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THIRTEEN
Ella
“Nuts”
Ivan?
It can't be.
Who else calls you Nuts; you disappoint me Ella.
But he was furious when I left his house.
I turned my head slightly just to be sure it was him and there he was in his car looking unnecessarily handsome.
Is this dude bipolar or something?
He was vomiting hurtful things just minutes ago; why the hell did he come after me??
He can't see me crying and I so don't want to be around him now.
Ugh! My life sucks.
I bent my head back, he should just go on with his life and leave me alone.
“Come on, get into the car so I could get you home at least”
Yeah right, that'll move me.
Your leg hurts, stop
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