Chapter 4
Laying lazily on my bed, the pigeon on my window made a lovely sound and the birds on the Cheryl tree close to my window sang melodiously to the movement of the wind and the falling leaves.
Today is mother's day and I'm supposed to go out with my mom by 1pm but the time is 12pm there's no sign of my mom around and she hasn't called me.
I sighed and went to the kitchen to grab a plate of chips and a chilled bottle of water to pass out time. Getting to our sitting room, dad and Zayn are sitting on the sofa watching a program. I just ignored them and went straight to the kitchen.
Zayn doesn't even bother about the mothers day outing stuff he prefers to stay at home with dad and spend the whole day watching movies or doing some crazy stuff.
After getting everything I needed, I went upstairs to my room. I found my phone ringing hoping to see my mom's face on the screen. I rushed to my bedside to check the caller but to my disappointment it's my female bestie that's calling.
I dropped the chips and the water on a table close to my bed and answered the call.
"Hi Clarissa" the enthusiastic voice of Bethel sounded through the phone
"Hi Bethel." Wondering what could have made her sound so happy like that I greeted back and she replied back immediately
"Guess what?" She asked, squealing.
"Come on Bethel, you know I'm not good at guessing just tell me." I replied putting all my frustrations on her.
"I'm going to the mall with my mom and then go to the cinema together to watch a movie by 5pm" she sounded so happy. The way she speaks I know she's really happy about that. Unlike me who has a busy mom
"Alright Bethel." I sighed deeply.
"Come on Clarissa, what's up with you? You don't seem to be happy" she noticed the frustrated tone I was using for her and she couldn't help but ask what's up with me.
"Nothing much Bethel, still waiting for my mom to come back." I replied turning to look at the wall clock in my room.
"Chill girl, she's gonna be home very soon. you know your mom is a busy woman" she replied in a warm way. I knew she's trying to cheer me up
"Okay bethel" I gave her a short response.
"Bye Clarissa and take care " she replied and hung up.
Tossing the phone on my bed I grab a mouthful of chips the next moment I fall asleep.
It's been 2 hours since I fell asleep in my bedroom. I checked my phone if there were any missed calls in it but there's none. Feeling disappointed I threw the phone on my bed and headed into the restroom to wee.
I overheard Zayn discussing his birthday gift with dad so I went downstairs to meet them.
Getting to the sitting room Zayn who was putting on a black turtleneck sweater and a pair of grey jeans, sat opposite dad while they continued their discussion.
I sat on the stairs as I put a call to my mom.
The phone rang thrice but she didn't pick the call so I asked my dad if he had heard from her.
"Dad," I called.
They were so engrossed in their conversation that they didn't notice my presence on the stairs
"Clarissa" he replied by mentioning my name.
"Have you heard from Mom?" I asked, hoping to get a good answer.
"No sweetie."
"There you go again dad, you always call her sweetie what about me bitterie? "Zayn asked with annoyance on his face
"No Zayn you're not bitterie, you're daddy's boy." Dad said trying not to laugh at the way he stressed the word bitterie
"By the way Zayn where did you get the word bitterie from" I asked raising my brows at him.
"I got it from my vocabulary." I heard him mumble.
"What vocabulary" dad asked.
"My vocabulary of course! don't tell me you don't know that the opposite of sweetie is bitterie." He said directing the question at the two of us
"Dumbass!" Dad was still trying to stop himself from laughing when I called Zayn a dumb ass.
"Alright Zayn you're daddy's boy and Clarissa is daddy's girl." Dad said trying to cool him when I added more fuel to the fire
"You're probably jealous, Zayn just admit it." I said laughing out loud.
"I'm not jealous. I'm just telling the truth and trying to express myself" he said, trying to defend himself.
"Save me that sentence" I said, pushing my hair behind my ears.
"Let me call your mom." Dad said as he walked to the dining table to get his phone.
I heard him talking to Mom on the phone but I don't really know what they were talking about and I'm sure they talked for more than ten mins.
Zayn came to sit with me on the stairs, and the way he's smiling I know he had something up his sleeve.
"Umm can I have your phone?" he said, running his hand over his messy hair.
"No you can't," I said, turning away.
"You don't have to be selfish with your cell phone all the time. Sometimes just try to be a cheerful giver." He said feeling dejected.
Wait, did Zayn just say I'm selfish with my cell phone. No way this boy is getting on my nerves. How can he say I'm selfish
"You're probably jealous of my phone because you don't have one and for saying I'm not a cheerful giver you might have forgotten I caught you using my phone." I replied him in the same manner. Getting pissed off I shifted to the next stairs
"I'm not jealous, Clarissa. You don't even consider me as your little brother. If I have one, I wouldn't be asking for your own." He said feigning tears.
"Whatever!" I snapped.
Finally dad came out,I hope he has good news to say.
My anticipation and curiosity grew as dad comes closer and closer
Seeing that he isn't saying anything
I rushed down to his side to ask him what mom said.
"Is mom coming?" I asked.
"I'm sorry sweetie. She won't be able to make it. She's busy at work and she promised to make it up to you." Dad said, holding my shoulders.
"No, mom can't do this to me. Why did she disappoint me? Why didn't she tell me she can't make it in the first place?" I yelled to no one in particular and my voice echoed through the entire sitting room as a drop of burning hot tears dropped from my eyes.
"Why is mom always doing this to me dad?" I continued.
"It's not her fault Clarissa just try and understand." He said pulling me to himself.
"Now wipe your tears let's go to the mall
" He whispered whilst wiping the tears from my face
"No I'm not going." I said, turning away angrily.
"Why do you say that?" He asked in a gentle voice.
Ever since I was a kid I always fell for the gentle voice of my dad but I'm not going to fall for his gentle voice today.
I noticed the evil grin on Zayn's face. He's happy that my outing with Mom today was cancelled. That grin on his face pissed me off and the way he winked at me made more angry.
"Talk to me Clarissa." Dad said, turning me to face him.
"Today's mother's day not father's day." I yelled with all the anguish in me and rushed to my room pushing Zayn out of my way. The voice of Zayn echoed through the sitting room as he let out a hilarious laughter.
Rumbling through my closets I found a Flora pink gown. I haven't worn it before. Dad gifted it to me last night as I was too pissed up to come down for dinner. I ran my hand through the edges and the designs were so amazing.
A sleeveless short gown. I smiled as I envisioned myself in it. I really don't want to stay bored at home today and let Zayn make fun of me for what happened yesterday. So I'm going shopping with my female friends.
Dad gave me my monthly allowance last night and he even added to it to compensate me for what happened yesterday.
Guess what, this money will go a long way for the shopping.
My eyes ran down my shoe rack and they fell on a black pair of boots. I brought them out and polished them with black polish. I quickly rushed to the bathroom to have my bath. When I came out I saw a text from Bethel telling me to get ready in the next 15 mins that she's coming to pick me up himself with Anabel.
I only have 13 mins left so I hurriedly put on the dress and packed my hair into a ponytail. 7 mins left, I ran my eyes through my make up kits and found a pink lip gloss and applied it quickly and also applied a light make-up on my face . Gosh, makeup always takes time.
Suddenly I remembered I wasn't putting on pants. The thought of me walking pantless in the mall made my chicks turn hot and red.
4mins remaining so I rushed back to the bathroom and I almost slipped. I quickly pick a pair of pants and wear them. Hmm I gave a long sigh and walked out of the bathroom.
Back in the room I picked up a black jacket to match my boots then I heard a car horn downstairs and I hurriedly grabbed my purse and ran downstairs holding my boots in my hands.
"Look at you!" Bethel said pointing at me from the car.
"What?" I asked, opening the car door. Then I heard laughter from inside the car. Annabel and Bethel almost had their cheeks tearing off.
"What? Why are you girls laughing?"
I asked, taking my seat in the car.
"Nothing." They chorused.
They were actually laughing at me because I held my boots in my hands and ran down from the house.
"Whatever, I don't care." I said, putting on my boots as the car drove through the streets of Chicago.
We got to the mall and shopped for more than 4 hours.
Both of them kept gisting with me on how they spent mothers day with their mom yesterday. I only gave them short replies. Then Bethel asked me if my mom was able to make it yesterday. I nodded my head negatively and told her no.
Both of them cheered me up and we continued our shopping.
After the shopping bethel drops me off at home and I bid her goodbye and watch her leave.
By 7:00 in the evening, I showed up at Ken's birthday party. Most of our classmates were all present at the party.
I walked up to our table where Ken, Bethel and the rest were sitting. The lights made the strapless dinner gown I was wearing glow.
Bethel was also putting on the same design and pattern. This was one of the clothes we shopped today for Ken's birthday.
The tables were all filled with various types of drinks as the DJ played some mind blowing music. Before I could take my seat, I heard a deep voice beside me. I turned and Mark flashed his white teeth at me.
"You look gorgeous."
"Thank you." I replied smiling.
"My pleasure," he said, pulling the chair out for me to sit down.
He sat close to me and we both exchanged greetings with the others.
"Happy birthday Ken." I wished him and gave him his birthday gift.
"Thank you Clarissa." He smiled at me accepting the gift.
Some group of girls sitting close to our table were discussing the game that was trending everywhere. They were so serious about it.
"The game is not real. It does not exist." I said approaching them.
"Have you played it before?" The short one amongst them asked.
"No, I haven't played it before." I responded, standing in front of their table.
"Why don't you play it to prove to everyone that it doesn't exist." They said in unison as if they had planned the words in their mouth.
I just shrugged and went back to my seat.
"What were you discussing with them?" Mark asked, filling my glass with wine.
"It's the dumbass fake game they're talking about." I replied, sipping gently from my glass.
"Don't say that Clarissa, the game is real." Erick said, taking a seat next to us.
When did he come in?
"The game is not real! It doesn't exist." I maintained.
"The game is real. I did research about it a few days ago and it's scary." Bethel chirped in.
"Yeah, very scary. If you fail, someone close to you will die." Anabel supported her.
"It doesn't make any sense to me. Does it mean nobody has ever failed the game?I asked, trying to prove my point.
"You never can tell. Umm Clarissa is right too." Xavier said going through his phone,
"And the game is a dumb game just like Clarissa." He said winking at me which made me angry.
"I'm not dumb okay!" I said looking away.
"Dumb people look away when they talk." He replied, making me more angry.
"I'm not dumb!" I yelled, getting pissed off.
"Who said you're not dumb? Dumb girl dating a dumb guy." He said sipping his drink softly, enjoying the face I was passing him.
"Xavier! Enough please! You can call me dumb not him okay." I said making it clear to him to avoid getting into a fight with Nathan.
Nathan doesn't look like someone who heard what he said. He just sipped his drink and focused on his phone. I really don't know what attracted his attention to the phone than me?
Hmphh!
They are really making this party unbearable for me. Xavier teases me like there's no tomorrow and Nathan doesn't even glance at me more than three times throughout the conversation and he hasn't said anything apart from the greetings we made earlier.
I wonder what's so special about the phone that made him have all his attention on it. Anyway I'm also glad he has his attention on his phone. If not there would have been a big fight between them just now.
"Why don't you play the game to prove yourself." Nathan jumped into the discussion.
"You can play the game and give us feedback," He continued, patting my bare back.
I just shrugged and continued sipping my drink and going to the restroom till the party was over.
After the party Royce and Anabel dropped me off at home and I bade them goodbye.
It was 12 already so there was nobody in the sitting room. I just walked straight to my bedroom and threw my hand bag on my bed. I pulled my shoes from my legs and brought out my cell phone from my purse. My body stings so badly that I didn't know when I rushed into the bathroom.
After bathing, I slid into my pajamas and sat on my bed.
The door of my room creaked open and my dad brought a tray with my dinner on it. He dropped it on the table close to my bed and asked if I liked it and I nodded a yes. He further asked how the birthday party went and I filled him in on a few details.
Dad might have waited for me to come back before sleeping. He noticed my presence when I came in.
So he went to the kitchen to dish out food for me.
To be sincere I am truly famished, after drinking all night like a slut in the birthday party.
He noticed I wasn't paying attention to him as I was paying justice to the food placed before me. He watched me for a while and bent to peck my cheeks then bade me goodnight.
The thought of the game clouded my senses and I couldn't concentrate on anything. My fingers kept itching for it so I turned on my mobile data.
The strange guy who sent me the message was online. So I immediately sent him a text as I pushed a spoon full of fried rice into my mouth.
"Hey let's play the game."
...As I and Nathan made our way towards the outskirts of the club where Bethel was fixing Mark up, there’s only one thing in my mind. My boyfriend is an underground street fighter. I’m dating a street fighter!!!I mean after beating those three hefty guys, he only had a few bruises. I know they were drunk but damn, three?Now I really should get to know my boyfriend.“And what the hell do you think you are doing here?” I was so overwhelmed that I didn’t know how we walked up to Mark. Mark was sitting on the floor while Bethel knelt beside him. He was looking a bit better than how he was earlier only that he was casting Nathan a death glare“Mark,” I sniffled as I rushed towards him squatting before me “what the hell are you doing in this bar? Did you get drunk? How did you get into a fight? Mark are you alright?” I bombarded him with questions while checking him out but then Mark did the one thing that hurt me to tBone... he yanked my hands off him.“What does it look like to you hu
Chapter 25As I took harsh gulps from the bottle of water, Bethel was staring at me all these while like a detective ready to torture a criminal with those dumb and heart wretching interrogation. In Fact the looks Bethel was giving me is capable of murdering someone, I wonder why I haven’t died yet. Well who knows maybe I’ve got nine lives, I mean with all these torment and torture this stupid game had bestowed on me, I should be rotting six feets under. “Now tell me Clarissa what the hell were you thinking?” Bethel fired at me the moment I dropped the water from my mouth. I’ve quite expected that. From the moment Nathan told Bethel about my attempt against my will, she has on this look that vouchsafe a lot of things. Her face was blanketed with rage but deep in eyes glistened so much hurt, the same look that was in Nathan’s face and honestly I didn’t like it. I know Bethel had a lot to say but firstly she and Nathan served as a cover for me as they led me to the restroom where I had
Chapter 24If I say the latest happenings weren't drifting life out of me I would be a terrible liar, I am bent under my reading table crying my eyes out.I miss him, I miss him so much that I can't find any sleep. At some point Xavier was there for me, he was the only one by my side. He walked dude by side with me when Royce died, from the police station to the court.Was it love, comfort, belonging? He was more than that to me and I feel so horrible he had to die in my hands. Why him? I thought the game kills people that I love, or is it because of the soft spot I was garnering for him that he died next.Fuck! What am I saying? I can't deny the fact that I like Xavier but it's just that out of all my friends he's the one I like less. I snuggle my pillow to my chest and take a deep sigh, hugging my knees.I remained in that position that I didn't know when I slept off.*"Clary food is ready!" I heard Dad's voice from the bathroom. Last night I slept in a very uncomfortable position
Chapter 23My feets suddenly couldn't hold my weight anymore, my legs where quivering and staring at the angry students behind me made me slumped.My ears were blaring fire, I couldn't say a word. My lips where wobbling trying to mutter words that never came out, tears blinded my vision and I wish I could just die.Shouts and screams rented my ears, the air was already corrupt and some angry students where busy laying curses on me, whilst others where accusing me of murder.Well, if it's not murder then it's what?"It was an ancident." My hoarse voice replied. The principal smashed his fist on the table, shooting balls my way.Nathan, Bethel, Mark and I were defending ourselves in the principal's office. Earlier on while I was wishing death to happen to me the head teacher grabbed me and told the others to follow suit and now we are facing a cruel interrogation."The last time I called you guys here was when Annabel died and now not only two of you are missing, three are dead. Now how
Chapter 22Seconds, minutes or hours passed, I don’t really know but it just felt like I had been paralyzed by a strong force holding me rigid for eternity. My head tightened in vice-like grip, the only thing moving were my fingers against my phone. It was trembling beyond control. Tossing my phone across my room which luckily landed on my table rug, I collapsed on the bed. Different thoughts, all the fears and anxiety were niggling at me but I fought to push them away. I smuggled and curled up on the bed, my fingers shoved into my hair, I kept whispering to myself “No! No! No! No!” I don’t want to think about who’ll die next. Right now I want a genie to appear here and grant me just one wish. “I wish everything, all these is just a horrible dream and when I wake up everything will be over. No one ever died But where’s Genie when you need him? The more I think about it the more reality is catching up with me, and there’s this thing in my gut, this deep seated feeling that keeps
Chapter 21I was sitting on the stairs that lead to Xavier's house. I could have ran further, maybe ran home but my tears were so heavy and uncontrollable, I didn't want anything bad to happen again so I just sat down there reminiscing on my life.I felt a hand on my shoulder and I turned swiftly to know who it was, "Bethel." I crooked, she gave me a pale look and sat next to me.I turned my face away and gaze at the setting sun, for the first time I felt relaxed. I should give my body some peace too, right? The cool evening breeze swept my hair backwards, making strands fall into my mouth."The evening is so cool." Bethel cooed and I stared at nothingness."Yeah. And so beautiful." I muttered slowly. She put her hand around my shoulders, turning my head to look at her in the process."You're beautiful.." she whispered and I just looked at her, "you're the strongest girl I've ever known, you're courageous and vibrant-" I didn't know when a tear slipped down my eye. She cleaned it with