I didn't pay attention to the gazes of the people who looked at me with both amazed and astonished eyes. Ah, I know what they are thinking right now. They may think something like "Wow, is she out of her mind?" or "Is she being possesing by the demon?"
The three people who had been looking at me with mocking eyes also fell silent, of course with disbelief. In my previous life, when they did this, I decided to run and hide inside the school warehouse. Crying with a body trembling between fear and shame. That's when they locked me in there and only opened the door when the exam was over.My eyes stare at my desk which is filled with writings. Such as "go to hell" or "Freak and stinks" and many other writings with almost the same content : to mocking me.
When the teacher asks about the writing on my desk, the three bullies always say that I asked them to do it for fun. Then Senine would start bragging about how influential her father was to this school until the teacher who had originally asked questions ended up choosing silence.
Ah, suddenly I remembered, there was a teacher who would openly oppose Senine and her gang later. If I'm not mistaken, his name is Mr. Thomas, a young teacher who teaches history lessons in third grade. It's just that, a few days after reprimanding Senine and her gang, Mr. Thomas was immediately expelled from school with a strange accusation. He was accused of harassing and stalking Lily, even though it was clear that Mr. Thomas already had a fiancée he loved so much. Not only that, Lily even wrote on her social media about the harassment by Mr. Thomas. She made up a very sad story, causing a huge commotion on social media.
Last time I heard the news that Mr. Thomas's life was ruined after that. No one believed his words. All Lily fans attack his lives both through cyberspace and the real world. And Mr. Thomas's fiancee also died because of an accident. she tried to save Mr. Thomas who was about to be hit by the car by one of Lily's fanatic fans.
I furrowed my brows as my chest throbbed. Ah yes, I remember. Shortly after his fiancée died, Mr. Thomas also committed suicide because he felt guilty for his fiancé.
Haha, this world is really unfair sometimes, right? Even after all of that, their life was fine. Meanwhile, Mr. Thomas's name is always ugly with the nickname "sexual predator".
"Believe me, I hate you down to the cells of my body."
I muttered softly, staring at a writing that I know who owns it'The bitch's child will also be a bitch'."You!!"
I immediately stepped aside when my ears caught the sound of Senine's footsteps approaching me, made her hands that were about to pull my hair lose their support until she fell to the floor.
Pffttt
People almost laughed when they saw Senine fall. But of course they held it as hard as possible once Senine looked at them with a fierce gaze."You!!!"
Senine pointed at me with her trembling index finger. Her face flushed with anger. As if ready to swallow me alive.Again, I feel funny with myself who take this condition for granted. Either because it was me who had changed or I still thought all of this was a dream so whatever I did was completely unimportant.
"This trash girl!"
As my gaze fixed on Senine, the two friends inched forward. Joana tugged hard at my hair, while Lily twisted my hand.In my heart I grimace, instead of being a bully, now I know what nickname is more worthy for them. Criminal.. Yes, the nickname is more appropriate for them.
"Have you decided to be shameless now?"
Senine, who had sat down earlier, was now standing and really angry. Maybe her pride was hurt because I, who used to almost pee from fear whenever I see her suddenly look very normal.Haha, so funny!
Until now I don't understand what she got from bullying me. Inner satisfaction? Or the feeling of being a ruler?
Joana took her hands off my hair. But of course my suffering didn't end there because it was Senine who was now pulling my hair. She even jerked my head roughly while Lily kicked me in the leg so that I fell to my knees.
"Don't you know your position? Awake! You're just the daughter of a poor widow who has to work hard to support her child!"
Senine's hand forcefully moved my head as if I was nodding.
“You think you deserve to be arrogant towards me? I can even buy your mother's pride. What if your mom worked as a hostess in one of the nightclubs that were owned by Lily's uncle? I'm sure that with her pretty face which is very different to yours, she is capable of earning a lot of money. She doesn't have to do much, just rely on her sexy body to .... Arrgghhh .. "Senine shouted loudly as I suddenly stood up and smacking her chin with my head. I purposely hit her with a strong force until the sound is very loud. Blood started flowing from the corner of Senine's lips."Kyaaa, Senn !!!"
Joana and Lily who saw Senine fell on the floor finally let go of their grip on my body, sprinting toward Senine who continued to grimace in pain.
Trust me, at first I didn't want to change anything and acted carelessly while looking at the situation. I even planned to let them bully me while I investigated what really happened. Am I really back in time or am I just dreaming.
Ah, I can let them bully me again to their heart's content. But .. when it comes to my mother.. then everything is different. I don't like it when someone insults the hero of my life. I don't even care if due to my actions, I get kicked out of school.
"Senine!"
"Senine!"There are many people who started approaching her. Even one of my classmates whose name I don't know started carrying Senine and running towards the Infirmary.Again a memory flashed into my head. In the past, I also had a nosebleed until I passed out due to stress and too tired. But, instead of taking me to the infirmary immediately like this, they just kept quiet and left me because they didn't dare to disobey Senine who forbade them to help me. Even so when I opened my eyes, I was already at the infirmary. I guess it was the teacher who brought me there.
"You! What have you done?!!"
Joana looked at me with a look full of hatred. In my heart I promised to ask her what was the reason that made her hate me so much. Because I totally didn't accept the excuse that she brought up whenever I asked her after we meet again.
"Ah, me?"
I changed my flat expression to an expression of surprise. Then quickly bent over with a face of fear and regret"I .. I .. I .. did that accidentaly. My knee really hurts from kneeling on the floor for too long. "I said regretfully."Lie!"
Joana's hand went up high about to slap me. Meanwhile, I chose to take a deep breath, preparing to receive a slap from Joana. I'm sure, if I avoided it this time, the whole school might get very chaotic. For the time being, it seems like its enough commotion I've been creating so early today.“Stop, Anna. I'm really tired of seeing you acting like this since morning. "
Joana's hand which almost touched my skin stopped. She turned her gaze to someone who was walking towards us."B .. But .."
I looked at a tall man who stopped right between me and Joana. His height even made me unable to see Joana anymore. But, from Joana's voice, I could tell that she was very nervous.
“Aren't you tired of being like this? Stop it! There is something else you can do besides annoying others since morning. "
Said the man in a bored tone.I furrowed my brows, trying to remember the figure of the tall man in front of me.
Brakk ..
All the attention that had previously been on us now turned towards the door when it suddenly opened with a loud bang."What are you doing?!!!"In front of the door, stood Mrs Sharon, the homeroom teacher and math teacher who was everyone's idol.But..
Of course I didn't idolize her at all. The reason? Because she was the one who broke all my dreams ..."What's the matter, Sha? Why do you make Senine hurt that she has to be taken to the Infirmary?"I looked at the beautiful woman with a motherly face who was sitting in front of me. The look in her eyes seemed to say that she was very worried about me. Though .. everything is just a bullshit.Madam Sharon was never really worried about me. Sweet words that always encourage me to be patient and calm myself so as not to interfere with my studies. However, it was all just an attempt she made to maintain her reputation as an excellent teacher. And of course, to build Senine's father's good opinion of her."Be patient Sha. I'm sure all your friends are just kidding. "I want to laugh when I remember her words from the past. Kidding? Seriously! Does damaging someone else's mentality get into the category of joking? How sad!"Sha?"I lowered my head deeply as madam Sharon called
"Damn!"I turned around when I heard a curse from someone I knew very well. And.. Gotcha! I was right. Behind me was standing Alliando with a box which of course I knew what was in it, because I've been in times like this in the past, only with a different scenario.Previously, I was locked in this room by Senine and her two close friends. Right after Alliando came out. Of course before he left he looked at me with a look full of hatred, as if my presence made him very angry.At that time, I thought Alliando was angry because I disturbed his concentration while trying to find the missing basketball club sports equipment. However, after Alliando's death, I realized that the reason for his hateful gaze at me was purely because of his hatred, without even needing me to do anything."Ah, sorry, it looks like someone accidentally locked the door from the outside..."Alliando walked right past me, banging on the door with furr
“Please stop bothering me and Shasha!”I saw tears running down my mother's cheeks. Her beautiful face is really pitiful, even she started to prostrate, repeatedly hitting her forehead on the ground“I beg you Pa, don't separate me and Shasha, Pa. I promise to give my best for Shasha even if I have to sacrifice my life!”I squeezed the strap of the bag I was holding. After hearing mommy say the word 'Pa', I came to know who the man standing in front of mommy was.That man was my father's father. A firm man who is willing to kick his son out for choosing to marry a girl from the 'ordinary' circle. I had never met my grandfather before until the day my mother died. He came to my mom's funeral, offering me the chance to come with him. Of course I immediately refused because I felt I didn't know him.My face instantly hardened when I saw my mother's forehead began to bleed. I
"Isn't that the nerd girl from class 2?""What? That coward? Oh!”"Oh my god, no way!""Is she possessed by a demon?""She's been behaving strangely since yesterday."I could hear the whispers of the students every time I took a step. But of course I don't care. Instead of lowering my head as usual, I straightened myself up, walking with my eyes looking straight ahead, instead of staring at the ground.Even Joana who was talking to Lily immediately looked at me with a surprised look."Huh? Is this ugly girl trying to change?”I restrained myself from rolling my eyes. Even this early in the morning they have disturbed my peace. Lily and Joana chuckled, walking around meand start touching my shoulder-length hair.Yes, after last night
"Come in, Sha"Said Madam Sharon when she saw me still standing at the door and reluctant to come in. Maybe she thinks I'm still embarrassed because she keeps teasing about my new look in the class before. Ah, if only she know that I don't care at all. It's up to other people to interpret my changes as they think. In essence, what I will do from today onwards is to live to the best of my ability."Don't be so shy, come on""Oh, sorry Madam"I continue my steps and walked over to Madam Sharon's desk. Standing side by side with Alliando made me instantly feel like a dwarf. Understandably, my height is around 155 centimeters while Alliando's height is around 185 centimeters, and I'm sure he can still grow taller."You already know Alliando right?"asked madam Sharon, looking at me then Alliando with a proud look. Of course all the teachers have the same gaze for Alliando. For them, Alliando is the t
"Introducing, my name is Siena from class 2-4, I hope I can give my best to prepare for the festival next month"I looked at a female student with hair tied up high. She bowed with a cheerful smile as everyone clapped for her, including me.School was over, but all the festival committee members were being gathered for the first meeting and introductions.Siena..Even before she introduced herself, I already knew who she was. Siena Lovren, someone who fell into the 'friend' category in my previous life. Came from the same high school, but only started to be friends when we happened to work in the same office.Siena is not one of the people who bully me or the audience who witnessed my bullying. She's just a student from another class who doesn't really notice my condition. Or maybe, she thought I 'didn't like her' because I often ignored or avoided her whenever she tried to say hello or talk to me. 
“Give me my bag!”Alliando stretched out his hand. His face certainly looked annoyed, even though all I had been doing was catching my breath because of exhaustion.Of course I immediately gave the bag. It's just that I kept staring at him closely. The question in my head is still the same. Did he intentionally leave me so we wouldn't have to cross paths with Senine?"What? Do you have a problem?”he asked in an annoyed tone.But I'm not at all bothered by Alliando's annoying expression. I just stared at his handsome face which actually looks charming when he's angry. Then, without being able to prevent it, the sacred question came out of my mouth"You like me, huh?"I asked flatlyAlliando was dumbfounded when he heard my question. Ah, it's not just him, I'm also surprised to suddenly ask something strange like this.
I took a deep breath and continued walking towards my desk. Of course Senine and her friends laughed as soon as they saw me. I don't know what they're laughing at, but I'm sure there's nothing funny about me."Excuse me, can you guys get out of the way?"I asked which immediately made Senine stop laughing. She looked at me with a fierce look, but then a smile appeared on her face again"Wohoo, look who's talking"She got up from her seat, put her arm around my shoulder and lightly pinched my cheek with her hand"So how was your date yesterday? Was it really fun?”She asked with a mocking look.I furrowed my brows, not understanding what Senine meant. However, I suddenly remembered that yesterday I went with Alliando to the convenience store. Huft, did they see it?“Date?”Joana also stood up and put her arm around my shoulder. It's obvious from her voice that she's delibera