LOGINHe was her professor. He shouldn’t want her. But the moment he said her name, he knew—she was his mate. Zaria Rose Carrington came to college to escape her ordinary life. She never expected to find danger in the form of Professor Damian Aberforth—brilliant, cold, and sinfully attractive. His lectures stirred her mind. His gaze burned through her clothes. And when he touched her, something inside her awakened. Now, she dreams of his hands, his voice, his bite. Damian knows claiming her will destroy them both—but denying her is torture. Because the beast inside him doesn’t care about rules, titles, or boundaries. She’s his. And the moment Zaria learns what she truly is, she’ll crave him just as much.
View More吐く息が白い。比喩ではない。文字通り、白い霧がパソコンの液晶画面にかかって、打ち込んだばかりの文字を曇らせていく。
白河小夜子(しらかわ・さよこ)は画面の曇りを手で払って、かじかんで感覚のなくなった指先を口元に寄せた。「はぁーっ……」
温かい呼気を吹きかける。一瞬だけ指先に血が通う感覚が戻り、ジンとした痛みが走った。
(よし、まだ動く)
小夜子は着古したフリースの袖をまくり上げ、再びキーボードに向かった。現在時刻は午前4時。場所は、名門・白河家の広大な敷地の片隅にある「離れ」。
かつて物置として使われていた粗末な小屋が、小夜子の生活スペースだ。隙間風が容赦なく吹き込む室内は、外気と変わらない冷え込みようである。 暖房器具はあるにはあるが、義母によって電源コードを没収されていた。「電気代の無駄よ。どうせパソコンの熱で温まるんでしょう?」
そんな無茶苦茶な理屈を押し付けられて、早5年。
父である白河家当主の愛人の子として生まれ、母の死とともにこの家に引き取られて10年。 義母と義姉、父からの不当な扱いは年を追うごとに増すばかりだった。 中学までは義務教育だからと、かろうじて学校に通わせてもらえた。 けれど高校に行くのは許されなかった。 今は亡き恩人、この家の執事であった藤堂がこっそりと、私費を使って通信制の高校に入れてくれたため、高卒の資格だけは取ることができた。 親切にしてくれたのは藤堂だけだ。その彼が亡くなってしまった現在、この家に小夜子の味方は一人もいなかった。人間は環境に適応する生き物だと言うが、小夜子はひどく冷え込む空気の中で、驚くほどの速度でタイピングを続けていた。
というのも、手を止めたら凍えるからだ。画面に並ぶのは、難解なフランス語と専門用語。『ホスピタリティの根源における「主と客」の非対称性について』
これが、今回の論文のタイトルである。小夜子は机の脇に積み上げられた分厚い洋書――『欧州ホテル産業の歴史』――をめくり、該当箇所を翻訳しながら引用していく。
(19世紀のパリにおけるサービス規範……ここ、使えるわね)
ふと、暗い窓ガラスに自分の姿が映り込んだ。そこにいるのは、精彩を欠いた影のような女だった。
手入れを知らない黒髪は、艶こそ失われているものの、夜の闇を溶かしたように細くしなやかに背中へ流れている。 色素の薄い肌は、陶磁器のように白い。それは健康的な白さではなく、陽の光を浴びることを許されない、地下室の花のような青白さだ。 頬は痩せて丸みを失い、身体は一抱えできそうなほど薄い。粗末な服の袖から伸びる手首はあまりに華奢で、力を込めれば折れてしまいそうに見える。 だがその顔立ちは整っていた。長い睫毛(まつげ)が落とす影の下、切れ長の瞳だけが、暗がりの中で静かな光を宿している。本来であれば美しい女性と言えただろう。でも。
Damian had just stepped through the main entrance of the Faculty of Psychology building when he heard faint voices. They were not casual greetings or academic discussions. He recognised the tone—it belonged to people whispering about something that probably should not have been discussed openly.'...absolutely outrageous.”“Yes, they really went too far. The dormitory was in an uproar last night.”“I think it's only right that they're being summoned by the Campus Disciplinary Committee now.”Damian's steps came to a halt. The word 'dormitory' made his chest tighten instantly, before he even realised it. He did not turn around or look back. He simply stood there for a moment, trying to remain calm. Yet deep down, his soul—his wolf spirit—was already on alert, as if sensing danger long before his rational mind could process it.Damian slowly turned towards the two administrative staff members talking ne
“I understand.”Frida ended the call without saying anything else. She let out a slow breath as she put her phone down on the desk in her study. Her face showed no expression, but hinted at a weight she kept buried inside.The room fell silent again. The only sound was the ticking of the wall clock.Frida stood near the window. She stood still, gazing outward at the dark view beyond.The night sky stretched out in darkness, thick and almost starless. The dormitory lights glowed dimly, casting long shadows across the courtyard.Frida crossed her arms over her chest. Her vacant stare drifted farther away, not truly settling on anything.For a moment, Frida remained silent. She appeared composed, without any sign of panic, shock or other emotion. She stood utterly still, letting time pass in a quiet filled with an unnamed feeling—a feeling she did not want, but was forced to suppress. After all, she was not an impulsive person
Right. It's true after all. None of it is just rumour or gossip—it’s reality. Professor Damian really is leaving this place.Zaria walked without any clear destination. Her steps felt light, as if she were floating; her body seemed to be moving independently of her awareness. The campus corridor, which was usually crowded, now appeared blurred to her eyes. The passing faces, the laughter of other students and even the sound of her own footsteps felt unfamiliar, as though they belonged to a different world.Zaria's chest felt tight, not because she wanted to cry or lash out, but because she felt empty inside. She did not know what she was supposed to do.Just moments ago, Zaria’s world had collapsed again—this time not with a loud explosion, but in a far crueller way. Everything happened slowly and silently, leaving behind an emptiness that was difficult to explain. Damian was leaving the campus, abandoning her and the hope that h
The form was still lying on the desk. It was neat and clean, without a single crease or mark from a pen.Damian sat in his chair. Leaning back in his chair, his empty gaze was fixed on the sheet of paper, but he was not truly seeing its contents.In the silent room, the ticking of the wall clock was far too clear, slow and steady, as if mocking the restlessness he could not control. His mind was empty of anger, panic and regret. The only thing he felt was emptiness.No need to hesitate, Damian finally thought. I will leave this place sooner or later.That decision should have felt light, logical and rational. Damian had considered it over and over again for a long time—even before everything became so complicated. In fact, ending everything sooner would be the most appropriate choice for everyone: the campus, the pack and Zaria.Damian clenched his jaw. Zaria's name appeared uninvited for the umpteenth time, like a pulse tha
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