Masuk“Oh God, this feels good,” I muttered as I laid on my bed.
After hours of the others questioning me about what it was like working directly with Dante and each talking about their experiences with him, I needed a good nap. Somehow that was more tiring than cleaning two huge rooms. At least Pete gave me food after. Before I closed my eyes, I put an alarm on my phone. Once bitten twice shy.——————
The moment I heard that alarm sound, I knew hell day two had started.
I stared at it for a few seconds before turning it off. My body didn’t even feel like it had rested properly, but I knew I couldn’t sleep in. I got out of bed, showered and changed into my uniform again. Immediately I stepped into the hallway…all eyes were on me. The bodyguards were intimidating. The other staff Ken didn’t introduce to me moved in silence, like they didn’t want to be talked to. I walked toward the kitchen since I still had a few minutes left before starting. Also, I was hungry for Pete’s cooking. Pete was already there, stocking up the fridge. He looked back and nodded when he saw me. “You’re early,” he said. “I didn’t sleep properly,” I answered. He gave a short laugh. I sighed and sat down. He stopped what he was doing and fixed me a plate of pasta. I immediately started eating. “The food’s not running,” Pete joked. I ignored him and kept eating. “He really did a number on you huh?” His eyes scanned my wounds. Only a few of them were visible. “Not him exactly.” Before he could say anything else, the entire kitchen changed energy. I felt it before I even turned around. Dante. His eyes passed over the room once before landing on me. I feared he was about to yell for not being in his room yet. If it wasn’t obvious already…I was very sensitive to things like that. “Luca,” he said. “Yes sir,” I answered. He walked closer, stopped near the counter, and looked at me for a second longer than comfortable. “You’re coming with me,” he said. I blinked once. “To do what?” I was really starting to hate my intrusive thoughts. For whatever reason I felt like I could say anything, challenge him. “Are you questioning me?” I froze. “Are you deaf?! Get your ass to the car.” I rushed out of the room. I saw three guards surrounded by a black car. I ran towards it, but I didn’t stand too close. I didn’t want the guards showcasing their superiority. When Dante came out, they opened the doors for him and he got in. I stood like a fool, waiting for a command. “Get in,” one guard opened the door. I slowly got in and sat as close to the door as possible. I kept glancing at him throughout the ride. His eyes were fixed on his phone and he paid no attention to me. At some point, I stopped trying. After a while, I spoke without thinking too much. “Where are we going?” “Don’t ask me stupid questions,” he said flatly. I stayed quiet after that. After a while, we stopped in front of a building I didn’t recognize. He got out first, I followed. The driver and the other guard stayed back. Of course the entrance was filled with guards. Nobody questioned us, some of them greeted Dante, but none acknowledged me. I stayed close behind him without being told to. Eventually, we entered a room with a large table. People were already inside. They all stood when he walked in. He didn’t greet them, he just sat and gestured his hands to let them know they could carry on. I stayed standing for a second too long before realizing I was supposed to sit as well. I sat at the edge of the table. I looked around and noticed a pattern. It looked like every leader came with someone else. Someone from their trusted circle probably. One of them across from me looked at me for a second, then looked away like I wasn’t important enough to question. The meeting started without introduction. They spoke mostly in code. I kept hearing names and codes I didn’t understand. Which only made me more suspicious of him. Why would he bring me with him if he it was supposed to be a top secret meeting? Dante spoke occasionally, and when he did, there was no room for disagreement. After about an hour or two, they finally finished. Dante stood up first. I followed immediately. When we got to the car, he spoke “Your job as a cleaner still stands. You were just replacing someone else.” l nodded and stayed quiet till we got home. The car eventually slowed down but it didn’t fully stop. I heard the doors unlock but Dante didn’t move, So I got out first. He sped away immediately after. I went straight to his room, did the needful and then to Amelia’s She still wasn’t there. And I was relieved, I didn’t want another version of Dante breathing down my neck. I walked around the house after. Even though literally everyone made it hard to feel comfortable. I explored hidden entrances. One door especially caught my eye…so of course I went in. As the door creaked open, the first thing I saw was a huge portrait of Dante and Amelia. They were both smiling, but it looked very fake. The portrait was dusty so I cleaned a bit of it with the rag I still had in hand. Although they didn’t look happy enough for me to feel something, it still made me think. I had a loving family once…. Every time my brain thought of it, I felt weak. I thought I had to move on as soon as possible. But the harder I try, the more painful it gets. Then Marcel’s betrayal came to mind. It made me wonder if anyone in the warehouse was genuine. I felt a spark of rage coming, so I stopped thinking. I put everything I touched back in place and left the room. “Luca!” Emily called. “Dante needs you.” “What? When did he come back?” She shrugged. “He’s in his room.” I nodded and walked past her. “Sir?” “What’s this?” He pointed to his drawer. I immediately knew what he was talking about. I tampered with his perfume box before leaving. I must’ve forgot the put them back in place. “Um…” “I told you not to touch anything, didn’t I?” “Yes. I was just trying to clean them.” He chuckled, “Really?” “Y-yes sir.” His smile faded instantly. He moved closer to me. “Do not forget you’re only alive brcause I allow you to be. Don’t test me.” “Yes sir, I’m sorry.” “Get out” I hurried out without saying anything else. I got out of his room panting like I had h just finished a race. The guard standing opposite me laughed. He didn’t even try to hide it. I straightened. “You’re gonna have to be a lot tougher than that if you want to live little guy.” I ignored him and walked off. “She’ll be here tomorrow.” “I hope she’s no longer in a mood.” I overheard a maids conversation with Emily. I wasn’t sure who they were talking about, but I hoped it wasn’t Amelia.“How was it?” Ken came up from behind me.“You mean Amelia?” “Yeah. She’s very strict about her car.” “I’ll keep that for next time.” He chuckled. “Eaten yet? Pete’s gotten into some trouble with the boss but I can work up something for you.” “Trouble? What did he do?” “Something about making the wrong dish for the day, I don't know. I only eavesdropped a little.”“Damn.” “You seem down, Amelia?” “I wish.” “That bad? Wanna talk?” “Not really. I’m just ready to go to bed.” “Well, if I can’t help, at least let me cook up something for you.” “He threw out what Pete prepared?” “Mhm.” “Sure then, but I can’t promise i’d eat it.” “You can come back to it whenever you like.” Not long after he left, someone walked in. “Luca?” I had to turn around because of how unrecognizable the voice was. I recognized her from when I first got here. She was one of the girls in charge of cleaning the house. “Oh hey Emma.” “Glad I saw you on time.”“Why? Is anything the matter?” “Not reall
I didn’t reply, or open the message at first. I didn’t know what to say, especially since he was asking too much. Can we talk?No, we couldn’t. I didn’t want to. But throughout the ride to the mechanic, all I could think about was why. What I did to deserve the betrayal, why it was so easy for him to throw it all away. At some point I had to accept not everybody was like me. Not everybody was strong enough to stand face to face with death and still protect others around them. I had to accept it. But Marcel hurt, more than anything ever. So, I picked up my phone. I’ll be at Blackline Automotive for a few hours. If you want to talk, meet me there. I locked my phone and placed it back down. A few seconds later, I picked it up again. Sure.I didn’t reply after that. I decided to enjoy the only time of peace I had. I connected my phone to the speaker and played music loudly. I didn't feel comfortable doing it but I did it anyway. Half an hour later, I turned the music off, got o
For the rest of the evening, I tried to convince myself the pain I was feeling was greater than the image of Dante I had created in my head. At the warehouse, we didn’t have the time to even think of a woman, let alone fully fantasize about one. All I saw were men’s locker rooms, sweaty biceps twice as big as mine. But they never moved me. At least I thought they didn’t. I was basically walking on a thin line, I didn’t have the time to think about my sexuality or its desires. But here, I was somewhat free. A walking corpse, but a free one. No more missions, no more side quests, no more blood. Just him. As I stepped into the bathroom, I shook it off immediately. ‘At least I don’t get to see him everyday’ I murmured to myself. How bad could it possibly be? Except it got bad really fast.The next morning, my body automatically woke up earlier than it needed to. I was still tired, but I just couldn’t sleep. After minutes of twisting and turning, I eventually got up from bed to bru
I wiped down the surfaces again even though they were already clean, adjusted the bed sheets, checked corners I didn’t need to check. I didn’t know what I was trying to prove. Probably just that I wasn’t careless. When I was done, I stepped out and closed the door behind me. I adjusted my sleeves and started walking back downstairs. That was when I saw her. At first, I didn’t register who she was. She was standing near the bottom of the stairs, one hand lightly resting on the railing, the other holding a glass of wine. Then I noticed Ken standing a few feet away, not speaking, just watching her like he was waiting for permission to breathe. And then I saw her clearly. It was Amelia Solis. I stopped walking without meaning to. When she finally lifted her eyes, it felt like she had been aware of me the entire time and simply decided I wasn’t worth acknowledging sooner. Typical Solis behavior. Her expression didn’t change. “You’re the new cleaner,” she said.
“Oh God, this feels good,” I muttered as I laid on my bed. After hours of the others questioning me about what it was like working directly with Dante and each talking about their experiences with him, I needed a good nap. Somehow that was more tiring than cleaning two huge rooms. At least Pete gave me food after. Before I closed my eyes, I put an alarm on my phone. Once bitten twice shy. —————— The moment I heard that alarm sound, I knew hell day two had started. I stared at it for a few seconds before turning it off. My body didn’t even feel like it had rested properly, but I knew I couldn’t sleep in. I got out of bed, showered and changed into my uniform again. Immediately I stepped into the hallway…all eyes were on me. The bodyguards were intimidating. The other staff Ken didn’t introduce to me moved in silence, like they didn’t want to be talked to. I walked toward the kitchen since I still had a few minutes left before starting. Also, I was hungry
“Luca!” My eyes slowly opened. “It’s almost time. Get up.” I rubbed my eyes and sat up slowly. “Time for what?” “For you to start working, but I have to show you around first..” I was still reluctant to get up. He wasn’t having it. “Mr Solis will be down soon. Unless you want to lose your job, and maybe your life, I suggest you get up.” I sighed and forced myself out of bed. My body still hurt but I straightened up immediately. I knew better than to show weakness in front of him. “There are clothes in the closet over there. You have less than ten minutes to get ready.” “Less?” “I don’t make the rules.” He left. I looked at myself in the mirror. For the first time in my twenty one years of living, I pitied myself. I also hated when others did it and made me look weak, even when I knew I was. So I vowed to go harder each day, but now…. I didn’t see the point anymore. I wanted to take a shower, but I didn’t. Ten minutes was too little to have







