Eloisa couldn't sleep a wink after that quick kiss. She wanted to ask why he kissed her or are they a couple already. But she knew he needed rest. Marami pang ibang araw para itanong nya iyon.
And besides, baka hindi pa nga ito nakakarecover sa dating girlfriend nito. Naalala niya ang larawang nakita.Whether he has moved on or not, she is more than willing to take over the role. She knows eventually ay mamahalin rin sya ng lalaki. She knows she is delusional pero the fact na hinalikan sya ng lalaki, it means may progress ang pagpapapansin at efforts nya rito."I know one day he would admit that he has fallen deep in love with me."Tumagilid sya paharap sa lalaki and found him sound asleep. He must be tired from work and badly need rest. She was glad she was able to take care of him. Hindi sya magsasawa na titigan ang binata. She could stare at him the whole night. Pero puyat din sya the previous night, she eventually fallen asleep as well.The next morning, she found herself in Drew's arms. Kagabi ay may harang silang unan pero ngayon ay magkayakap na sila. Ayaw pa nyang bumangon and wanted to savor the moment. Pihadong pag nagising na ang lalaki ay ibabalik nito ang distansya nila.She found herself now staring at his lips. Since that kiss last night, she wanted to taste more of his lips. Would she get deductions for kissing him in exchange for what he did last night? Pinigilan nya ang sarili but she just let herself touch his lips with her fingertips.And he suddenly caught her red handed so he bit her fingers. "What do you think you're doing?""I-I was just checking if you're still breathing."Natawa ang lalaki sa excuse nya. "And why are you drooling while you are checking my breathing?""Ang kapal ha." hinampas nya ang lalaki."Shall I check your breathing too?" he asked and moved his face closer to hers.Sinubukan ni Eloisa umiwas but he was holding her close. At this rate maybe he could hear her heartbeat and her whole face is beet red."I thought you wanted physical contact?""Not when you keep on deducting points!"He then smiled seductively as if teasing her to give up the points she's been protecting. Ipinilig nya ang ulo and kept telling herself that she'll hold onto those points and can celebrate later."How much do you like me?" he asked."How much do you think? I even went this far."Will you keep liking me if you found out about my past? tanong ni Drew sa utak nya. He wanted to give in but he was just as afraid he'd lose her after getting to know him more.If they stayed that way for quite some time maybe she'd keep him close."I'm not sure you'd still be like this if you'd know me more.""But I want to know you more." she said sincerely looking at his eyes. "How long do you plan to keep me in your arms?" she then asked trying to tease him."Do you dislike it?""Much better if you'd do more on your own accord. At least I can keep my points.""Why you're so obssessed with points? Are you sure you wanted to be my girlfriend?""I wouldn't be here if I'm not sure. Now, let go of me if you have no plans of kissing me."He chuckled and released her. She touched his forehead to check his temperature again."I'm glad your fever is gone." she said cheerfully.He wishfully thought it's still there so she would stay more with him."Makakalakad ka na ba para matikman mo yung niluto ko kahapon or I'll them here in your room?""Let's go."Inalalayan siya ng dalaga though she has small frame.They walked slowly towards the dining table.Naalala ni Eloisa ang sinabi ni Drew that he wont touch someone's cooking if she's not his gf pero kinain nito ang hinanda nya. She can't help but smile."You seem happy."Agad pinalis ni Eloisa ang ngiti."Ah. Hindi."Muli ay sumubo si Drew kaya napangiti si Eloisa ng tuluyan."Do you like it?"Tumango ang lalaki. "You're a pretty good cook. Do you do this often?"Umiling si Eloisa. "I don't cook for other men. Ikaw lang ang ipinagluto ko."He nodded and seemed happy sa nalaman."Anong favorite dish mo?""I'm not hard to please sa food but if you'd ask me, favorite ko yung adobo.""Ooh. Madali lang yun. I can prepare that for you bago ako umuwi.""Masyado ko ng naabala ang weekend mo. You're supposed to be resting. May pasok na bukas."Nawala ang ngiti ni Eloisa. It seems like pinapauwi na sya ng binata."Okay. I'll leave after you take your meds."Bumababa na naman ang confidence nya. Mukhang umaasa lang sya sa wala. Ngayong kaunti nalang pero tila malayo pa rin na mapaibig nya ang binata."What would I do to get the final 5 points?"Hindi sumagot ang binata but instead took the meds she gave.Sa isip ni Eloisa, why not give her the chance instead? Not just vague points and vague feelings. He said he didn't say he's attracted with her. He never once said that he's attracted with her either. Ang hirap na umasa."Fine. I'll go. See you around." sabi ni Eloisa na nagpaalam na.Naiwan si Drew na naguguluhan rin. Hindi sya sigurado if handa na rin syang makipag relasyon muli but Eloisa is really persistent.He said he'd give her a chance but all he did is give her false hopes. Hanggang kelan nya balak na i hang ang sagot nya kay Eloisa? Ngayon nya tinatanong ang sarili if he wants her around or rebound lang ang lahat? Alam na nyang nasaktan ang dalaga kaya ito naligaw ng landas and now he cant afford to hurt her again. He needs to come up with a decision as soon as possible. Kapag mas pinatagal nya ay mas lalo lang masasaktan ang dalaga.He's decided to tell her his decision kapag nagkita sila uli.Umaga ng sabado, ang araw ay tila nagliliwanag ng mas maliwanag kaysa dati, ngunit sa puso ni Eloisa, naglalaro ang kaba at saya. Ngayon ang araw na ipinakilala siya ni Drew sa kanyang mga magulang, at habang nag-aayos siya sa harap ng salamin, ramdam niya ang kanyang puso na tumitibok ng mabilis.“Okay lang ‘to, Eloisa. Kaya mo ‘to,” bulong niya sa kanyang sarili. Isinuot niya ang isang simpleng puting blouse at jeans, tila sinadyang magmukhang maayos ngunit hindi sobrang pormal. Gusto niyang ipakita ang kanyang sarili, pero sa parehong oras, nais din niyang maging komportable.Habang naglalakad sila papunta sa bahay ng mga magulang ni Drew, napansin ni Eloisa ang nerbyos na nasa mukha ni Drew. “Drew, kabado ka rin ba?” tanong niya, sabay hawak sa kanyang kamay.“Medyo, pero excited din. Gusto kong makilala mo sila,” sagot ni Drew, at sa kanyang boses ay naramdaman ang halo-halong emosyon.Pagdating nila sa bahay, sinalubong sila ng masiglang boses ng ina ni Drew. “Drew! Ang tagal na
Habang nagkakape sa apartment, ang amoy ng kape ay naghalo sa malamig na hangin ng gabi. Nakaupo si Eloisa sa sofa, ang kanyang mga mata ay nagniningning sa ilalim ng soft na ilaw mula sa lamp sa tabi. Si Drew, nakaupo sa tabi niya, ay hindi maiwasang mapangiti habang pinagmamasdan ang magandang dalaga."Ang sarap ng kape mo," sabi niya, sabay abot sa tasa. "Parang ang tamang timpla lang.""Salamat! Sinadya kong gawin itong mas espesyal," sagot ni Eloisa, may ngiti sa kanyang mga labi. "Gusto ko sanang maging memorable ang gabing ito."Nagkatinginan sila, at sa mga sandaling iyon, tila mundo na lang nila ang umiikot. Ang mga ngiti at tiyak na mga tingin ay nagbigay-diin sa kanilang damdamin. Sa likod ng mga mata ni Drew, mayroong pag-asa at takot.“Alam mo ba, wala si Helena, hindi siya uuwi ngayon.” sabi ni Eloisa, tila nag-aalangan. “Kaya magiging tayo lang ngayong gabi.”“Talaga? Ibig sabihin, tayong dalawa lang?” tugon ni Drew na kanyang boses ay may halong pananabik.“Oo,” sagot
Going home? Akmang lalampasan lang ni Eloisa si Josh pero hinila nito ang braso nya."What have I done? Bakit hindi mo na ko kinakausap?Para akong hangin na dinadaan daanan mo. We are still colleagues. Hindi naman kailangan mag iwasan."Agad binawi ni Eloisa ang kamay. "Wrong timing.Can we talk some other time? May lakad kasi ako."Imbes na lumayo na ay talagang humarang pa sa harap niya si Josh. Pilit nitong kinukuha ang braso nya pero sa tuwina ay umiiwas si Eloisa.Nataranta na si Eloisa nang magring ang telepono nya.Si Drew. Agad niyang dinecline ang call para mabilis syang makapag alibi kay Josh. Alam nyang naghihintay na si Drew sa parking lot. Ang worry nya ay magpang abot sila at makita ng lalaki na kausap nya si Josh. Baka kung ano na naman ang isipin nito. Pilit na dinidismiss ni Eloisa si Josh but he wouldn't just stop.Muling tumunog ang telepono. "Bakit hindi mo sinasagot?"Parehong napatingin si Josh at Eloisa sa nagsalita. "Sorry Josh, may instruction pa sakin si Sir."
Mula ng maging opisyal ang relasyon nila Eloisa at Drew ay parati na syang sinusundo sa umaga at sabay sila nag aagahan. Hindi maipagkakaila ang saya ng puso ni Eloisa. Abot hanggang mga mata ang mga ngiti nya. Napatda na lang si Eloisa nang pagpasok nya sa sasakyan ay isang mainit at matamis na halik ang isinalubong sa kanya ng binata. Hindi siya nakapagsalita agad. Hindi pa rin sya sanay na ganoon sila. Dati rati'y tinatanaw nya lang mula sa malayo ang binata ngayon ay maari na nyang makasama ito. Gusto pa sana niyang magpatuloy ang mainit na halik na yun kung hindi lamang sila parehong malilate sa trabaho. "We have to go or we'll be late." she said in between their kisses. " Y-yeah you're right." Agad din pinunasan ni Eloisa ang labi ng lalaki. "Your lips..." Tila nagpapanic na naghanap ng wipes para burahin ang kumalat na lipstick sa labi ng nobyo. "I'm so sorry babe!" Napapangiti naman si Drew sa reaksyon ni Eloisa. "I'm sorry for ruining your make up, babe" Tila maba
Hindi maintindihan ni Loisa ang sarili pero habang nakikipag usap si Drew sa client ay tila gusto niyang sabunutan ito. Bagaman kasama nito ang asawa nito ay halata ang pagpapakita ng interes nito kay Drew. Balingkinitan ang pangangatawan nito at sexy kung manamit. Tila hindi naman napupuna ni Drew ang paglingkis lingkis ng babae dahil sa papeles ang tuon ng atensyon ng lalaki. Loisa regrets she tagged along with this meeting. Nakakastress pala na may direktang nagpapapansin sa taong gusto mo and they couldn't react violently kasi kliyente. Loisa found herself snatching Drew's arm at medyo hinila palayo na kunwa'y may binubulong. Dahil sobrang hina ay mas nilapit ni Drew ang tenga sa kanya. Dahil sa sobrang pagkakalapit nila ay na self conscious naman siya at akmang lalayo nang bigla hilahin siya ng mas palapit ng lalaki. "Are you guys together?" tanong ng lalaking kliyente sa kanila. Loisa was about to deny pero tumango si Drew. Nalukot naman ang mukha ng babaeng kliyente nila.
As they both try to lean in for another kiss, completely misjudging the distance, their heads bump together with a comical "oof." Laughter erupts, a welcome release from the tension. Drew touched her forehead to check if there's any bruise or if she was hurt. Then there was an awkward silence. Both of them are waiting for the other person to make a move or say something. Seconds tick by, punctuated only by the blinking of eyelashes. They tried to return to the conversation they were having before, but every word feels forced, punctuated by long, uncomfortable pauses. The air crackles with unspoken questions: "Was that good?" "Do we do that again?" And when she tried to speak, "Actually," they both said at the exact same time, their voices overlapping in a delightful jumble. They burst out laughing, the awkwardness instantly dissolving. "You go first, " Drew conceded. "You can go first." Eloisa said though she was dying to ask if they are officially a couple. But she hesitated. She