"What's the matter, Sha? Why do you make Senine hurt that she has to be taken to the Infirmary?"
I looked at the beautiful woman with a motherly face who was sitting in front of me. The look in her eyes seemed to say that she was very worried about me. Though .. everything is just a bullshit.
Madam Sharon was never really worried about me. Sweet words that always encourage me to be patient and calm myself so as not to interfere with my studies. However, it was all just an attempt she made to maintain her reputation as an excellent teacher. And of course, to build Senine's father's good opinion of her.
"Be patient Sha. I'm sure all your friends are just kidding. "
I want to laugh when I remember her words from the past. Kidding? Seriously! Does damaging someone else's mentality get into the category of joking? How sad!
"Sha?"
I lowered my head deeply as madam Sharon called
"Damn!"I turned around when I heard a curse from someone I knew very well. And.. Gotcha! I was right. Behind me was standing Alliando with a box which of course I knew what was in it, because I've been in times like this in the past, only with a different scenario.Previously, I was locked in this room by Senine and her two close friends. Right after Alliando came out. Of course before he left he looked at me with a look full of hatred, as if my presence made him very angry.At that time, I thought Alliando was angry because I disturbed his concentration while trying to find the missing basketball club sports equipment. However, after Alliando's death, I realized that the reason for his hateful gaze at me was purely because of his hatred, without even needing me to do anything."Ah, sorry, it looks like someone accidentally locked the door from the outside..."Alliando walked right past me, banging on the door with furr
“Please stop bothering me and Shasha!”I saw tears running down my mother's cheeks. Her beautiful face is really pitiful, even she started to prostrate, repeatedly hitting her forehead on the ground“I beg you Pa, don't separate me and Shasha, Pa. I promise to give my best for Shasha even if I have to sacrifice my life!”I squeezed the strap of the bag I was holding. After hearing mommy say the word 'Pa', I came to know who the man standing in front of mommy was.That man was my father's father. A firm man who is willing to kick his son out for choosing to marry a girl from the 'ordinary' circle. I had never met my grandfather before until the day my mother died. He came to my mom's funeral, offering me the chance to come with him. Of course I immediately refused because I felt I didn't know him.My face instantly hardened when I saw my mother's forehead began to bleed. I
"Isn't that the nerd girl from class 2?""What? That coward? Oh!”"Oh my god, no way!""Is she possessed by a demon?""She's been behaving strangely since yesterday."I could hear the whispers of the students every time I took a step. But of course I don't care. Instead of lowering my head as usual, I straightened myself up, walking with my eyes looking straight ahead, instead of staring at the ground.Even Joana who was talking to Lily immediately looked at me with a surprised look."Huh? Is this ugly girl trying to change?”I restrained myself from rolling my eyes. Even this early in the morning they have disturbed my peace. Lily and Joana chuckled, walking around meand start touching my shoulder-length hair.Yes, after last night
"Come in, Sha"Said Madam Sharon when she saw me still standing at the door and reluctant to come in. Maybe she thinks I'm still embarrassed because she keeps teasing about my new look in the class before. Ah, if only she know that I don't care at all. It's up to other people to interpret my changes as they think. In essence, what I will do from today onwards is to live to the best of my ability."Don't be so shy, come on""Oh, sorry Madam"I continue my steps and walked over to Madam Sharon's desk. Standing side by side with Alliando made me instantly feel like a dwarf. Understandably, my height is around 155 centimeters while Alliando's height is around 185 centimeters, and I'm sure he can still grow taller."You already know Alliando right?"asked madam Sharon, looking at me then Alliando with a proud look. Of course all the teachers have the same gaze for Alliando. For them, Alliando is the t
"Introducing, my name is Siena from class 2-4, I hope I can give my best to prepare for the festival next month"I looked at a female student with hair tied up high. She bowed with a cheerful smile as everyone clapped for her, including me.School was over, but all the festival committee members were being gathered for the first meeting and introductions.Siena..Even before she introduced herself, I already knew who she was. Siena Lovren, someone who fell into the 'friend' category in my previous life. Came from the same high school, but only started to be friends when we happened to work in the same office.Siena is not one of the people who bully me or the audience who witnessed my bullying. She's just a student from another class who doesn't really notice my condition. Or maybe, she thought I 'didn't like her' because I often ignored or avoided her whenever she tried to say hello or talk to me. 
“Give me my bag!”Alliando stretched out his hand. His face certainly looked annoyed, even though all I had been doing was catching my breath because of exhaustion.Of course I immediately gave the bag. It's just that I kept staring at him closely. The question in my head is still the same. Did he intentionally leave me so we wouldn't have to cross paths with Senine?"What? Do you have a problem?”he asked in an annoyed tone.But I'm not at all bothered by Alliando's annoying expression. I just stared at his handsome face which actually looks charming when he's angry. Then, without being able to prevent it, the sacred question came out of my mouth"You like me, huh?"I asked flatlyAlliando was dumbfounded when he heard my question. Ah, it's not just him, I'm also surprised to suddenly ask something strange like this.
I took a deep breath and continued walking towards my desk. Of course Senine and her friends laughed as soon as they saw me. I don't know what they're laughing at, but I'm sure there's nothing funny about me."Excuse me, can you guys get out of the way?"I asked which immediately made Senine stop laughing. She looked at me with a fierce look, but then a smile appeared on her face again"Wohoo, look who's talking"She got up from her seat, put her arm around my shoulder and lightly pinched my cheek with her hand"So how was your date yesterday? Was it really fun?”She asked with a mocking look.I furrowed my brows, not understanding what Senine meant. However, I suddenly remembered that yesterday I went with Alliando to the convenience store. Huft, did they see it?“Date?”Joana also stood up and put her arm around my shoulder. It's obvious from her voice that she's delibera
"Make the banner like this, for the brochure you can make it like this"I looked at the paper containing the brochure and banner designs that Alliando had made. Frowning my eyebrows when feeling deja vu. Even in this life, Alliando is still 'pathetic' when it comes to drawing. The only weakness the super perfect prince has. And of course it proves that Alliando is an ordinary human being, just like me and the others."Why? Are you very impressed with my designs?”I almost smiled wryly when I heard Alliando's question. Impressed? Is he trying to make a joke?"No, I actually find your drawing very bad"I answered honestly. If in my previous life I was too cowardly to speak my mind, this time I chose to speak my mind clearly. I don't want to repeat the same events as in my previous life. When I had to stay awake for a few days to 'change' the designs that Alliandoa made because our designs were rejected by a