Chapter Thirty Two

I took a taxi and wrote down an address then gave it to the driver.. I couldn't even describe how I felt..

Mom?

She was a mom to a child my age and she didn't even think about mentioning that to me? Why didn't she tell me.

"we are here ma'am..." the guy who's been driving said. I thanked him and got out. The wind started to blow as I took in the familiar surroundings.

God, I used to come here like crazy and then Shit happened and I didn't fucken know what to do.

I walked the stairs in the the flats as images of us played in my head.. one specific where we had just been in a fight coz I was called a dyke in the street.. And she protected me.

I reached her door and then asked myself what the hell was I doing here. Should I knock and go in or should I just leave and go home. I mean me rocking up here like this after everything that's been happening without her in my life is just...

Oh God.. I needed her.. because to