Lahat ng Kabanata ng Alpha's Good Girl: Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 10

VeraThree years later“I don’t know, Ami…” I trailed off.“Why not? Give me a reason why? Is there a reason you don’t want to? Aren’t you angry?” Ami asked.Of course, I was angry, but Ami was even angrier in my stead. Ami is my best friend and has been since we both went to Alpha’s Academy. She was a hybrid mix of werewolf and vampire. The two conflicting halves were constantly at war with each other, and she suffered from it. We had been apart for years, but we were just as close as we had been when we were young. Seeing someone every day didn’t define a friendship. She was closer to me than all nine of my siblings. Sometimes blood wasn’t thicker than water.“Why are you still worried about him? After everything he’s done, he doesn’t deserve any of your thoughts!” Ami yelled through the phone.My ear was ringing, but my best friend was right. She had told me time and time again to leave him, but I never did. I stayed with him, and for what? I wanted to laugh, but I couldn’t. I don’

VeraI hadn’t heard from James since I said goodbye to him. I didn’t reach out to him, and he hadn’t reached out to me. Days had passed and I was okay with it. I liked that my heart didn’t hurt, I liked that I didn’t miss anyone, and I really liked that I didn’t feel any sort of attachment to anyone. I know it wasn’t what most people wanted when they thought of seeing someone, but I hoped I never felt anything more than lust for anyone, ever again. If I could even manage that. I hadn’t been with anyone since him and I didn’t want to, ever again.Now that the packhouse was clean, I could disappear upstairs. I would rather sneak up to my room and hide before I had to face anyone else. I didn’t want to make small talk or pretend that I was happy. I was always aware of the time when people were due to arrive back, and I’d made it my life’s mission to stay unseen. I didn’t want to slap a smile on my face and wait for my mother, the Luna, to dismiss me. I was an adult, but still seen as not

VeraWhat a way to end the night.His avatar disappears, the screen goes dark and just like that, we’re done. The nice thing about Dane is there’s no bullshitting. We both know what this is, and we don’t have to skirt around and pretend we want more. We don’t have any expectations. I made it clear from the beginning that I was not looking for more. Just the thought of it sends me into a panic. Dane, being in the military, agreed. He didn’t have time for that either. I think that’s why I feel so comfortable writing to him so openly. Even with sexting, I did that with my first boyfriend. I haven’t done this since my senior year of High School and that was seven years ago.Biting my lip, I fell back on the bed, naked, but thoroughly pleased. I let out a content sigh and my breasts jiggled. I stare up at the ceiling as I caught my breath. Even sexting with Dane is good. One minute I’m having a shitty day and the next, I’ve forgotten about all of my problems as I record myself coming. I di

After I hung up last night, I cried over a man that didn’t deserve my tears. No matter how many times he hurt me, I couldn’t learn my lesson. I allowed myself to wallow in my despair and cried myself to sleep thinking about everything we could have been. I don’t know why I did, especially when I knew Amos was the type of man that never changed. In my small room, away from everyone, I at least had this space to breathe. I didn’t have that when he was here. I didn’t have to worry about anything, but what was happening in my DMs. Compared to before Amos left, I had plans on the weekends, and people who wanted to talk to me. I wasn’t isolated, and I didn’t have a man hovering me with expectations.It was a new day, and everything was right with the world. Despite my puffy eyes, crunchy snots, and swollen face, I was feeling optimistic. If Cleo was talking to me, I knew she would tell me I’m psychotic, but she wasn’t present. I was okay knowing he wasn’t here to make my life hell. I was tr

Ami finding a man with the same name as her baby is hilarious because his name is Charming. She really would call it fate. The birds sing outside my window and I know I have to get up. It was now, or I’d waste another hour in bed. Which, in my mother’s words, meant being useless. The nagging voice in my ear was hers. My one goal in life was being useful to her.The cloud hovering above my head thundered, but I closed my eyes and calmed the rumbling. I had enough on my plate. Spiraling would only hinder me from doing what I needed to do today. I didn’t have enough time to deal with my negative thoughts and self-loathing.Rolling out of my bed, I rise from the bed like Dracula out of his coffin. My head spins as I jump to my feet and my vision goes black. It clears as I walk. If I don’t make breakfast, I’ll never hear the end of it, and that will only come back to bite me when I try to go out. It doesn’t matter how old I am; I live under h