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I wanted to scream, to stop him from leaving. That what he meant by saying that his departure depended on me. The answer on his question was responsible for it. My answer wasn’t the one he wanted to hear. It didn’t make him stay. I ran to the windows and saw him going to the airplane. He was going upstairs and when he was already near the doors, he looked up at the window. I guess, he was looking at me, but he was too far for me to be sure about it.“Raf,” I whispered.It was like he heard it. He looked down, shook his head and went inside the airplane. I was standing there until the plane took off. And I understood, that there was no chance that he would come back.He was gone...I went back to the Uber driver. He was still there. I just needed to tell someone about it. Right now.“Hey, how did it go? Is he taking his luggage back now?” he asked, smiling.I looked at him an
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Raffael King (the day of his departure)I wasn’t sleeping at all. After I told her to meet me in the airport, I left. I was walking around the city without the destination. I have been thinking about leaving for a long time. After I made up with dad, I started feeling good a bit. But something was still missing. It took a lot of time for me to understand what the matter was. But in the end, I came to terms, that I needed her. And those 4 months were a living hell. It was like my heart w
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But I hated having no answer. I hoped for a positive answer, but she didn’t even say the negative one. I started being numb to everything. I ran back to the departure hall. l was replaying her answer. “I don’t know.”Then I was already on my way to the airplane. Everyone was inside, except for me. I went upstairs and each stair was like one more repetition of her answer. And it was like a knife was stabbing me deeper and deeper in the heart.When I was near the doors, I looked up at the windows. I hoped she was exactly there. Then I looked down and whispered:“I love you.”I shook my head in disbelief and then went inside. I found my seat and sat near the window. Then plane started setting off. And I understood one more time, that I lost her. Forever.How? Why? How did you do it? Why don’t you love me? I was never meant to fall in love with you. It was a gift and a puni
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Kylie WalkerIt was already the end of the August. The day we had to leave to Spain. I had my bags packed. Everything that I had was downstairs near the doors, waiting for its time to get to the trunk. Our flight was at eight A.M. But I woke up two hours earlier. I went to the balcony. This place became my favourite one during those 3 months. There I felt calmly and maybe, it was the place where I most remembered him. I didn’t try to forget Raf, because it would be even more painful to let him go. Even if he did it, I wouldn’t be ready to do it. It was a warm weather outside. A little wind was blowing sometimes, but it had only strength to move my little strands of hair. The sun was shining, making my skin feel its soft warmth. I heard footsteps getting closer to my room. The doors opened and I saw dad. He approached the balcony and sat outside with me.“Good m
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“Kylie, Linc! I’m so glad to see you!” she exclaimed and hugged us.Well, we were taken aback at first.“Hey...” we stated confused.“Don’t worry! I’m not that psychotic bitch anymore. I am telling the truth! I have been attending appointments with the psychologist. I am getting better!” she explained.“But why did you decide to do it?” I asked.“Bella told dad everything. He decided that I needed a little bit help after the divorce,” she continued.“It’s true. She is getting better!” uncle affirmed.“And I’m deeply sorry because of my past actions! Can you forgive me?”We exchanged looks with Linc. We nodded and stated:“Yes.”She hugged us again. It was childish to hold grudges. We are family after all. We have to stay together, because there aren’t a lot of people who i
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“Yes!” Raf nodded.“Where did you meet?” Linc started asking.“Excuse me, I have to go,” I stated and was about to go, but Raf stopped me:“Wait! We haven’t seen each other for 3 months. Aren’t you interested in what was happening?”My back was turned to them. I was facing Bella. She was looking at us from the distance. I could have felt her being sorry for me. I turned around and stated, smiling:“Maybe another time. I have a lot of home assignment.”I went to Bella, not waiting for their answer.“Was it Raf?” Bella asked, as I approached her.I nodded. Bella took my hand.“God! They are so cold! Kylie, calm down! If he has moved on, it means that he didn’t deserve you,” she whispered.“But what if I don’t care about him deserving me?” I asked, but Bella was quiet. “But you are right
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I wore a black mini skirt which was very tight and black bustier chain strap padded crop top. I looked at the mirror. I made some circles and then whispered:“You are a corpse.”I made a messy high ponytail with some front strands of hair being free. And I decided to make a wavy ponytail. I put on some makeup: mascara, eyeliner, highlighter and a dark burgundy matte lipstick. I was ready and going to the party had never felt so good.I went downstairs and everyone was ready as well.“God! You are my crush!” Ashley exclaimed.I laughed.“No comments!” Bella gasped.“Looking fire!” Dylan said.“Meh,” Linc added.“Why? Thank you everyone, especially my dear brother!” I exclaimed and chuckled.“Yeah, I’m the best thing in your life.” Linc winked.I rolled my eyes and commented:“Your arrogance is too annoy
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Since that party has passed 2 weeks. We were studying a lot, because the first year in the university is always tough. I was talking a lot with Justin. He was very polite and cute. And luckily he understood that we could not be together.“Kylie, let me take your bag,” he said.“Why? I’m good.” I chuckled.“God, you always manage to spoil my gentleman mode.” He rolled his eyes.I giggled.“Then, let me give you a lift to your house.”“Dylan is giving us a lift.”“You are impossible to please!” he exclaimed.“Justin, I told you that I am not ready for the relationship.”“That doesn’t mean that I won’t try again and again.” He winked and left. I was seeing Megan and Raf a lot, kissing in their university area. But I understood, that if he was happy, I should let him go. I can’
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