still holding me, "What's up?"She shrugged, "so like are you leaving now?"I stared at her. Was she seriously asking me that and why all of a sudden. The girl hated me, she only tolerated me because I was her long lost best friend on the story."Look Thandy I know you are probably wondering what's going on.. I mean I'm talking to you and we don't do that unless it's about the script... but I was thinking while you were in your trailer, we shouldn't hate each other... we actually could be friends..." She said after she saw that I was too stunned by her to talk. I furrowed my brows at her,"Are you okay Susan?"She laughed, "okay I deserve that... yes I am okay.. I just need this bad blood between us gone..."Aww
I heard her fiddle with something on the other side of the door. I peaked through the small whole trying to see what she was doing and I realized she was going through her bag.And just then she held out a key."If you don't want me calling the cops leave!" I shouted from the other side.."Why would you do that? Just let me in so I Can just do what I'm here for and leave..""Look I don't know you and you don't know me, why don't you simply leave, for all we know you could be a thief.." I said and she held the door and pushed it. I only allowed it to open a little bit, my heart was beating so fast threatening to escape on it's original place.."A thief? I am not a thief, I am Katherine's wife...."I rolled my eyes, there, that word again...I shrugged, and tried to stay as calm as possible.. "You could be lying..."She tried to push her way in and I pushed the door and closed it then locked it this time. My whole b
I felt her hands hold my waist and pull me towards her. We were still very much naked... She cleared her throat, "babe I meant to talk to you about what happened last night but....well you are here, and you know what went down..""What happened last night?" I asked and she kissed my back, "Simone was here.. She called me and left about a thousand messages.. She saw you and was...""Very surprised..." I finished her sentence, then said, "I mean I was surprised too.. I had no idea that six months down the line she was still looking for the darn slip..."She sighed, "what happened? What did she do?""She tried to push her way in but I threatened to call the cops..." I said turning and facing her. She kissed my nose,"God I'm so sorry babe, I know what she can be like, I hope she didn't say something stupid...."My face immediately changed after she said that and she said, "Please tell me she didn't say anything...""She didn't say an
I arrived back up and threw myself in bed. Then my thoughts started wondering around. As much as I wanted to know what Simone was talking about, today wasn't the day. Today I had different plans and I was going to concentrate on that now and then Simone later...My girlfriend slowly walked in... I opened my mouth before she could, "can I say something..."She shook her head, "Thandy..."I nodded, "no let me... this isn't how I planned today.. you are here and I'm here and we just had mind blowing sex... I planned on giving you your gift after sex... And I'm going to do that.. Simone can go fuck herself... I'm with you and I love you...nothing you say will change that or scare me away..."She laughed, "I'm glad you think like that, but I think I should tell you too... I don't see it as a bigger deal... so..."I took in one deep breath, "Okay it's not a big deal..."She laid next to me and the gift box that I put under the pillow was alre
"God.... are you okay?""Thandy are you okay?""Are you okay?"My little sister, my best friend and my mom asked the second my dad walked out of the room. They were hoovering over me wanting to check my busted lip.I was still touching where dad hit me and I was sure that my dad's hand was probably hurting, coz my jaw felt like it needed to be replaced.."Honey are you okay?" Maa Sophia asked again and I nodded,"I'm good, I'll be good... I've had worse so I'm really okay...""Worse?" My sister said, "what could be worse than getting punched on your lip.."I rolled my eyes to the obvious answer, "Umhh... getting hit by a car while you are in your car.... so yah dad didn't break me...""This is not funny...." Maudy said and it was like she suddenly hit a spot,"Why the fuck would it be funny? My father just fucken punched me like I'm some criminal and you think I think this is funny!"They all looked at me a
"Baby calm down... you will find your little sister..."I shook my head stubbornly at my girlfriend, "we should have by now... she's scared.. God how can my parents be so stupid....."She pulled me into a hug, "we will find her okay..."I hugged her back and held on for a little while. Trying to calm my mind down, coz now it was all over the place and thinking the unthinkable.That she could get raped and killed or kidnapped or anything these sick people do out at night. I mean we live in a fucked up world, where if they find a dead body in the morning they blame the person and ask why they were out at night? Was that the right question to ask? Is it okay to always be indoors because you are scared you'll be murdered brutally if you go out at night?I have never heard a saying that at night people should lock themselves in because they might get killed for it.. people shouldn't be walking in fear because of some sick human who prey after othe