ログインAva’s POV
The first thing I notice about Ethan Cole up close is that he doesn’t look tired. He should. He just finished a grueling practice, sweat dripping down his face, jersey clinging to his skin. His teammates collapsed on the bench, gulping down water like they’d been wandering the desert. Shoes squeaked on the hardwood, a whistle shrilled somewhere, and the air smelled faintly of floor polish mixed with the sharp tang of sweat. But Ethan? He’s leaning casually against the bleachers, arms folded like the court is his living room, like he could go another two hours and still win a sprint to the cafeteria. The second thing I notice is that he knows exactly how good he looks. “Ready when you are, Reynolds,” he says, like we’re old pals meeting for coffee instead of me trying to drag an interview out of him. I grip my pen tighter. “It’s Ava. Reynolds is my dad.” He smirks, a quick tilt of his mouth that makes it clear he enjoys poking at me. “Right. I wouldn’t want to mix up my coach with the girl writing about me.” His tone makes it sound less like “writing” and more like “spying.” I force my professional smile—the one I perfected in Intro to Journalism when I had to interview students about cafeteria food and pretend like their complaints about mystery meat mattered. “This is for the Crescent Heights Chronicle. A seasonal feature.” “Ah,” he says, dragging the sound out as if it’s a punchline. “So I’m your headline.” “You’re a source,” I correct, clicking my pen. “And I have a few questions.” He wipes his forehead with the hem of his jersey, slow and unhurried. I pointedly look down at my notes instead of at the defined abs staring back at me. Lila would kill me if she knew I looked away, but this is supposed to be work, not a free front-row seat at an Ethan Cole appreciation show. “Shoot,” Ethan says. I glance at my list, deciding to start easy. “How do you feel about being the team captain this year?” His smile sharpens. “Feels about right.” “That’s not really an answer.” “It’s the only one I’ve got.” I narrow my eyes. “The Chronicle is looking for more than sound bites. Readers want detail. Insight. Maybe even a little honesty.” He leans closer, lowering his voice like he’s letting me in on a secret. I catch the faint scent of his cologne mixed with sweat, clean and distracting. “You really think people pick up the student paper to read about my feelings?” “Some people do.” “Like your dad?” That does it. My professional smile cracks right down the middle. “My dad is the coach, yes. But I’m not here as his daughter. I’m here as a journalist.” “Sure you are.” The pen digs into my fingers hard enough to leave a dent. “If you can’t take this seriously, I’ll just—” “Hey, I’m serious.” He straightens, raising his hands like he’s surrendering, though his grin says otherwise. “Ask me again.” I bite back a sigh. “How do you feel about being captain this year?” He holds my gaze without flinching. “It feels right. I’ve worked for it. I’ve earned it. And I’m not letting anyone down.” It’s… actually a decent answer. More than decent. The words carry weight, confidence without apology, and he delivers them like a man who believes every syllable. But he says it with such unshakable certainty that I almost roll my eyes anyway. I jot it down, tapping my pen against the paper. “Fine. Next question: What are your goals for the season?” “Win.” I glare. “That’s not a goal, that’s a word.” “Okay.” He grins, leaning back on the bleachers like he’s on break instead of under questioning. “Win big.” I close my notebook with a snap, frustration bubbling in my chest. “You know what? Forget it. I’ll just use generic quotes from your press releases. Clearly you’re not interested in an actual interview.” He looks genuinely amused. “You’re the first reporter to storm off after five minutes.” “I’m not storming.” “You’re definitely storming.” I spin on my heel before I say something unprintable. Behind me, his laugh follows—low, confident, infuriating. Andrew catches me on the way out, looking way too entertained for someone who should be on my side. “How’d it go?” “Fantastic,” I say sweetly. “If the Chronicle is looking for the most arrogant man alive, I’ve found him.” Andrew just grins, because of course he thinks this is hilarious. --- By the time I get back to the dorm, Lila is sprawled across my bed, scrolling through her phone like she owns the place. She looks up the second I slam the door. “Oooh. That bad?” “Worse.” I toss my bag onto the chair, nearly knocking over the stack of textbooks waiting to guilt-trip me. “He gave me one-word answers. And smirks. And then accused me of storming off when I walked away.” Lila presses a hand over her mouth, clearly fighting a laugh. “This isn’t funny.” “It’s kind of funny,” she says, eyes dancing. “You stormed away from the campus golden boy. Half the girls here would pay for that privilege.” I collapse beside her, groaning into my pillow. “I can’t believe I’m stuck covering him all season.” “Maybe it’ll get better.” “Or maybe I’ll lose my mind.” She pats my back like I’m a wounded soldier. “If you do, at least it’ll be entertaining.” --- Two days later, I’m in the press box for the first home game of the season, notebook ready, pen poised. The gym is packed, a sea of school colors and restless energy. Students chant in waves, the pep band blasts some overly cheerful fight song that rattles my eardrums, and popcorn vendors weave through the crowd like it’s a professional arena instead of a college gym. And down on the court, Ethan Cole is everywhere. He moves like the game belongs to him, like the ball is an extension of his hand and the rest of the team just orbits around his rhythm. Every shot swishes, every pass finds its mark. He shouts plays, points, commands, and the others respond without hesitation. The crowd eats it up, screaming his name so loudly the bleachers vibrate beneath my shoes. And yet—when he lands after a dunk, I catch it. A flicker. A wince. His hand brushing his knee for just a second before he straightens, grinning like nothing’s wrong. No one else seems to notice. The fans roar, the scoreboard lights up, and the cheer squad waves their pompoms in perfect rhythm. But I see it. I scribble a note in my margins: Reckless. Maybe I can work with that.Ava’s POV Lila chose the café. She always did. Small. Intentional. Quiet enough to talk without lowering your voice but loud enough that no one could overhear you if they tried. Brick walls. Real plants. Coffee strong enough to feel medicinal. She was already seated when I walked in, laptop closed in front of her, tea untouched. Her eyes lifted once. Then narrowed slightly. “You saw the doctor,” she said. It wasn’t a question. I slid into the seat across from her. “Yes.” “And?” There was no dramatic lean-in. No squeal. No anticipatory grin. Just assessment. I set the ultrasound envelope on the table between us. Her gaze dropped to it. She didn’t reach for it immediately. “How far?” she asked. “Six weeks. A few days.” She nodded once. “And?” “There’s a heartbeat.” That made her inhale. Subtle. Controlled. “Okay,” she said. Not congratulations. Not oh my God. Just okay. The waiter came. I ordered tea I didn’t really want. She waite
Ethan’s POV The apartment felt smaller when we walked in. Nothing had changed. Same couch wedged too close to the window. Same narrow hallway. Same scuff mark from the night we moved the bookshelf without measuring. But it felt different. Maybe it was the ultrasound envelope in Ava’s hand. Maybe it was the sound still lodged in my chest. A heartbeat at 110 beats per minute. I locked the door behind us. Ava slipped off her shoes slowly, like gravity had shifted while we were gone. She didn’t look fragile. Just recalibrated. “You should lie down,” I said. “I’m not sick.” “I know.” She went to the kitchen instead. Opened the fridge. Moved normally. I stood there and took inventory. Not consciously at first. It was instinct. Corners. Angles. Space between furniture. Obstacles. The living room had always felt open enough for two people who spent half their lives outside it. Now it felt exposed. Where would anything go? I didn’t say it. I walked down the hallway instead. T
Ava’s POV The waiting room was brighter than I expected. Not warm bright. Clinical bright. Fluorescent lights that made every surface look sharper than it needed to be. The walls were painted a soft neutral that was probably meant to feel calming, but under the lights it felt almost gray. Normal. Impersonal. I liked that it was impersonal. It made this feel less like something happening to me and more like something being processed. Ethan checked us in at the front desk while I filled out forms on a clipboard that was slightly cracked along the edge. Medical history. Family history. Allergies. Previous surgeries. Date of last menstrual period. I wrote it down carefully. There was something about seeing it translated into numbers that felt steadier than emotions. Weeks. Days. Measurements. “Are you okay?” Ethan asked quietly when he sat back down beside me. “I am fine,” I said automatically. He studied me. The panic I felt the first night had shifted into something else.
Ava’s POVI did not sleep much the night before dinner.Not because Ethan was restless. He slept deeply, one arm heavy across my waist like he was afraid I might disappear between breaths.I did not sleep because I kept replaying how to say it.We had decided that morning.Not to tell everyone.Not to post anything.Not to widen the circle.Just my dad.He had texted earlier in the week about dinner, a casual check in that felt ordinary at the time.Now it felt like a threshold.“You do not have to do this yet,” Ethan had said while tying his shoes.“I know,” I replied.But I wanted to.If this was real, if this was happening, I did not want to hide it from the man who had raised me to face things head on.Still, as I stood in front of the mirror that evening, adjusting a sweater that suddenly felt tighter even though nothing had changed, I felt twelve again.“Breathe,” Ethan said softly behind me.I met his eyes in the reflection.“I am breathing.”“Not like that.”He stepped closer,
Ethan’s POV Two lines. I have replayed that image so many times in my head that it no longer feels like something I saw. It feels like something carved into me. Ava is asleep beside me now, her breathing slow and even, one hand curled near her face. She fell asleep mid sentence while we were still on the floor, her back against the couch, my arm around her shoulders. I carried her to bed when the light outside turned from gold to blue. She looked smaller in my arms. Not fragile. Just human. I am wide awake. The ceiling above us is dark, the city outside quieter than usual. My mind is not quiet. I turn my head slightly to look at her. There is a softness to her expression that was not there this morning. The fear is still in her. I felt it in the way she held on to me in the bathroom. But there was something else too. Trust. She trusted me with it. That realization hits harder than the test did. I sit up slowly, careful not to wake her. I swing my legs over the side of the
Ava's POV The silence in the living room wasn't empty; it was pressurized. It was the kind of silence that exists right before a storm breaks or a glass shatters. Ethan’s shoulder was solid beneath my head, his warmth radiating through his shirt, yet I felt like I was hovering several inches off the couch, disconnected from the physical world. He didn't move. He didn't fidget. Ethan had always been a man of steady frequencies, a stabilizer in every room he entered. But I could feel the question humming in his skin. He knew. Perhaps not the what, but he knew the shape of the secret I was guarding. "Ethan?" my voice was a thread, barely caught in the air. "Yeah, Ava?" He turned his head slightly, his chin brushing my hair. The intimacy of it usually made me melt, but now it felt like a tether pulling me back to a reality I wasn't sure I was ready to inhabit. "I have to show you something," I said. I didn't wait for him to respond. If I waited, I would talk myself into ano







