We had spent the last four days waiting for Sarah to return. After retrieving a few of our items from the small cabin we had been staying in about a mile away, we had come back to this cabin and had been waiting ever since. Coral and I expected Sarah and the group of wolves to return for us by tomorrow. To say that Coral and I were both anxious was an understatement.
I went to the bathroom, checking to ensure that the elixir was in the medicine cabinet for probably the twentieth time since arriving. It was nervous habit. Although I wasn’t typically a nervous person, I found myself nervous in this situation. I just wanted to get Coral someplace safe.
I stopped and looked in the mirror. My eyes always held my feelings. I had perfected the art of keeping a straight face, but my eyes always gave me away. Since my wolf was hidden, I noticed something different in my eyes. My wolf was not present in my eyes. It was strange to say that. Senna was a part of who I was and to not see her when I looked in the mirror was so foreign - it made me feel as if I wasn’t myself. I could feel Senna somewhere deep in the back of my mind, but I could not access her.
I knew that all of this was necessary, but it was still strange to look at myself without my wolf. My blue eyes didn’t hold the same glow that they normally did. Typically, my eyes were a mixture of blue and green, but the green had completely disappeared once I took the elixir to hide Senna. My black hair seemed to lack some of its shine. My body looked the same, but things felt different. I was still the same height and had all the same curves, but my body just felt different. I still felt strong, but I knew that without Senna, I was not as nearly as strong as I should be, and that scared me. I needed to be able to protect Coral if something happened and I was concerned about my ability to do that without Senna. What kind of guardian wolf was I if I couldn’t actually guard my sister?
Straightening out my shirt, I returned to the small sitting area. The cabin was really quite small. I didn’t realize how small until Coral and I returned a few days ago. Although bigger than the “cabin” that Coral and I had been staying in, this cabin was smaller than I initially realized. But I wasn’t going to complain. It had a full-size bed that Coral and I could both sleep in and it was stocked with food. It was the nicest accommodations we had since leaving the Silver Springs Pack.
“When do you think they will get here?” Coral asked as I sat next to her on the small couch. I could tell that she was anxious about what was going to happen tomorrow. She always played with her hair when she was worried, and she had literally braided and unbraided her hair five times in the last hour.
Coral always struggled with her emotions, especially with controlling them. Since the first red wolf had shifted twenty years ago, we had learned a lot about the red wolves and their abilities. The red wolf has the ability to control and sense the emotions of others. When the abilities are well managed and controlled, a red wolf can easily influence the thoughts and behaviors of others simply by influencing their emotions. Some red wolves even had the ability to accurately sense any emotion that a person was feeling. I knew that Coral had the ability to send calming feeling just through thought and touch, but she had very little control over it.
Raina, the first red wolf who had shifted in over 200 years, apparently had the best control of all the red wolves in controlling the emotions of others. She had trained extensively with a white wolf and was able to fully integrated herself with her wolf. That meant that Raina and her wolf were always acting as one. I knew from my own experience that I would often use my wolf’s instincts to respond in situations, especially when fighting, so it was interesting to think about my wolf and I acting and being one. I looked forward to Coral learning to do that.
I actually had met Raina when I was 14, two years before my sister shifted. Luna Raina and Alpha Callan had come through visiting packs. They visited with their son, Anders, and their daughter, Romy. I don’t know why I remember that visit so clearly, but I was glad that I did, as I was able to help my sister out when she finally shifted. Luna Raina was so patient with me and answered all of my questions. Red wolves were fascinating and I appreciated that Luna Raina took the time to answer even the smallest of questions I had.
“I’m not sure. I hope early. I know that Sarah said that this place was protected, but I am still concerned about getting you to the compound.” I put my hand around my sister’s shoulders, pulling her in for a hug as I spoke. “I am excited for you to get there. I know that you will benefit from working with the red wolves to improve your abilities. Elder Tamara did the best she could, but we both know that you need better training. “
Coral placed her head on my shoulder and sighed. “Do you think they will be upset that we didn’t reach out to the compound? I mean, I shifted over three years ago. We should have gone to the compound the moment I shifted.”
I rubbed Coral’s shoulder. “We weren’t the ones who didn’t call the Red Moon Pack to get information on the compound. Alpha Carlson lied to us and told us he called, then we found out later that he didn’t call at all. That guy is an asshole who was going to try to use you for your abilities.” Coral nodded her head in understanding. For the first year and a half after Coral had shifted, things had been okay. The elder had been working with Coral and she was making slow improvements in understanding her abilities. We were confused as to why Coral and I weren’t going to the compound but Alpha Carlson always said that we would go when the time was right. But eventually, I became concerned for Coral and what was going on. As I was in training to be head warrior, I was aware of many of the dealings that Alpha Carlson had with other packs. I great very concerned and uncomfortable with what was going on and decided that we needed to leave quickly, but Alpha Carlson’s actions towards my sister pushed us and we ran.
So here we sat, in a small cabin in the woods, hoping that a witch that we didn’t know was going to follow through and bring a group from the compound to take us back. We needed this. Running for the last year had been difficult. Coral and I were both tired. We needed to be someplace stable; to finally settle down. We deserved that much.
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I am startled awake. Despite not having my wolf, some of my senses still appear to be heightened, and my hearing is one of them. I can hear wolves in the distance. I pulled myself out of bed and threw on some clothes. Coral stirred next to me.
“What’s going on?” She asked, looking over at me as I quickly got dressed.“I can hear wolves. Probably about a quarter of a mile away. I don’t know if they are coming here or just passing by, but I am going to check around the cabin just to be safe.” I grabbed the knife from the dresser and placed it on the scabbard on my belt. If I didn’t have my wolf, I needed something for protection.
Checking all the windows for any signs of wolves, I slowly open the front door. Before I left, I turned back to Coral, who was now dressed and standing in the doorway of the bedroom. “Remember our plan. If something isn’t right, grab that elixir and hide. If you are threatened, take the elixir, shift, and get the hell out of here.” Coral nodded in understanding but appeared to be frozen in place, not moving from the doorway as I slowly crept out of the cabin.
There was still a bit of darkness through the trees as the sun was still rising. Although I had enhanced hearing, my vision was not, and the shadows of light were playing tricks on me.
Even without my wolf, I got an unsettling feeling as soon as I left the cabin. Whoever was in this area was not friendly. I walked out along the tree line to attempt to assess the danger that was close. This wasn’t the first time that we had to deal with these types of threats, but it was the first time that I had to deal with it without my wolf. I could only hope that the enchantment around the cabin, Coral hiding, and my distracting whoever was out here would be enough to keep Coral safe.
The sounds of twigs being crushed under feet turned my attention to the east side of the cabin. I shook my head in frustration as I attempted to gather information from my hearing only. If I could only even sense the other wolves. Senna had the amazing ability to be able to sense threats and could often tell me exactly how many wolves were in a certain area.
I contemplated going back to the cabin and taking the elixir. I regretted taking it. I knew that there was good reason to take it, but now, as I stood in the middle of the trees trying to find the source of the threat, I needed my wolf.
“Screw this.” I mumbled under my breath and turned back to the cabin. I was going to take the elixir. My anxiety was heightened due to the concern of threats and the lack of wolf was making it impossible for me to manage.
I took two steps before the wolves stepped out of the trees. They didn’t smell like rogues or at least I assumed that I would still be able to smell them even if I didn’t have my wolf.
“Well, well, well, what do we have here?” One of the two wolves said as they approached me. I could feel a tugging in the back of my head and I knew that it was my wolf. “What is someone as beautiful as you doing out here all alone?”
I took a step back, determined to steer the wolves away from the cabin. Even if I was captured, as long as Coral was safe, that was all that matter.
“I think I might be lost. I was supposed to be meeting a friend down by a creek but I haven’t seen one.” I spoke as sweetly as I could. Sweet was definitely not my thing, but I would try anything to distract these wolves. I knew where the creek was and I knew that if these wolves thought I was going to the creek, I would put at least three miles between them and the cabin. It wasn’t a lot of distance, but considering they would be upon the cabin if they just went through to the clearing, I had to do something to get them moving. My heartbeat was loud in my own ears and I knew that the wolves would be able to sense it, but I didn’t care.
“The creek is about three miles or so back this way.” The second wolf stated. He took a step closer to me and I held my breath as he brought his hand up to my hair. “Someone as beautiful as you shouldn’t be out here all alone.” He stated has he pulled on my hair. He yanked it hard, causing me to fall forward. “How about you come back with us and we can have some fun.”
Hearing that, I knew that I had to leave and draw them away from Coral. I attempted to reach for my knife but the wolf holding my hair pulled down and I lost my balance and I fell to the ground. In the process of falling, I was able to knock the leg of the wolf and he let go of my hair. I scrambled quickly, getting to my feet and heading in the direction of the creek.
“Get back here, you bitch!” Sounds of the wolves chasing after me filled my ears. I was glad for all of the times that I had gone for runs in human form, but my speed could not compare to those of the wolves. Hoping to take advantage of my agility, I moved towards the side of a hill that I knew led closer to the creek. The hill was rocky and not exactly easy to traverse. My goal was not to get away from these wolves, but to get them far enough away from Coral that once they caught me, they would not go back that direction.
I dodged trees and ran as fast as I could, but I felt myself getting fatigued. I was breathing heavy; my heart was beating in my ears.
I could hear the wolves closing in on me. I was trying to use my anger at myself to drive my legs to run faster. I was pissed at myself for taking the elixir. But even if I decided that taking the elixir was a good idea, which it probably was, I was pissed that I left the cabin. Sarah told me that the cabin was protected, and I should have believed her. I never should have left the cabin and Coral.
Attempting to jump over a log, I underestimated my human abilities and my foot caught just as I was about to clear the log. This caused me to stumble, and I fell hard my shoulder before I rolled twice, coming to a stop against a tree.
The stumble also provided the wolves enough time to catch up to me. They stood over me. Now that I had a better chance see the wolves, I knew that they were not rogues. I did wonder how two wolves from a pack could act like this. Obviously, I was not so naïve to think that all packs were good places. The way that Alpha Carlson had acted with Coral after she shifted told me all I needed to know about how evil wolves could be.
“It is a shame that a human as beautiful as you had to run. Unfortunately, we are going to have to take you to our Alpha now.” One of the wolves spat as he spoke. It was clear that the elixir had not only worked at suppressing my wolf within me, but it had worked in hiding my wolf from others as well. I would use that to my advantage for now. They would ask too many questions if knew that my wolf was suppressed.
I opened my mouth to speak but a foot came down on my face and everything went dark.
Present Day“Harlow! Get your ass back up here and finish cleaning up this room!” A voice that I had grown to despise bellowed from the bottom of the stairs. While being forced to clean was much better than I had previously been forced to do, I still hated it. I hated that I had to be here. I hated that I didn’t have my wolf. I hated that my sister was lost somewhere, and I couldn’t even guarantee if she was safe or not. That part got me the most.I sighed, grabbing a few cleaning supplies and headed back up to the Alpha guest suite to clean it. When I had come through cleaning earlier today, the suite was still occupied by the visiting Alpha and his mate. He seemed like he was a decent guy, which made me wonder why he was visiting this hell hole.I guess on the surface, my life didn’t appear that bad. Honestly, I could handle being forced to clean. If I had my wolf, I would have been long gone, but that didn’t mean t
I sat in my small bedroom, looking at the photos that the Delta had given me. I still couldn’t believe that Jeremy had provided me with that information about leaving here. I would be lying if I said I wasn’t a bit leery about the information. While he was the only one here that I trusted, it didn’t mean that I was going to blindly trust him and not sit without some doubt. He was staying in this pack and was the Delta for an Alpha who ran an antiquated and abusive pack. This, of course, made me question the motives of the Delta. I didn’t want to be set up. I knew the consequences if I got caught running away, and I could only imagine how much worse they would be if I got caught trying to run a third time.One of the photos in the folder caught my eye. It was a photo of the entire family, shortly after Coral’s third birthday. She already had long, red hair that stood out in the photo. At that age, my own hair was cut short. I smiled as I remembere
After cleaning up from lunch and completing some additional chores, I headed to my room and waited. Since dinner was not being served at the packhouse tonight, I wasn’t sure when the best time to leave would be. I contemplated what I knew about patrols, checkpoints, and what I thought the warriors would be doing with the Alpha, Luna, and Beta gone. The one thing I wasn’t sure of was when to expect the patrols passing by the creek. I would need to leave shortly after they left the area around the creek. All of this was risky. A good, well-organized pack would not be so easy to escape, and I had already been unsuccessful. I paced around the room. It was well after dark at this point, and I knew I had to leave soon. I checked my backpack, the nervous energy of leaving running through me. I needed to get out of here. A knock on the door startled me, causing me to jump, nearly stumbling over my own feet. I pushed the backpack off the bed, hiding it on the other side
Alpha AndersI sat in my office, looking out over the back of the packhouse. Training was currently taking place. My head trainer, Mark, was training our youngest warriors. Over the years, our pack had grown tremendously. The compound for the red wolves had brought in several new families to our pack. Having the red wolf compound also brought those who were just interested in living this close to werewolf history.When my mom, Raina, shifted into a red wolf for the first time over 20 years ago, she was the first red wolf to shift in over 200 years. The red wolf was profoundly significant for all werewolves. In addition to having special abilities related to the manipulation of emotions and behaviors in others, the red wolf also serves as a beacon of peace. Just having a red wolf alive was enough to bring a period of peace to all werewolves.But the power of the red wolves also has brought up significant threats. If a person could force the red wolf to m
I sat in my office, fuming at the news that Beta Jefferson was somehow involved in the rogue attack. What I was even more curious about was the fact that they were looking for a red wolf that was not even at the compound. It confirmed our thoughts that there was another red wolf out there and that she could potentially be in harm’s way. Just the idea that someone was looking for her and she wasn’t under our security, safely in the compound, was causing Grey to see red. I honestly had never seen him this angry before.‘That red wolf is ours to guard. We have to find her.’ Grey seethed. Saying that he was pissed would be an understatement. I was fighting to keep him at bay. He was ready to tear off through every pack to find her.Callan entered, taking a seat on the couch in the office. The anger was rolling off of my dad in nearly visible waves. His eyes were the darkest shade of blue, indicating that his wolf, Rollo, was just beneath the surface
The drive to the Crimson River Pack was scenic and fairly quiet. Aside from the little bit of strategic planning that took place at the start of the drive, the rest was quiet. Callan, Raina, and Talia were in the SUV with me while Eric, Jason, and Michael were all in the other vehicle.We pulled over about 20 minutes from the packhouse to ensure both former Alphas were on the same page for planning. My dad and uncle often took different approaches for addressing these types of matters, and although I would be in charge of the discussion, having both Alpha Callan and Alpha Michael present, in addition to myself, would be a bit intimidating.“I hear you have been having some lady trouble.” Michael stated as we moved to the space between the two cars. I could only shake my head.“You had to tell him?” I asked, looking over at Jason and Eric.Jason shrugged. “What can I say? He asked and I wasn’t going to lie to him.”
“Who is this person, Harlow, to you?” I asked Jeremy as we headed out to the vehicles. Jeremy had just finished providing us with directions to the location that he believed Harlow would be leaving the rocky, wooded area.Jeremy took a deep breath and sighed. “I just wanted her to get out. I know this place isn’t great and that we shouldn’t have omegas. I do what I can to help some of them get out of here when they can. Harlow tried to escape twice before. I knew she wanted to leave and now was the right time. I just want to make sure she is safe. Please let me know if you find her.”We left the Delta in front of the packhouse and headed out. My wolf was on edge. I could feel Grey pacing back and forth. Something about this situation was causing him to feel uneasy, and I couldn’t deny the fact that I was right there with him. I was surprised that the feeling didn’t manifest itself during the interactions with
I slept in fits and starts last night. After returning back to the packhouse with Harley, the doctors were able to get her stable. The doctor was able to set both her leg and her shoulder. Her leg was placed in a cast and her arm was secured against her body to keep her shoulder in place. The doctor had administered a medication that was supposed to help with the suppression of her wolf, but after no significant changes were noted, I forced myself to bed. Yesterday was a long and exhausting day, and I was hoping that a good night’s rest would bring better news in the morning.As I stumbled out of bed, I stopped when I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I looked rough. Dark circles ringed my eyes, the telltale sign that I didn’t get enough sleep. Although I didn’t make it to bed until 2:30 this morning, and it was only 6:45, that was typically more than enough sleep for me to be rested. Except sleep eluded me, and I probably slept no more than an hour