LOGIN"Listen, I have a plan," my dad says after a couple seconds, turning to look at me again, "That guy outside is my newest plan of escape."
"What?" I ask, completely confused, "How?" "He used to be in the military and has some skills the rest of my thugs don’t have. He's intelligent as a motherfucker. So much, he's been controlling bad situations before they even happen." "What the hell? How does he do that?" "I don't know, I will speak with him about it right now. But I will make him my head of security and keep him by my side for a while. If he's as brilliant as they made him look, he's a great option for me to... rely on him heavily. At least a lot more than I've ever relied on anyone else." "Dad," I close my eyes and shake my head, "Don't you think it's suspicious that he knows what's going to happen before it even happens? As if... he planned it? As if he's trying to make himself be more brilliant than he is? I mean, if he's a military guy, how come he didn't see me coming directly at him? And he doesn't look that much older than me, so... I don't trust him. What if he's a double agent? What if he's here undercover or something?" My dad smiles. "Hey, you're not as dumb as you look," he says with a proud smile, "I have people on him. He lives a weird life and has absolutely no past. Not even a passport. This guy is weird and definitely not to be completely trusted... yet. Still, you keep the people you trust the least very close. And even if he is an undercover agent, he can be of service to me. I'm not scared of the government." I know that, but it's still nerve-wracking. "Let me be here for your meeting with him. And let me be a part of this," I push, my dad sighs, "Look, Dad, my mom was innocent. Athena was innocent. Aunt Iliana was innocent. Little Timmy was innocent... and they're all still dead. Protecting them didn't really work, did it? So why don't you let me be here and learn the ways? At least enough to know what to expect. Let me be part of this." My dad looks down for a second and I know I gave him something to really think about. "Fine," he finally agrees through his teeth, not loving it, "But you'll have double the security. And you do what I say, always. You don't know better, not in here." "Okay," I smile, "Got it." My dad sighs and grabs the phone. "Sammy," he says once she picks up, "Tell Saint Claude I'm ready for him." Half a minute later, the door opens and a girl walks inside. I know her, so I lift my hand and wave. She's really, really hot. She has black skin, round honey eyes and the prettiest face around this building. And her hair is always different. That's what I like the most about her, I think. "Hey, Birdie, you look cool," she says as she gives a folder to my dad. A tall man walks inside after her, but I don't pay attention to him, "I had a pink wig last month." "Damn, we could've matched," I say, "Did my dad approve of it?" "No, he said he didn't like it," she says, giving a tiny smile to my dad. "Catch up later, kids," he murmurs and motions at the guy to sit in front of his desk, "That's all, Sammy, you can leave." "Alright, Sir," she murmurs and gives me a smile before she goes... and she gives Saint a thumbs up, as if he needs the reassurance. "So, Mister Saint Claude," my father says, giving the guy a huge smile. It's fake, but not entirely, "This is my son, Eros Angelou. He'll stay during this meeting." "That's fine," Saint says and he finally looks at me, sitting right next to him. He gives me a smile that is even faker than my dad's, "I apologize for not helping you out earlier, by the way." "Why didn't you?" I ask, narrowing my eyes. The guy takes a deep breath. "I have migraines. Debilitating migraines. They blur my vision and make me feel dizzy for a while. It also makes me look stupid, so I'm sorry," he says and for a second I feel a little bad. There he was having a migraine and I acted like a little shit. I grimace... but then again, he looked disgusted by me. Not pained. And he said ‘fuck this shit’. "Got it," I say, only half-believing him. His words sound logical, but they don't make all the sense, "I'm going to take over the business soon and I will be your boss at some point. So, welcome to our company, I guess. How long have you worked for us, Mister Claude?" "Four months," he responds, looking from me to my dad. This guy is annoyed by me and I can tell, "My first name is Bernard, by the way. St Claude is my last name, but everyone calls me Saint. Just to be clear." "Noted," I nod, studying his face. He doesn't look like someone from the military. He's not rigid, he's very relaxed and confident. And his eyes hide something. And he's still looking a little disgusted, or is that my imagination? "Where did you start? And why? And how?" "Eros," my dad intercepts, "One question at a time, you'll confuse the man."{ Eros } Our wedding is a small gathering with only thirty people in attendance. Saint looks like the most handsome groom to ever exist in a sharp, all black tux. I'm wearing the coolest pink suit I found and looking amazing. My dad, my cousin Mickey, fifteen of our security guys (the ones we aren't as close to, but are still important to us), The roommates: Silo, Jamie, Shake and of course Saint's best man, Angel. Then my best woman, Sammy. And then, Saint's family. Brody, Rose, two of her sisters and four other guys. Extremely hot werewolf guys. Saint's cousins. It wasn't as hard as I expected, forcing him to invite them. He agreed pretty quickly because, believe it or not, having this wedding was his idea. He said it was always supposed to be my idea, but he was tired of me taking so long to get there, but I still think it was his idea completely. We're back in Cancun, in a new resort my dad's been poring all of our money into and we're currently holding hands in front of th
"Hi, love," I say the second he leaves the truck Silo's driving. He looks gorgeous, even wearing sweatpants and a huge hoodie, with very messy hair and tired eyes, "Did you have a long flight?" "It sucked," he responds, walking closer to me, "I couldn't stop thinking about you and whatever future you saw. You know I'm diagnosed with anxiety, you can't just not say shit to me. I'll spiral. I already spiraled twelve hours. And now I'm exhausted." "I'm sorry, baby," I say and catch him in my arms, pulling him up until he can wrap his legs around my waist again, with ease and familiarity. Then he hugs my shoulders and rests his head on his arms, he's actually exhausted, "I'll take you to bed, we'll fall asleep and then in the morning I can answer all of your questions." "Mmkay, that sounds really good," he murmurs, his voice so tired. I turn to look at Silo. "Bring his stuff into his room, please," I order, he just gives me a thumbs up and a wink, mouthing: good luck. I wink back and
"What the fuck?!" someone shrieks and it bursts trough my bubble, but it doesn't immediately make me let go of Saint. I don't want to, even though I can recognize my fiancé's voice. He should just fucking leave me alone with my fated mate, "Eros, why are you making out with your cousin? Stop it!" His demand does nothing for me. It's actually Saint who breaks the kiss first, making me follow him like a brainwashed zombie, until I force myself to actually wake up. He carefully puts me back down. "Are you your cousin's bottom? What the fuck was that?" Deion asks the second he finds my eyes. He's being judgy... probably more about me being a bottom than about Saint being my supposed cousin. "I'm not his fucking cousin, he lied to you," Saint responds for me, his voice just as arrogant and evil as always. As it is with everyone except me, "But I'll let you two deal with this, I have to go back to Rosette now." "What?" I whine, before reminding myself he is not my boyfriend anymore
"No comment," I let out, taking a step back, "I’m still not getting back to you.” “Birdie," he whines again, but this time I lift a hand. “I have a proposition. Because you've been good and haven't fucked anyone else," I add, just so he knows that's what got him into my good graces and maybe continues down that path. He stops and gives me an interested look, "We can call Mickey right now..." He takes a step back and immediately disappears into his own head. So, I guess I don't even have to finish my proposition because he's seeing it play out in real time? I mean, in the future, in his head? I don’t know, but he suddenly takes a deep breath as if he just got out of underwater and his eyes get wet again. In happiness this time. "What?" I ask "Okay," he responds, nodding and lifting his hand to wipe his tears away, "Yes. I agree.” "Can you say what are you agreeing to? because you look way too happy for someone who just heard like six words out of my proposition and I never eve
"I'm really sorry, Saint," I whisper and hold him harder when he sobs again. My heart is breaking all over again, seeing him cry like this. So raw and real, as if... as if he actually just lost his son, "What can I do?" That was a dumb question to ask, I can recognize that. "Come back home with me. Forgive me," he says immediately, but then he squeezes his eyes shut again, letting even more tears out, "No, no, even then you don't want Timmy. Why? What changed?" "What? I..." I swallow, trying to get myself free from him and failing. I hate how familiar it feels to be this close, to talk like this, nose to nose, like we used to when we talked in bed, "I lost you. You made me believe I'd have you forever and you just ended it. So hard, so fast, it felt like death. I can't handle death, Saint. You should know that." "I do know that, I know everything about you," he whispers, those blue eyes so sad, "But it can't be that bad, you never even cried. You didn't care that much." I sc
The next morning, I can already feel my wolf mostly awake. I’m pretty sure he’ll go insane once he sees Birdie and I want to make sure I see the future first, before having to deal with that madness, so I text Angel that I can’t join them today. Luckily, Deion wants to go out with him again, so everyone leaves the house, except for me and Elio, since he has an important video-call with the Mayor. So, as the day starts to unwind, I finally get my ability back. Completely. The first thing I do is look into Birdie’s future and I growl in annoyance when I see that Deion is actually a good guy. They'll have a boring but stable marriage. No kids, though. No kids. But… that’s not because of Deion. It’s because of Eros. There are no kids in his future at all. That realization makes my whole body turn cold. Ice cold. Because then I look into my own future and realize… there is actually no Timmy anymore. Only in futures so far away from my grasp, they might as well not exist.