I am a Monster

Kurai observes himself in the mirror bodybuilder style. He is still having a hard time believing that he is cured as well as healed of all his previous scars. He grew his bangs long and puts on concealer every time he goes out. Without it then he will look monstrous to everyone and unintentionally be judged by others. He can no longer be locked up and feel like a monster in a cage, no longer feeling the intense pain that he never gets used to every month and feel like dying. No more worrying about his own death. Now he feels like he can show himself to the world. This is worth it.

This is worth it.

This is worth it.

This is worth...

Kurai grit his teeth in anger, grabbed the concealer and threw it on the wall, leaving a crack on one of the tiles and sat down.

"What am I doing?" He said to himself.

He doesn't feel like crying even though he is responsible for possibly killing Maiko. A girl he once had an unrequited crush on at first sight before Cai Kang arrived. Unless Maiko is actu