FOURTEEN

“What do you want to talk about?” I asked carefully.

“Us; I want to talk about us” 

The guts.

“There's no us” I said. “At least not anymore” I added quietly and Ivan rubbed the side of my waist. Up, down. Up, down. Letting me know he was there for me.

“I know, I know that and it's all my fault but I want to explain” his eyes pleaded.

“We were busy and you interrupted us because you want to explain something you should have explained since?”

I really wanted to hear this explanation but not today. I wanted to be with Ivan today and tell him everything about Linc, Sandra and I.

“This isn't the you I knew” he said sadly.

“What does that mean?” I arched an eyebrow.

“You always told me that you hat