LOGINBELLE
I woke up to a sharp, pounding headache. My throat felt dry, and my entire body felt sore. I winced, reaching out blindly for the water bottle I always kept by the nightstand, when I felt something strange.
My fingers didn't meet the cool wooden surface. Instead, they traced over something firm, something warm like... an abs?
Before I could take in what was happening, a husky voice broke the silence.
"Enjoying yourself?"
A large hand wrapped around mine, stopping my movements, and I couldn't help the flash memory that popped in my head. It felt familiar...
OMG.
My heart raced as I snapped my eyes open in panic.
Where am I?
I took in the surroundings, and it was nothing familiar. It was a large room. Somewhat like an h— hotel room?
I squeezed my eyes shut, as my stomach twisted. My pulse was pounding so hard that I could hear it in my ears.
No. This is just a dream. It can't be real.
I wanted to believe that this was just another stupid dream, but the warmth beside me told me otherwise. This is real.
"What have I done?" I mumbled under my breath, only to hear a scoff in response.
I turned sharply towards the source of the voice, only to find a man lying right next to me. The sheets were hung low around his waist, exposing his toned chest and a smirk that sends chills down my spine.
Just then, my gaze dropped to the scattered clothes on the floor. It was the dress I was wearing last night and... my undies.
My body froze as icy dread crawled down my spine. My breath hitched, and a lump formed in my throat.
What have I done?
My goodness, Belle! What have you done?!
I didn't just lose my virginity to a stranger, did I?
Just then, the man stood up, showing off his perfect body as he went to pick his clothes. "No need to put up an act. Take this." He pulled out a card from his wallet and threw it at me. "Consider it payment for your time."
And just like that, he got dressed and strode out as if nothing ever happened.
I wanted to scream at him. To tell him that I wasn't a whore or someone he could just toss behind after using, but instead, I gripped the sheet tighter, my fingers trembling as shame swallowed me whole.
How could he just walk away like that?
I have never felt so disrespected in my entire life, but what could I possibly do? He looked like another rich kid that gives zero fucks about others.
I blinked away the tears that blurred my vision, when it suddenly clicked.
LAURA.
I jolted up immediately as panic gripped down on me. The last thing I remembered was Faye and Rowan bringing me here. What happened with Mr. Brown?
Laura is definitely going to kill me.
I rushed out of the hotel room and dashed home in a hurry, only to be welcomed by Laura's cold stare.
"There better be a good explanation for ghosting Mr. Brown last night," she sneered.
Faye stood behind her with a smirk on her face, clearly enjoying how this was going.
"I... Faye... I was..."
"You shamelessly forced yourself on another man. That is what happened," Faye lied.
"How could you..." My voice trembled as I spoke.
A surge of rage coursed through my veins as I watched the evil grin in her eyes. How can someone be so shameless? For once, I wanted to call her out and tell Laura how horrible her daughter was, and that was exactly what I did.
"What? How could I what?" She raised her brows, challenging me to say something.
"You... you did something to me, didn't you?" My voice trembled as pieces of the night clicked together.
Faye's smirk only widened as she watched me in disbelief.
"You drugged me. You stood there, kissing my man, right in front of me! And now, you have the audacity to accuse me of... of..." My stomach twisted. "You left me for a stranger to take advantage of," tears burned my cheeks as I finished my words, and I have never felt so angry before.
"You ungrateful little liar. You are just like your mother, always pretending to be innocent while ruining everything around her."
"Don't bring my mother into this," I hissed.
I don't know where I got the courage from, but I was done with the bully. "Everything you have today is because of my mother! The clothes you wear. The house you live in, the cars, EVERYTHING!"
"So if you ever think she's pathetic, then you should check yourself. You're the one who derives pleasure in spending someone hard earned money."
The crack of her palm against my cheeks echoed through the room. My head snapped to the side as my cheeks sting from the effect. She fucking slapped me!
"I guess the truth hurts, after all," my voice came out barely as a whisper, but judging from the way Laura's face was flashing with rage, I bet she heard me loud and clear.
"How dare you?" She howled. "I raised you. Stood by you when your workaholic mother neglected you! How dare you insult me like this?" Her voice trembled with pure rage, and I didn't miss the shock on Faye's eyes before it disappeared.
"I told you to throw her out, but you wouldn't listen. Everything she owned is already in your name, isn't it? She's of no use to us anymore." Faye muttered.
It felt like my heart was being ripped apart. How could I be so stupid? Faye was right. I left everything in Laura's care. She doesn't need me to access any of my mother's properties.
"I'll give you two options. Go to Mr. Brown and beg for his forgiveness. Only he is willing to buy that forsaken company, at a cost, of course."
Laura inhaled a sharp breath before she continued. "Or get out of our lives and never return."
It has finally happened.
I became Laura's puppet just so I could remain in this house. To feel whatever is left of my parents, and now, it's finally happening.
I'd be stupid to believe Laura wouldn't throw me out even if Mr. Brown did reconsider, or if I sell my body to him.
Tears blurred my vision as Laura waited for me to make my choice.
"Which is it going to be?" She asked coldly.
"If this is my punishment for picking someone else over my mother, then I'd accept my fate," I sniffed back my tears as I spoke. "But I'm done doing anything to benefit you or your daughter..."
Just then, a sudden chill ran down my spine. Something was wrong, but before I could react, I felt a crushing pain in my head.
Blood trickled down my face and when i turned around to see what it was, Rowan stood there with a vase in his hands, and a few blood stain in his shirt.
"Just die already," he spat.
It felt like the world spun around and I couldn't help the tears that burned my cheeks before everything went blank.
*****~ONE MONTH LATER~
I attempted to open my eyes, but snapped it close immediately. The harsh fluorescent lights burned my vision, and the sterile smell of antiseptic filled my nostrils. I was in a hospital.
A sharp sting shot through my entire body as I tried to move, making me wince in pain.
"You're awake!" A familiar voice gasped.
I turned my head slowly, wincing at the moment when I saw who it was. Kara, my best friend.
Tears blurred her vision as she stared at me in disbelief.
"You're really awake," she whispered before pulling me into a hug. "I thought I'd never see you again... I thought..." she shook her head, as she wiped her tears harshly.
"All that matters is you're awake," she choked on her sob, leaving me even more confused.
"Where am I?" My voice came out hoarsely.
"You're in my mother's hospital," she said softly before she continued. "You've been unconscious for the past one month."
A month? My breath catched in my throat. "What happened?"
"Let's just say Faye and Laura happened," she whispered.
Before I could ask any more questions, a doctor came in with a small smile on his face. "Finally, you're awake."
I nodded, unsure of how to answer.
"How are you feeling now?"
"Weak... sore..." I whispered and he nodded.
"As expected. You'll need to take things easy and focus on your recovery, especially for the baby's sake," he added.
What is he talking about? My lips moved, but no sound came out. I must have misheard him.
"W-what baby?" I stammered.
"You didn't know?" He asked, looking between Kara and I.
Kara looked away immediately and I knew something wasn't right.
"Know what?" I tried to sit up and Kara placed a pillow behind me immediately.
"You are pregnant," he dropped the bomb.
BELLE The past few weeks have been really busy for me. I shuffle from work to looking out for Jamie, to preparing for Kara's big day and somehow, Zalden and I have gotten pretty close along the way.That was something I never saw coming. It started with him coming over and insisting that we all hang out together to make Jamie happy, to him checking up on me to ask about my day and now, I found myself staring at my phone subconsciously, waiting for his text.“You've been staring at that phone since forever. Are you expecting a call?” Kara shot me a look because we were meant to decide which wedding dress best suited her style and my mind was elsewhere.“What are you talking about?” I feigned innocence. “Is it Zalden?” She asked, taking me by surprise.“Zalden…who?”“Don't give me that look,” Kara rolled her eyes. “I know you two have grown closer these days and even though I was never his fan, I must admit that he has changed a lot.”“We are co-parenting for Jamie's sake so yes we ke
BELLE For the first time in months, I didn't sleep or wake up in Jordan's room. After last night, I have come to realize how unfair my actions must have been on Jamie. She lost her brother and her best friend and I wouldn't stop reminding her about it every time.I woke up earlier than usual to make breakfast for Jamie and I also think it was about time that I returned back to the office. My personal assistant has been handling everything since Jordan's death and even though it still hurts, I guess I'd have to learn how to live with it after all, a child's death is not something a parent could ever forget.“What is that smell?” Jamie's sleepy voice snapped me out of my trance. I turned back to see that she was still rubbing the sleep away from her eyes and a smile tugged my lips.“Mommy? You're the one cooking?” She sounded surprised to see me in the kitchen.“Good morning, sweetheart,” I kissed her cheeks and she wrapped her arms around me, hugging me tightly.“I missed you so much,
ZALDEN Today marks exactly three months since Jordan passed and I thought it would be best to take the day off and spend some time with Jamie.We have grown quite close over the months, and as much as I knew it was impossible to make up for the time lost, I didn't want to miss out on any more moments in her life, because nothing is promised.I still blame myself for not trying to be their father earlier. The occasional what-ifs still crossed my mind but there was nothing I could do to change the past now. All I can do is focus on Jamie and be the best father she could possibly wish for.“Hello sir,” a maid greeted me with a polite smile as I stepped into the penthouse. My eyes darted to Jamie who was sitting alone at the dining table with a frown on her face.“Sweetheart, are you okay?” I handed the paper bag in my hand to the maid as I approached Jamie.“Daddy,” she called dryly, still not paying me any attention.“What is going on dear? Where is your mommy? And why do you look so s
BELLE Gone. Gone where? I stared at Zalden's mouth but whatever he was saying after that didn't reach me. His words replayed in my ear over and over again until they began to hurt.What did he mean Jordan was gone? My boy is lying right here, sleeping peacefully. He was just cold and needed a blanket.My stomach churned as I shot the nurse a look. “Aren't you supposed to be a professional? Do something! We can't allow my son to remain this cold.”I held his cold hands in mine, rubbing them between my palms to keep him warm when Kara broke down in tears. “If you're going to cry then get out of here!” I snapped. “Jordan is sleeping and we cannot wake him up.”“Belle…” Zalden stepped closer to me and I swear if he mentioned anything about Jordan again, I'd kick him out and make sure he never set his eyes on my children ever again.“My son is sleeping,” I said through gritted teeth, wiping his face with the sleeve of my shirt.“They need to take him… away,” Zalden’s throat bobbed as he
BELLE Zalden didn't meet my gaze. His eyes darted to Jordan who was fast asleep on the hospital bed, then to the machine beside him and finally anywhere else in the room that wasn't me.My jaw clenched as I studied his face. His eyes were bloodshot as if he had been crying even though he seemed pretty much composed, his hair was rough like he had run his hand in it at least a thousand times but what seemed to gain my attention was his clenched fist. His knuckles were white from how tightly he was clenching them as I shook my head. “Tell me it's not what I'm thinking,” I gasped, staggering backwards, but he held me before I could trip.I slapped his hands away from my body as tears stung my vision. “Say something, Zalden. My baby is going to be fine, right?” My lips quivered as I searched his eyes for at least a glimmer of hope. Something I could hold onto to reassure me that I'm not losing my son anytime soon.“Right?” A lump formed in my throat but Zalden still wouldn't meet my eye
ZALDENBelle’s legs buckled and if it weren’t for my support, she’d have crashed onto the floor. Her body was trembling so badly that I could see how broken she was with just a glance. My chest tightened but I refused to welcome any negative thought until the doctor told me exactly what was going on with our son.“Speak at once,” I said through gritted teeth. “What do you mean he was brought in too late? Jordan will be fine, right? He has to be. That is my son we’re talking about,” I forced my voice to be steady despite the chills that ran down my spine.Belle’s nails dug into my skin, pinching me hard and I didn’t think she was even aware of what she was doing.“I'm sorry but there's nothing we can do to help him,” the doctor shook his head as he avoided my gaze. “We ran the scans, and... the collapse was caused by a tumor in his brainstem. It’s called DIPG. It’s really aggressive, and because of where it’s located, we can't operate.”I swallowed the lumps that formed in my throat a
BELLE I stood in the lobby in disbelief, and the only sound I could hear was that of my heart pounding so fast like it might explode.I got the job. I did it!I closed my eyes, feeling overwhelmed by the news, when Faye broke the silence."Don't get too excited. You'll be fired before the end of th
ZALDEN "What the hell is going on here?" My voice cut through the lobby, with irritation dripping in every word. I hated scenes. Especially in my space, when my eyes caught something familiar.My pulse stilled as I saw the pairs of green eyes I'd recognize anywhere.It was her. The woman from that
BELLE ~FIVE YEARS LATER~"Jordan! Jamie!" I shouted for the hundredth time within the last five minutes. "Get back here!" My goodness! Nobody said becoming a single mother was this stressful."Jamie... come on, you don't want to stress Mommy, right?" I sighed in defeat as I sat on the couch.I l
BELLE"Belle, is that my dress?" Faye's voice sliced through the air. My heart lurched as I spun around to face the defying look on her face."What? N-no, it's a gift from Rowan, I swear... he specifically told me to wear it tonight. Otherwise, I wouldn't..." My voice faltered under her piercing gl







