Sienna Greenwood I don't know which one hurts more. Loving him while he still loves his past or leaving him in the arms of his past. I thought I could cope with it but I realize I only fall into a darker pit the more I try. So I decided to let it go,to end everything because there was nothing worth living for. But he came once again and saved me. But only this time it was the Vice Versa situation. Only time will tell.
Lihat lebih banyakSienna's P.OV
I groan as I tossed to the other side of my bed , only to feel a warm but hard body beside me. Oh great , what the fuck happened last night. I only remember talking to a stranger last night after my two best friends bailed on me. I slowly opened my eyes to adjust to the bright sun day light piercing through the window onto my face .I sat on the bed gently not to wake up the man beside me, the sex must have good because I haven't slept this peacefully before.
I looked around for my panties only to find it torn and tossed to the other side of the room. Wow,it was really wild sex.
I slowly yet hurriedly stand up and wore my jeans shorts and tank top , before picking up my grey hoodie and wearing it.
I didn't have time to wear my shoes ,so I grabbed it along with my purse and iphone and turn around ready to leave.
Slowly I tip toed out the room but then I suddenly glance at figure on the bed.
I gasp at the sight before my eyes, this man is a Greek god. His sharp jaw which has small stumbles on it ,his full lips and dark eye brows and lashes.
Don't even get me started on the curly black hair which looks like a mess, maybe after my hard tugging on it.
Wait he looks familiar,like someone I know,I kept on staring at him until he slightly turned over to his side which makes my heart beat twice as fast.
oh please don't wake up!. I continue to chant those words in my heard until he relaxes and I take it as a clue to leave.
Once I get to elevator I heaved a big sigh,I didn't even know the name of the hotel we are in and by the looks of things it is an expensive one. I pressed the down bottom and just as the door was about to close, a hand stops it.
I stand there waiting for the person to enter,my heart running at a hundred miles per hour. I bit lips waiting for the person. A sigh of relief left my lips when I see a man in his late 30's entering, wearing Armani suite.
His entirely look screams rich daddy,he smiles at me flirtiously and I do same seductively with a wink.
What? Can't a girl have some fun. Besides I'm so happy it wasn't the Greek god I had mind blowing sex with last night even if I don't remember.
There is a comfortable silence between us, and after some time we finally arrived at the lobby.
I see the man pull something out of his pocket.
Fuck?!! it was a fucking ring. He is freaking married. What a cheater.
Men who cheat are a great turn off for me.
He turns to give me a smile but I only gave him a scrowl and he looks so confused.
I walk past him to the lobby and finally see the name of the hotel.
La Mialaret.
French, my second best language.
Once I'm finally out of the hotel room ,I dialed my best best friend's number.
Well I actually have two best friends. Nina and Derrick.
Nina is my best friend/roommate,and Derrick is my best best friend.He finally picks up on the fourth ring,
"What the fuck do you want Si?" he groans into the phone. He is not a morning person ,I thought with a smile.
"Good morning to you too Dee" I say with a small chuckle
"Seriously Sienna, why the heck will you call at 6am on a weekend must I add"he groans again
"Sorry to disturb your sleep grumpy pants but I need a ride home"I simply say
"why do you need a ride home?" he asks suspiciously and I Know I'm in for a lecture of my life.
I decided to keep quiet and stall him,"Answer me dammit!" he almost yells
I bit my lips not knowing what to say.
"I'm sorry Dee but I fucked up again"I say in wobbly voice
"What the fuck Sienna? I thought you promised to stop fucking around with random strangers" he says clearly pissed
"I'm sorry but I drunk too much and I didn't know what happened and this morning I found my self on a stranger's bed" I explained coolly.
"You know that is a lame excuse to justify yourself"he mumbles
"Look I don't want to argue about this again. Can you just please come for me."I say with a tired sigh.
",Ask Nina"he grumbles
"You know she is with her boyfriend during the weekends. Please Dee"I say in desperate and just as I thought,it worked,
"okay fine. I'm coming,where are you"he asks
"La Mialaret" I say
"What? That is like an hour drive from here. sometimes I hate you . I'll be there shortly" he says then hungs up and I smile at my phone.
I just thank God for bringing such a good person into my miserable life. I wouldn't know what to do without him. He has always been my anchor, always there for in difficult times.
God I love him so much.I decided to check my email while waiting for him,I'm expecting good news about my clinicals.If I can get into Saint Andrews Memorial Hospital then my residency will so easy.
I let out a sigh when I still didn't see any email from them.
I really need this clinicals, I have been studying my butt off to get a scholarship into medical school.
Working part-time jobs and going to a medical school isn't an easy job. I really need to hear from them. My grades are good, my GPA is the best so I still don't get why I haven't hard from them.
Saint Andrews has the best doctors and it will good on my profile.
Sienna's P.O.VEveryone was in a frantic because we woke late today,we got so drunk yesterday at the bachelorette party that's we over slept.Nina's mom barged in this morning yelling at us to stand up and get dressed. Nina's make up took almost a three hours because she wanted perfection. The wedding start at 2pm, and half of us haven't done our make up.After 4 hours the makeup crew managed to finish our makeup,we are dressed,mine different from the bride maids.Brown back less dress with a long slit at the left and the others wore off shoulder dress,very simple but elegant. We were all in the lobby waiting for Nina for her dress reveal. "Now ladies,you can all turn around" the photographer says,and gasps could be heard all over once we saw her in the dress. Beautiful, explains everything. "You look amazing"we all say and she giggles.....Right now we are at the wedding avenue, people are waiting for us.All the braid maids had entered ,it was remaining Nina and I." Congrats
Sienna's P.O.V5 YEARS LATER.60 months is what it has been since I left the USA to come to London. Things has been nothing but great since I arrived here with my mom and sister.We stayed with Mercedes for while until we moved to one of my dad's house in London after I graduated.I graduated with honors and top of my class that year. I receive alot of gifts and appreciation from the school and my family. it was happiest day of my life and I was glad i got to share it with the rest of my family.Everyone has been great,God has been faithful to us, finally I found happiness with myself.I went to therapy after I came here,I grew my hair back because I didn't want to change to please anyone. I completed my residency a year ago and I'm finally an E.R doctor,I'm thinking of specializing in neurology. I haven't been in a relationship yet but I have been on dates and that has been all. I think it is because I still think about him,deep down I know I still love him and always will. I have b
Sienna's P.O.V"Are you okay"Nina asked worriedly "I don't know, maybe it is the bad shrimp I ate"she groans "Are you sure"I asked suspiciously "Yes. What are you thinking....oh no,no,no,no.It can't be ,no I can't be"she starts shaking her head. "wait, I am coming"Nina says before leaving,she later returns with a pregnancy test in her hands. "here ,take it, you can never be too sure"she says before handling it over to her. She read the instructions and taken took it, we stood there waiting for the results. "can you check it for me,Nina"she says shakily with her voice breaking at the end. Nina took the test kit and looks at it with sad eyes. "Positive. You are pregnant Chel"she says and Chelsea burst into tears. "no,no,no, this can't be happening. I am graduating this year, just three months away. It father doesn't won't want him or her.oh God my family is depending on me"she cries "Oh don't cry,do you want to keep it"I asked "my beliefs are against abortion. I hate abortion
Sienna's P.O.VThe next morning,I woke up to my mom making coffee and breakfast. I went to sit on the high chair and gave me some coffee."I'm sorry mom. I shouldn't have treated you bad all those years. I forgive you, please forgive me too" I tell and she drops her mug into the sink immediately engulfing me into a hug."thank you so much baby. You have nothing to be sorry about. I love you baby" she sobs"I love you too mom"I tell and suddenly I feel lighter, like a heavy load has been lifted off me .After breakfast,I booked Nina and I flight tickets back to New York. it was afternoon flight, I promised my mom I'll call immediately I get home.I spent the rest of my summer couped up in my room.Chelsea also came to visit and we binge watch gossip girls with broken heart. One Saturday we even got drunk in a club that we had to sleep there. The day before summer ended ,I contacted Arson and he made me an interesting offer that I was itching to take. My dad's will is being read toda
Sienna's P.O.VWhen we reach there it was chaos everywhere,Drew,Dean and Lara where already there. Standing inside the room was Daryl only in his pants and Nina only in panty and bra." You bastard!How could do this to me. You have no respect for our marriage and sleeping with your mistress in the same bed we share together"Consuelo yells before throwing the vase at them.They dodge but they got lucky. Lara immediately grabbed her and I rushed to Nina help her with her dress."YOU have no shame slut. sleeping with a married man who has kids. You are a home wrecker"she yells again."Calm down Consuelo"Lara says but she wasn't having it,she lounged at Nina, slapping and hitting her in the face .Lara and I pulled her off,as Daryl helped Nina up. She had bruises now and she crying. "I hate you Daryl, how can you do this to us. At least have some respect for me."she yells at him.The rest of them were in shock, watching two friends destroy their family."Don't touch me. Sienna,you knew
Sienna's P.O.VI immediately let go of Dean. and moved away from him to create some space between us.Suddenly I see years of friendship ending."De..De.. Derrick"I stutter."You couldn't just keep it in your pants for six weeks.Wow!just wow"he says before turning to leave."Derrick wait, please don't leave "I run after grabbing his hand but he flips it almost making me fall."Leave me alone Sienna" he hisses"please let me explain" I plead"Explain what exactly, hooking up with my brother whom I specifically told you to stay away from"he yells"I wasn't a hook up Derrick "I say defensively but deep down I know it was. "Then what was it Sienna. I told you about Zara,I told you everything about him and you decided to take advantage of him like that "he yells."he isn't a weak man Derrick like you treat him"I say "He is broken so am I and we under each other ,I know him like none of you do and I ...." I trailed off because I know what was coming next. My hopeless confess which will th
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