Vera
What a way to end the night.
His avatar disappears, the screen goes dark and just like that, we’re done. The nice thing about Dane is there’s no bullshitting. We both know what this is, and we don’t have to skirt around and pretend we want more. We don’t have any expectations. I made it clear from the beginning that I was not looking for more. Just the thought of it sends me into a panic. Dane, being in the military, agreed. He didn’t have time for that either. I think that’s why I feel so comfortable writing to him so openly. Even with sexting, I did that with my first boyfriend. I haven’t done this since my senior year of High School and that was seven years ago.Biting my lip, I fell back on the bed, naked, but thoroughly pleased. I let out a content sigh and my breasts jiggled. I stare up at the ceiling as I caught my breath. Even sexting with Dane is good. One minute I’m having a shitty day and the next, I’ve forgotten about all of my problems as I record myself coming. I didn’t bother looking at the other Snarls, nor did I really care. I gulped as I realized Dane just might be my favorite.Before I could hyperventilate about possibly catching feelings, I told myself there’s nothing wrong with having a preferred booty call. It’s not like I was going to bring him home and call him my mate. The image of his long-veined cock flashed across my mind and I couldn’t help but giggle. Dane was hot. I didn’t need to lie to myself about that.How can sex with a man I’ve never met be better than sex with a man I was shackled to for almost six years?No, no, no.I would not go there. I close my eyes and erase that last thought from my mind. The last thing I want to do is spiral into thoughts of him. That will open a door to me questioning myself, and it took Ami so long just to convince me to make this plunge. My brain is already working overtime, throwing questions across the big screen. Why am I doing this? Why am I on Mythinder? What would he think if he knew? I let out a shaky breath and feel myself sink into the bed. I shouldn’t care about anything that has to do with him, and yet, my heart still ached at the thought of him.My phone vibrated, and I grabbed it and held it up in the sky. As if he was still on the other end of my fate string, I cursed when I saw his name on my screen. I had blocked him, but a part of me didn’t want to remember that I had unblocked him to snoop. My wolf whined. It wasn’t often that I heard her these days, and when she did say anything, I pushed her away. I silenced her as he had done to us. We’d been so fucked up, so used to silence, we preferred it. Old habits die hard. Recently though, she’d been more vocal. The bomb in my hands vibrated again.Shit, shit, shit.Don’t answer it.You know I can’t do that, Cleo.Can’t or won’t?I’ve missed you.You lie. If you actually missed me, you wouldn’t pretend I was dead.… That’s not true.We’re used to the void now. Don’t lie to me a second time.We just talked the earlier.When you told me to stop talking?… We’re so fucked up.You won’t distract me. Don’t pick it up, V.I don’t know how to ignore him yet.Let me take over and…No! I… I can’t. I have to be in control. I can’t... No.… He hurt us.Pushing her to the farthest parts of my mind, I felt her hurt as I answered the call and brought it to my ear. Cleo accepted what I would do but wouldn’t be a part of this. She went so far back into my mind I couldn’t feel her. My hands were clammy and sweat tricked down my spine and my heart roared in my ears as I held my breath. I didn’t say anything, couldn’t breathe a word as I listened to the noise coming in from the other side of the line. I picked up on loud music and laughing in the background. He shushed someone and there was a giggle.“Vera?” He asked. My heart exploded and my eyes watered at his familiar ache. It soothed the ache in my chest and tore it open at the same time. No boyfriend, no partner had ever hurt me as much as he had.“Mm.”“Are you sleeping?” He asked.“No,” I said curtly as a tear escaped and slowly made its way down my cheek.“I need a favor,” he murmured. I hated the way he talked to me as if everything was normal, as if this wasn’t weird, as if we hadn’t split. Like he could call me on a Friday night and ask me for a favor, and it was no big deal.“What do you want?” I asked.“Can you do it, or not?” He huffed. As if I was the one burdening him. As if he could just waltz into my life and make demands, and I had no say in it.“Do I even have a choice?” I whispered.“There’s my girl,” he laughed. It wasn’t his genuine laugh; it was the one he had when he’d had too many drinks. The one he made when his eyes crinkled at the corners and his smile was bright because he was feeling good. There was a slurping sound, and he groaned before he cleared his throat. I closed my eyes and did everything I could to keep myself from crying.“What do you need?” I asked as calmly as possible.Falling asleep with the woman I love in my arms brought me a peace I have never known. I haven’t slept that well… ever. Vera was running and I knew it had to do with her shitty ex. When she cried out her safe word, I almost saw red. The implications of what she’s been through was enough for me to know he was running on borrowed time. Luckily for him, I wasn’t in a rush to get his info. This was only the beginning. I just needed a name, picture… and an address. Okay, I just needed a name and an address and then I’d sort it for her. We’ve been talking for months, but seeing her in person? Fuck. I knew right away why I was so obsessed with her. Months of Snarling her and I had no idea she was mine. I should have known.Years of wondering about my mate, instincts demanded I find her, but I couldn’t. I didn’t think I deserved to look for her after I got Ana pregnant. She was a passing fling, but when she came to me holding her belly, one sniff and I knew Maria was mine. I did right by her a
The silence in the room was deafening. My forehead wrinkled, my lips parted, and I forgot how to breathe. I know I didn’t hear that right. Right? My eyebrows furrowed. Goddess, it felt like my heart had stopped. I swallowed as I looked into Dane’s eyes. I expected his face to light up and tell me he was joking, but what I found was unwavering truth. There wasn’t any shame there like I assumed. I’ve read books where men have lied about having children just so they could get a piece of ass. While I’m aware I can’t base real life situations off of what I’ve read, I’ve also known alpha-holes who are exactly like the villain.Was I doubting him with this new piece of information after he’d done absolutely nothing for me to feel this way?Yes. Yes, I was.“It wasn’t in your SnarlChat bio,” I rasped. Unconsciously, I tried to pull away, but his grip tightened.“I’m not on SnarlChat looking for a life partner,” he said slow and carefully.“Well, no. I guess not many are,” I scoffed. He held m
“Okay. Let’s start easy. How old are you?” I asked.“I’m 26. What about you?”“I’m 24,” I laughed. I wasn’t 16 anymore and internally I felt old.“What would you have done if you were older?” he asked.“Hey! I’m the one asking the questions around here,” I teased.“Okay, okay,” he chuckled. He pushed the bag of cheesy goodness, offering me damnation. I didn’t even hesitate as I grabbed a handful. He held the bag between us and that had me smiling. Apparently, the bar was still on the floor.“How long have you lived here?” Then I bit into the puffy chip and waited for his response.“I spent half of my life living somewhere else. I had to move here for personal reasons and enlisted,” he said.“Hm… do you have any siblings? Little sisters? Brothers?” I asked.“No. I’m an only child.”“Wow, really?” He nodded. “But you’re not a spoiled brat.”“I’ll take that as a compliment,” he laughed.“You should. I have nine siblings! How was it growing up? Quiet?” I was intrigued to know.“I had a lot
When I’d all but licked my dish clean, I looked up to find leaning back in his seat, watching me. There was a glint in his eyes that told me he had sinful, delicious thoughts. My throat tightened. It felt like he could see through me, no, into me. As if he were peering into my soul. I was in a towel, but Goddess, I hadn’t felt as naked as I did right then. A shiver ran up my spine. My cheeks heated, and I knew my face was red. Unable to take a second more, I jumped to my feet and grabbed my dish. Only for him to take it from me.“You’re not doing that,” he murmured as he shook his head.“I’m not doing what? Taking my mess back?” I laughed. The first time makes sense, but at this point I was feeling like a burden. He laced his fingers with mine, and I forget how to breathe when he pressed his lips to my knuckles. His eyes cut to mine.“No, you can’t,” he growled.I mean… it’s hard to argue with that.But I would.“Okay, okay. I’ll just… sit down like a princess,” I feigned with mock ser
Dane was right. It had been hours. The sun had already sunk beneath the horizon and the moon hung high in the sky. The stars danced and their sparkle kept catching my eye. But nothing held my attention as much as Dane’s chiseled, tattooed back. When we walked into the kitchen, he lifted me and placed me on the counter. He hadn’t given me a shirt or let me change before he dragged me downstairs. So the cool counter top against the back of my thighs caused goosebumps to break out across my skin. He stood right beside me with a bowl of meat and had already finished peeling and chopping potatoes into thin little cubes.“How do smash burgers and fries sound?” Dane asked.“Like a food orgasm,” I groaned.“I love it when you make that sound. I’ll give you whatever kind of orgasm you want, whenever. Just say the word,” he sighed. My cheeks flushed as a smile spread across my face. He smirked as he rolled the meat in the palm of his hand and squished it effortlessly. He placed one patty after a
Did he really just write his name using his cum?There is only one book I’ve read where the morally grey character did that. I remember it vividly because my jaw was on the floor and if the author had asked for my soul to bring him to life, I would have said yes without hesitation. Not only is Dane giving me big bad daddy Dom, but in a short period, he’s given me everything I need. But this? He’s doing the Goddess’ work by bringing a smut slut’s dreams to life.My vision blurred and my chin trembled. Dane lifted his gaze to mine. There was a possessiveness there, but also a gleam. The bastard. He was enjoying the blatant shock on my face. I should be irked, but I wasn’t. I was a whirlwind of I want him forever, spank me again, and fuck me now. How was a girl supposed to think straight when faced with Dane? His eyes warm as a smile spreads across my face even as a single tear escaped and rolled down my cheek. His story grays tracked the one tear to rebel against my will.“I know this is