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Beneath The Act
Beneath The Act
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작가: Udy_Uk
last update 최신 업데이트: 2025-06-09 23:52:34

Kailee Bennett

I was one more box away from screaming.

"Kailee, could you at least pretend to be excited?" my mom asked, too chipper for someone forcing her only daughter to pack up her entire life on a two-day notice.

I didn’t answer. Instead, I stuffed my favorite hoodie into the last box with a little more aggression than necessary.

She sighed. “This is good. Greg is a wonderful man, he’ll be good for us. And his son—”

“I don’t care about his son,” I snapped. “I don’t want to move into some stranger’s house like I’m a puzzle piece that magically fits into your new life.”

Her smile faltered. “It’s not like that.”

It felt like that. Like I was being traded in for some shinier family model. I hadn’t even met Greg. And now we were moving in with him... and his son. Whoever he was.

"Why can't I just stay here?" I asked.

"Because it's time to move forward," she said softly. "For both of us."

I didn’t respond. Because if I did, I might cry. And crying in front of her right now would feel like surrender.

As soon as she left the room, I flopped onto my bed and called Charlotte.

“Please tell me you’re coming to rescue me.”

“Oh, I’m not just coming,” Charlotte said. “I’m kidnapping you. Party tonight. Chill crowd. Music. And your boy’s gonna be there.”

I sat up. “My boy?”

Charlotte grinned through the phone. “Noah.”

Just hearing his name made my stomach flutter. Tall. Clean-cut. Captain of the swim team. The kind of guy who smiled at everyone, but had never once looked at me. I had been silently crushing on him since the fifth grade and Charlotte knew it.

“I don’t know...” I mumbled.

“Come on, Kai. You’ve been locked in your house all week stressing about this move. You need one good night before you become the girl with a mystery stepbrother and a step father.”

Ugh. She had a point.

“Fine,” I sighed. “But if I humiliate myself, I’m blaming you.”

“Wouldn’t dream of it,” she said. “Now put on something cute. You want effortless.”

“Effortless doesn’t come in plus-size,” I muttered.

Charlotte’s voice hardened. “You’re beautiful. Now put on those ripped jeans that make your hips look like poetry and let’s go. I’ll be there in five minutes to pick you up.”

Twenty minutes later, I found myself walking into the house party with Charlotte by my side.

The party wasn’t huge, but it was crowded enough that I immediately regretted agreeing to come.

I knew it was just in my head, but it felt like everyone was looking at me. Not because I looked beautiful. Hell no.

I felt they were staring at me because I was twice the size of anyone in the room.

I wasn’t the kind of girl guys stared at. I was the girl they dared to prank.

The one whose name floated around with giggles and cruel whispers. The fat girl.

We slipped into the living room, and Charlotte gave me the look. The He’s Here look.

I followed her eyes. Noah. He was in the kitchen — solo, finally. He was sipping from a red cup, scrolling his phone. Leaning against the counter, arms crossed like he had no idea how flawless he looked.

“I’m gonna die,” I whispered.

“Not tonight you’re not,” Charlotte whispered back. She shoved me gently. “Go. Say hi.”

I could do this. Just walk over. Say something casual.

Something like “Hey, is that Chemistry homework killing you too?”

Simple.

I took a step.

Then another.

Then—he looked up. Our eyes met.

My throat closed. My knees forgot how to move.

I froze like a malfunctioning robot, opened my mouth... and nothing came out.

Instead of words, I gave him a weird smile-panic hybrid, spun around, and walked straight out the door like I was fleeing a murder scene.

I muttered a curse under my breath—and walked right into something hard.

No—someone hard. I blinked up at him.

A strong chest. A black hoodie. A very judgmental smirk. A sharp scent hit me first — cologne, leather... and smoke.

He barely flinched.

“Damn,” he said. “That bad, huh?”

I looked up into the smuggest face I’d ever seen.

Lip ring. Cigarette dangling from two fingers. Hood up. Eyes too pretty to belong to a jerk.

He was tall. Broad shoulders.

A tattoo peeked out from under his sleeve. Sharp jawline. Arrogance in human form.

“Excuse me?” I said, trying to brush past him.

He glanced back toward the house. “You were aiming for him, weren’t you?” His gaze flicked back to me. “Tall, charming, good-hair golden boy?”

I felt my face flush.

He took a long drag of his cigarette — slow, theatrical.

“I mean,” he said, exhaling smoke directly into my face, “that was one hell of a crash-and-burn back there.”

I coughed, swatting at the air. “Are you serious right now?”

I stepped back. “What is wrong with you?”

My chest burned. Not from the smoke — from rage.

He shrugged. “Nothing. Just wondering if you always sprint away from guys mid-stare, or if this was a special occasion.”

“Were you seriously watching me?”

“Hard not to, sweetheart. You flailed like a flightless bird.”

“You’re disgusting.”

“And you’re adorable when you’re mad.”

I stared at him. “Wow. I didn’t realize human garbage could flirt.”

He tilted his head. “That was flirting? Huh. Thought I was just being honest.”

I shoved past him, full fury now. “Go to hell.”

“I’ll save you a seat.”

I walked away, cheeks burning, heart racing.

“God, you’re a jerk.”

Whoever that cocky jerk was… I hated him.

And thank God I’d never have to see him again.

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  • Beneath The Act   14

    Kailee Bennett His hands trailed up my arm from my wrist while my eyes were on his He ran his hand through my hair, his brows twitching like he hadn’t expected it to be that soft. His hand cupped my chin, stroking my face. I found myself tilting to his touch. Fuck. It was good His touch had a way of breaking every bone in my body and giving me this feeling of calmness “Besides,” he added, “I can’t have people picking on my ‘girlfriend’. It’d ruin my street cred” He bent his fingers in mid air when he said girlfriend, adding air quotes to the word. Oh And there it was. Reality kicked me back to earth. So if we weren’t fake dating for the deal, he’d let people pick on me? I rubbed my arm, trying to chase away the chill that came with that realization. I don’t know what I was even thinking or expecting Why did I let myself think that he actually cared? I seem to want attention and care so bad that it leads me to misunderstand things Why would someone—e

  • Beneath The Act   13

    Kailee Bennett The post was blowing up as more and more people kept commenting and liking the post. Hold up. Is that who I think it is? No way Ryder actually posted someone?? Man got a girlfriend? What did detention do to you, bro Wait… is that Kailee?? She looks so pretty omg ngl this is kinda cute… didn’t think he had it in him This is actually really cute. Didn’t expect this from Ryder of all people lol My face broke from a little smile to a wide grin as I read the comments and the replies I don’t know how but they were no hate comments towards me, and that was really suspicious but it made me feel good For once, I let myself believe that it was all in my head—my size, the way I felt I looked— maybe I was letting my bullies define me and blurring my own vision of myself I couldn’t deny that I still had a problem. Ryder was now bringing me into the limelight and I was used to being invisible. Was I okay with this change? Maybe this was what being seen

  • Beneath The Act   12

    Kailee Bennett Oh no! Was someone watching all along? Did Sienna come to take another picture so she could humiliate me all over again? A lot of questions ran through my mind as I opened my eyes. I looked around but there was no one else but Ryder and I in the auditorium I turned to ask Ryder if he heard the shutter sound too but he was smiling at his phone. I went closer to him and stood on my toes to see what he smiling at It was a picture of us. He had taken a picture while he kissed my neck Was the kiss just a distraction? “Ryder, what the fuck?” I breathed out, my hands on my waist, my brows furrowed He looked away from his phone and looked down at me, his lips curving into a wide smile He tilted his head, slightly amused. “Why are you standing like that?” “Why did you take a picture of me without my consent? Are you going to give this to Sienna to post it on the internet? Wait, are you the one who gave out our location on the bleachers so she could

  • Beneath The Act   11

    Kailee Bennett “I bet she cried and pleaded with Sienna to take it down” “She probably promised her lunch money or something” “Or she probably cried to a teacher and told them to tell Sienna to take it down. Fat girl tears always work” I wanted to scream ‘I’m walking right past you gossip machines and I can hear you!’ but I knew they wouldn’t even care and they were probably talking about me so loudly because I was walking past them You’d think the rumors would die down as the picture was taken down, nope, people just started speculating why it could have been taken down But who can blame them, they just lost their only source of entertainment Charlotte had gone home early but I hung around. Being in school was better than going back to a house that felt empty even when people were there Plus, I’d hate if anyone figured out Ryder was my step brother because they noticed we used the same routes home I slipped back into the auditorium. I might as well try to rehea

  • Beneath The Act   10

    Kailee Bennett As if the constant binging of my phone wasn’t enough, people had to point at me and laugh when I passed. Even the teachers had seen the video and they gave me those tight little pitiable smiles Charlotte snapped back at anyone pointing, but it didn’t erase the fact that people thought I was just a pity pick. Just a revenge piece I mean I was, but for some reason, it still hurt Charlotte had P.E. and I didn’t offer P.E. for obvious plus sized reasons so I had a free period while Charlotte had to go, leaving me alone She was the only reason I could walk around without begging the school floors to swallow me up—though I doubt they’d contain me So I did the most reasonable thing that came to my mind, I hid My usual spot: The janitors’ closet Don’t judge me, I just wanted peace I got hit by the familiar scent of bleach I was now used to. I just cleared out a spot and took a seat. I should have read a book or played a word game but I decided to watch some v

  • Beneath The Act   9

    Kailee Bennett Noah Carter was kissing me. Slow. Careful. His hand curved around my cheek like I was something delicate. Something worth touching. “I always knew you had it in you,” he whispered. “You just needed someone to see it.” I smiled, heart racing. “You see me?” “I’ve always seen you.” My chest squeezed. And then— My alarm clock rang, a shrill annoying sound I had purposely set to get me out of bed. Reality slapped me in the face. I jolted upright in bed, heart thudding in my chest as I just woke up to the sound of mom’s voice downstairs. Laughing. Probably at one of Greg’s jokes. The kind that made her forget I existed. I groaned into my pillow, slamming it over my head. Noah Carter was still just a dream. Yesterday’s scene on the bleachers came flooding back. The heat of Ryder’s hand on my waist, the echo of Sienna’s voice calling me desperate… a pity pick. Sienna thought I was throwing myself into Ryder’s lap like a stray desperate for attention.

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