Time seems to fly as we were engaged in work,playing and sleep.Let me remind you I'm Scorpion. So we love to sleep.It is really our thing.When I'm sleeping anyone could put me in sack and export to hell because I sleep so deep.
My sleep game is really strong,Unlike my brother who wake up even there is a minute sound.Always the curious one,the intelligent one,but I beat him in our studies due to my elegant cramming skills.
Yes ,I could swallow the whole book without changing a little full stop in it.I was also good at picking new concepts.While Urdu and English were on my tongue with fluency.Never I had ever need an effort on those subjects.So ,he must be cool man but I was the nerdy one here.
Me 1,Bro 0
All cocky boys used to put there bad grades in just few words:
"Actually we don't learn these books and are into them 24 hours.Unlike girls ,then we would have definitely topped them all"
Really!!! boys you can't come with something better.So basically in education, the sacrifice matter.What they think?? we love to read and learn sciences and had obsession of boring our eyes in stupid black and white pages.
Ofcourse not.But haven't you heard : No pain no gain....Today was Sunday and we were having breakfast late.Everyone was gathered.My brother and cousins were playing football with Bilal chachu-my all time favourite and Baba's youngest son.
I was rushing towards the door to answer the bell, always walking in air unaware of my surroundings that in a blink of second the ball hit my head and my whole world went upside down.
My surroundings were all revolving like I was on spinning ball.When I gain consiousness, everybody was gaping at me.Seeing the face of intruder, I began to boil in rage.What the hell....
Oh Ammar great....just great.Amusement was blinking in his chocolate ones with a tint of mischief.He was smirking.
In childhood there was no ego and competiton between us.But now it was changing.Succumbing to him means a big jab on my ego.So I have to always put him in his placeGOD idiot...bastard.I want to erase that smug off his face.
I rushed towards him, my hands balled in fists.I cried : "What the hell were you thinking? Do my face is imprinted with kick me on it?"That asshole started laughing and then said : "Never said that"
I retorted : "Do i look like stupid to you?"
I was really hot-headed and furious, because that insolent was laughing.I don't know when I'm angry,I don't know what I'm blabbering.My brain stops functioning when I'm in rage.
He said with that stupid smirk,Idiot :
"Never said you were..."I snapped : "Do I look dumb to you?"
He again made me furious by saying :
"Never said you look!!"Ok I was at the edge of losing my sanity.I cried:
"Don't never me!!!!" "You idiotic explanation of men!!!"And he was laughing like maniac.Ughh this guy get on my nerves.I don't know from the past few days his every action frustrates me so much.I am so controlled and calm all the time but one moment with him,I lost my shitI really hate this guy.Ok ,that was enough.I took the ball and throw it in his chest.The hit was totally unexpected and knock him off a bit.He was staring at me with amusement but I left.
Later, My mood was spoiled due to that Chocolate-eyes-monster.How could some stupid like him look so cute.
I was in kitchen, making tea when he came.Oh MAN why can't Earth swallow him.He must be tasty.
Oh what the hell I'm saying.My brain is freaking out.I damnly need a therapy.
He took a carrot from shelf and start chewing it.He then glanced towards me
"Hayaat you've changed.Where is the little shy girl I knew.You are really fiery cat now jumping on my bones at any opportunity you get!!!.I thought you were willow as feather and harmless kid.But man your heads are on fire"
What the hell....He just called me cat..The idiotic-shitty-spoiled-cocky man, He is so annoying.
I snapped : "That is because you've changed too.You've become complete asshole."
He just chuckled at that."You made me furious with your actions everytime.
You made me furious by blowing my brains out.Football was meant for foot not for crashing innocent souls like me"He blinked sarcastically "You INNOCENT" by making commas in air. "What a joke,that was just in past".He was smirking again.
Why he keep bringing past now.Its not like he is the same humble and helping guy I always loved beside my brother.Who always protect me like a little sister.Now his presence annoys me and his touch gave me tingles.Everything was different now and I hate to admit that I miss the Amaaar who was my companion in my childhood.
Aghh!!! I hate him.Because I was unable to come up with anything.I hate it that he seize my tongue.I'm confused around him.
Staring he cut off:
"What??? Smartpants is short of comebacks.Think kiddo think"Smirking he left.Did I tell you I hate his smirk more that shows that he is superior to all of us and know everything.I was embarassed completely and speechless.My ego which was as giant as Dinosaur was hurt....Really,really hurt.
Oh you just wait and watch.I'll take my revenge.Lets see who beat whom. I really want to put him in place and bring his head out of his egotistical,self-centered ass.I was running while Azaan was chasing me .My laughs could be heard over my increasing heartbeat.I could feel him approaching from behind.I just look behind and then ran faster but unfortunately my running spree stopped at door.I ceased and turn around my breaths were short due to this much running.I just looked towards him with a little fear and excitement .He just stopped a metre away from me and I was facing him.His hair dishevelled ,breaths ragged due to exertion.He just moved closer,calming his breath and said smirkingGot you .Then he took my hand and said:Before you act like a child again I need to talk to you.I just let him take me towards the room.My hands still in his warm large ones.I'm still not used to this holding hands thing.It feels so intimate and yet I love how my small hand fit perfectly into his large muscular one.After we were settled down at the bed facing each other he looked at me, his hands fiddling with the bedsheet ,a
It seemed like time stood still at the momentAmaar left and I didn't bother to acknowledge his departure. I was just looking at the person who was my partner. The partner in the journey of my life.I was looking into the eyes of a person infront of whom my soul was left bare. All the barriers I had built for so many yearsThey were gone nowThose three simple wordsThey were not words to me that were my whole existenceI was giving a part of meWelcoming someone into my life was like giving everything to himMy sorrows , my happiness , my responsibilities , my timeEverythingI would turn softAnything that has the ability to hurt him will hurt me tooThere is a chance of pain due to himThere would be a weakness and strength both So these three words were the most painful , meaningful and core-shaking words for me They were not
I lightly slapped his cheeks , patting his head I removed his brown locks that were falling on his forehead.when I shouted again his name,slapping his cheeks with more pressure this timehe grunted in response. Oh Allah he's going to explode like hot lava If he's body keeps on burning like that. I immediately removed his jacket , socks and undid some buttons of his shirt to cool him down.Then I rushed towards washroom taking some gauzes with me along with a cup of water.I put the wet gauze on his forehead,applying slight pressure.After doing this procedure few times his eyes fluttered open.I can't even describe the happiness I felt when his lazy gaze met mine. Are you okay? I asked smoothly in low tone but my throat was heavy, it came with emotions. Hayaa.... I'm okHe almost whispered in lazy tone , but seeing my anxious eyes he immediately put up a facade . This little fever couldn't do a thing to me. First
At morning after breakfast I was at the door to see off my brother.Azaan had already left.I hugged him,taking him all in as we meet after so long time.He looked at me putting his hands on mine"Hayaat you could always come home If there is a problem.I'll be always there for you"I know he will understand,he was not so dumb.He knew everything just by seeing me." I learned to fight my battles myself brother a long time ago.Have faith in me "He smiled at me "Allah Hafiz my lil sis"Allah Hafiz I waved back watching his retreating back.***********************Next days were passing like a blur movie on screen that I barely had time for myself.Then I was shifted in neurology department and there was a little bit relaxament there as compared to lifesucking surgery department.I make breakfast for Azaan and he used to leave before I'm ready while at night I left his dinner at table and go for a sleep because I can't stand more like zombie.We barely talk an
Oh my God why he is making it difficult invading my personal space like that.My heart was again dancing in my chest ready to explode.I looked down and try to move out of his hold."What was that Haya"I was really aware of what he was asking.I blushed more at him." I don't know what you are talking about?" I try to play dumb."Look at me Haya while I'm talking to you"He put a hand under my chin closing the gap between us.His usual smell of sandalwood and citrous immediately filled my senses and when I met his gold eyes they were burning a hole through me.His gaze always burn a fire in my heart.Oh Allah I will surely die with this close proximityYou didn't die earlier.My subconsious retorted referring to my earlier bravery."Tell me or I can remind you what I'm talking about." He said smugly and I looked at him alarmingly.Don't do that.Oh Allah ."Not so brave are we now.Where is your confidence princess that was earlier the
Next morning I woke up late.I tossed all night on my bed thinking.I touched my lips still shivering from the memory.Why would he do that? He don't even like me.I danced with a non-Mehram.Allah g what have I done.Last night I prayed Nawafil Toba along with Namaz Isha and kept begging Allah to forgive my sins.I'm still too weak and my Imaan still quivers like a fragile feather moved by wind.But Allah says he forgives who repents and beg mercy for his sins as He isAr-Rahman (All Merciful)Today is sunday so I can lay down more.After mustering up courage,I try to act normally like nothing had happened I move towards kitchen and started making breakfast.I was beating the eggs for omelette when I heard footsteps nearing myself,I turn around and was approaching the spices when felt the presence,seizing my all movement.I gazed upwards and tried to give a smile.Good MorningI tried to act normal.He just smiled at me.His eyes