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2021-03-01 19:32:04Time seems to fly as we were engaged in work,playing and sleep.Let me remind you I'm Scorpion. So we love to sleep.It is really our thing.When I'm sleeping anyone could put me in sack and export to hell because I sleep so deep.
My sleep game is really strong,Unlike my brother who wake up even there is a minute sound.Always the curious one,the intelligent one,but I beat him in our studies due to my elegant cramming skills.
Yes ,I could swallow the whole book without changing a little full stop in it.I was also good at picking new concepts.While Urdu and English were on my tongue with fluency.Never I had ever need an effort on those subjects.So ,he must be cool man but I was the nerdy one here.
Me 1,Bro 0
All cocky boys used to put there bad grades in just few words:
"Actually we don't learn these books and are into them 24 hours.Unlike girls ,then we would have definitely topped them all"
Really!!! boys you can't come with something better.So basically in education, the sacrifice matter.What they think?? we love to read and learn sciences and had obsession of boring our eyes in stupid black and white pages.
Ofcourse not.But haven't you heard : No pain no gain....Today was Sunday and we were having breakfast late.Everyone was gathered.My brother and cousins were playing football with Bilal chachu-my all time favourite and Baba's youngest son.
I was rushing towards the door to answer the bell, always walking in air unaware of my surroundings that in a blink of second the ball hit my head and my whole world went upside down.
My surroundings were all revolving like I was on spinning ball.When I gain consiousness, everybody was gaping at me.Seeing the face of intruder, I began to boil in rage.What the hell....
Oh Ammar great....just great.Amusement was blinking in his chocolate ones with a tint of mischief.He was smirking.
In childhood there was no ego and competiton between us.But now it was changing.Succumbing to him means a big jab on my ego.So I have to always put him in his placeGOD idiot...bastard.I want to erase that smug off his face.
I rushed towards him, my hands balled in fists.I cried : "What the hell were you thinking? Do my face is imprinted with kick me on it?"That asshole started laughing and then said : "Never said that"
I retorted : "Do i look like stupid to you?"
I was really hot-headed and furious, because that insolent was laughing.I don't know when I'm angry,I don't know what I'm blabbering.My brain stops functioning when I'm in rage.
He said with that stupid smirk,Idiot :
"Never said you were..."I snapped : "Do I look dumb to you?"
He again made me furious by saying :
"Never said you look!!"Ok I was at the edge of losing my sanity.I cried:
"Don't never me!!!!" "You idiotic explanation of men!!!"And he was laughing like maniac.Ughh this guy get on my nerves.I don't know from the past few days his every action frustrates me so much.I am so controlled and calm all the time but one moment with him,I lost my shitI really hate this guy.Ok ,that was enough.I took the ball and throw it in his chest.The hit was totally unexpected and knock him off a bit.He was staring at me with amusement but I left.
Later, My mood was spoiled due to that Chocolate-eyes-monster.How could some stupid like him look so cute.
I was in kitchen, making tea when he came.Oh MAN why can't Earth swallow him.He must be tasty.
Oh what the hell I'm saying.My brain is freaking out.I damnly need a therapy.
He took a carrot from shelf and start chewing it.He then glanced towards me
"Hayaat you've changed.Where is the little shy girl I knew.You are really fiery cat now jumping on my bones at any opportunity you get!!!.I thought you were willow as feather and harmless kid.But man your heads are on fire"
What the hell....He just called me cat..The idiotic-shitty-spoiled-cocky man, He is so annoying.
I snapped : "That is because you've changed too.You've become complete asshole."
He just chuckled at that."You made me furious with your actions everytime.
You made me furious by blowing my brains out.Football was meant for foot not for crashing innocent souls like me"He blinked sarcastically "You INNOCENT" by making commas in air. "What a joke,that was just in past".He was smirking again.
Why he keep bringing past now.Its not like he is the same humble and helping guy I always loved beside my brother.Who always protect me like a little sister.Now his presence annoys me and his touch gave me tingles.Everything was different now and I hate to admit that I miss the Amaaar who was my companion in my childhood.
Aghh!!! I hate him.Because I was unable to come up with anything.I hate it that he seize my tongue.I'm confused around him.
Staring he cut off:
"What??? Smartpants is short of comebacks.Think kiddo think"Smirking he left.Did I tell you I hate his smirk more that shows that he is superior to all of us and know everything.I was embarassed completely and speechless.My ego which was as giant as Dinosaur was hurt....Really,really hurt.
Oh you just wait and watch.I'll take my revenge.Lets see who beat whom. I really want to put him in place and bring his head out of his egotistical,self-centered ass.
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