Chapter One: One Lust Night

Isa.

Dalawa.

Tatlo.

Apat.

Shit! Kailan ba mawawala 'tong sakit na nararamdaman ko? Ilang bote na naubos ko ba't di parin ako lasing? Tangina naman! 

Ang hirap pag may high tolerance ka, nakakabanas naman oh! 

"Ma'am pasara na po ang bar," a bartender approached me, I glared at him.

I don't fvcking care! I am broken hearted, can't he see?

"I am broken," ani ko baka sakaling tigilan niya ako baka masakal ko siya ng bonggang-bongga.

"Tapos po?" Makikichismis pa talaga? Napaungol ako sa aking upuan saka siya iniwan doon, I really hate people who's curious of someone's live.

Can't they just focus on their own?

Umalis ako sa bar na 'yon at tinawagan si Tory, good thing she picked up the calls na madalas niyang inignora.

"What? Hindi ka na naman nalasing at ako na naman gagambalahin mo? Sige, spill kahit alam ko namang sa fiance mo lang rin 'yan!" She hated Carl for me, sabi niya kasi I was too good for Carl that's why she promised that if si Carl lang rin magiging groom ko never siyang a-attend 'kuno' sa kasal ko. 

"Sa  Xavier Bar na naman ba? Gosh! You're unbelievable, nirecord ko na sasabihin ko sa'yo at ng sa gano'n di na ako magsasayang ng laway." Binabaan niya ako ng telepeno, I sighed and went to that bar.

Kapag broken lang talaga ako naglalasing, kahit ata alipustahin ako ng buo kong angkan ay di ako iinom. Pero pag siya? I shook my head and headed to XB, I need to drink more liquor. 

Mas una pa siyang nakarating sa akin, wala ng masyadong tao sa ganitong oras. Open 12 hours ang XB, 6 pm to 6 am kaya mas gusto ko dito kasi walang sisita sa akin na Bartender. 

Pagod akong ngumiti sa kanya when I reached where she is sitting, umirap siya na tinawanan ko lang.

"Ano? Naghiwalay na naman ba kayo? Tapos pagsassbihan kita, ico-comfort kita then in the end babalik ka rin?" Sunod-sunod niyang tanong na para bang alam na niya ang nangyari kasi 'yon 'yong madalas kong sabihin at gawin.

"T-this can't be forgiven, maybe I'll forgive them but not that fast. It will take decades," I sighed upon drinking the Rum at the glass, nalasahan ko agad ang pait ng lasa no'n.

"Ha? Why? May nakita ka na naman bang babaeng kahalikan niya at 'yan ang sinasabi mo? That's not new anyway," she shook her head, I breathe in.

"I saw them fvcking each other in the kitchen, my ate and my fiance." Deritso kong saad, her eyes widened and nabuga niya ang ininom niyang tequila, that was her usual drink.

"What the?!" Naibulalas niya, sinandal ko ang aking likod sa likuran ng sofa, I may act cool but I was hurt in deep, super.

Sobrang sakit na para akong tinutusok ng ilang bilyong karayom kasi bukod kay Tory siya lang 'yong nasasandalan ko, siya lang napagbuntungan ko ng inis sa pamilya ko. He knew how much I hated my ate, he knew that at the beginning kahit no'ng nanliligaw palang siya. But I didn't expected that he will-argh! 

Uminom ako ng isa pang baso dahil bumabalik sa akin ang eksena kanina, their moan and screams of how they have feel so much pleasure to each other. I can't, I think I wouldn't forgive them.

"Catalina?" She called my name when I didn't say a word, hinawakan niya ang kamay ko. Dumapo doon ang tingin ko while she's caressing it, "I don't know what it feels but please know that I am here by your side. Cry on my shoulder, rant on me, I'm here." My eyes went on her, hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko kung wala si Tory siguro kanina pa ako sumabog.

Kaya 'yong mga luha kong kanina pa gustong bumuhos ay nagsibuhusan ulit. I can't take this pain anymore, it's killing me slowly. Dinaluhan niya ako at hinimas ang likod ko, she hushed and cheering me up.

"Just cry, you can be weak sometimes." I told her everything, from dad's coma accident na ibinubontong nila sa akin. To the bankruptcy that I saved, how my mom embarrassed me in front of the crowd, how my grandparents abandoned me, how my fiance cheated on me with my sister and how I can't get my own home. 

"I'm here, you can stay at my condo. What friends are for, Cat!" 

"Nakakahiya,"

"Bitch! Babayaran mo ako sa pagpapatira mo pagyumaman ka na, and ngayon ka pa ba nahihiya?" Nginiwian niya ako at bumalik sa kanyang pwesto kanina. "We even saw each other's everything," she tease, hinampas ko siya at talagang pinaalala niya pa 'yon?

"Shut up Toriana!" 

"Oh the hell, Catalina?!" Nagtawanan kaming dalawa, alam mo 'yong feelings na pagkatapos mong masabi lahat sa isang tao na pinagkakatiwalaan mo everything will be settled, parang ang sarap sa pakiramdam. 

"Let us dance and be wild for this day babe!" Kaya napagkakamalang tomboy ang isang 'to! 

"Ewan ko sa'yo, let's go!" Pumunta kaming dance floor at nagsayawan, I grin when I saw her with a three hunk guys. 

I shook my head and dance erotically when I suddenly feel someone's grinding through my butt. Pakiramdam ko ay wala naman at baka imahinasyon ko lang kaya ipinagsawalang bahala ko na lang iyon at sumayaw na lang ulit.

Mas marami ang tao dito sa dance room kesa doon sa drink room. Separate kasi ito, kung gusto niyong mag-usap do'n sa drink room, kung gusto niyo mag-enjoy dito sa dance room and if you are horny and want someone to fvck then there's an expensive room for the two of you or gusto mo ng threesome or what, it's your choice. 

Sumayaw ako ulit sensually and this time I can feel someone's grinding, pilit niyang hinahawakan ang aking bewang and I can feel his hot breathe on my neck. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nag-iinit ako, it was the first time that I can feel my nudes hardened. Fvck?

And I think I am wet? What the hell? Kung ang fiance ko 'yon ay kanina ko pa tinulak and maybe lango na ako sa alak kaya gano'n na lang ang naramdaman ko. 

We were just dancing in that dance room and without knowing that now, we were giving a hurry in an expensive hotel. Nag-uunahan kami sa paghubad ng aming mga damit, and the light is off. Hindi ko siya masyadong kita and that's okay, pero nakikita ko sa kunting ilaw kung gaano kaganda ang kanyang perpektong panga, mapupulang nakaawang na labi, matangos na ilong. 

I attack him, I know I would regret this tomorrow but I can't take this feeling I've feel. I'm getting horny, akala ko kay Tristan ko matatamasa ang pinakamainit na halik pero nang matikman ko ang halik ng lalaking ito ay bigla akong nawala sa aking sarili. 

I couldn't believe how his sinful tongue traveled to my neck, natulala pa siya sa aking katawan kaya gusto ko sanang takpan kaso lang ay ngumiti siya and shook his head.  

"What a masterpiece," he whispered huskily, mas lalo akong nag-init nang maramdamang I became more wetter.

Shit? For real? 

Nang gabing 'yon ay wala akong pakialam sa lahat, he made me forget what Tristan and my sister did. He made me forget everything by just his sinful tongue. He cupped my breast and massaged it while he licked, bited, and knitted my left boobs. 

Nawala ako sa ulirat ng ginawa niya 'yon, ang kanyang dila ay sinuyod ang buo kong tiyan, wala siyang kahit na anong pinalampas doon. I moaned softly, nakawala ako ng isang halinghing habang knitting my puson. 

"Shit!" I cursed, tiningnan niya ako sa mata, I nodded giving him the access. 

And when his tongue went to the spot, isang malakas na ungol ang aking napakalawan. He slid his tongue and teased my clitoris, what the? Why does it feel so good but I wanted more?

Gumapang siyang muli, licking my earlobe at muli akong siniil ng halik. 

"I won't let you live this room unfucked woman," he whispered, mas lumakas ang likido na umaangat sa akin. 

"I would love too baby," I giggled wala na ako sa sarili ko.

I encircled my legs to his waist, naramdaman ko ang kanyang malaki at mataba na alaga na tumatama sa aking maliit na bulaklak. 

Kumawala ako ng maliit na halinghing, he kissed me again. 

"Ang ingay mo,"  he commented pero wala akong pakialam.

"Should I shut up?" Hindi ko na makilala ang boses ko, he chuckled sensually.

"No, I love it, baby. Please, moan loudly and don't think of them." I nodded, and tease his pet.

He groaned, "Wait and I'll give you a blowout heaven baby," I was excited for fvcking sake and I never did ever na naging ganito ka excited sa ganitong bagay.

"I'll give you the roughest and unforgettable sex experience Catalina Montreo because I've been dreaming of you ever since." Wala na akong maintindinhan sa sinasabi niya, gusto ko lang ay gawin na namin ang dapat gawin.

Bumaba muli siya, nakatingin lang ako sa kanyang ginagawa. 

I saw him sliding his hands to my core, napahiyaw ako sa sobrang sarap na aking naramdaman. I was fvcking dreaming this.

"Ohh," a moan came out of my mouth, his lips raised up.

He slid one more, then another one and another one. Mas lalo lamang itong sumarap, after that finger fvcking me ay halos mabaliw ako nang pumaibabaw siya sa akin and tease my entrance.

I almost choke him, mabuti na lang at tinigil niya. Siniil niya ako ng halik, bago niya pinapasok ang kanya sa akin, at muntik na akong maiyak when it was just a half of his pet to my flower.

Fvck! Gaano ba kasi 'yan kalaki, shit ba?! 

I dragged my nails into his back, hanggang sa katagalan ay sumasabay ako sa galaw ng kanyang labi habang pinapasok ang kanya sa akin. And when it was fully filled at nagsisimula na siyang bumayo ng dahan-dahan ay naramdaman ko na ang kunting sarap.

I was frustrated with him, giving me a slow performance.

"Fvck! Faster!" I reclaimed, and with that ay mas binilisan niya ang pagbayo na mas lalong nagpasarap.

"Deeper, oh! Shit! Ah! Please, faster." Sunod-sunod kong sambit, at hindi ko alam kung anong mangyayari sa akin kinabukasan basta nasarapan ako at sapat na 'yon. 

"You like it baby?" His bedroom sexy voice made me cum. 

Hindi ko alam kung sino ang sumuntok sa aking private part o nasagasaan ba ito kaya sobrang sakit.

"Ouch," I groaned, bumangon ako at halos lumuwa ang aking mata when I saw i wasn't in my room or in Tory's condo! 

Where the hell am I? 

When I look at the other side, I saw a man peacefully sleeping. Akala ko ay isang Greek God ang nasa aking tabi dahil sa taglay nitong kagwapuhan. 

And when I saw myself naked, and so was the man too. At nakita ang dugo sa bedsheet, fvck this thing?!

I'm not a virgin anymore? And who's this guy? Did I just give up my virginity to a complete stranger? Anong katangahan ito Cat? Natampal ko ang aking noo, did I completely lose my mind?

Kahit sobrang sakit ng aking gitna, at sobrang lagkit ko pa ay pinilit kong magbihis. He shouldn't know that he was the one who get my virginity, gosh sana di niya nakita mukha ko at sana ito na ang huli naming pagkikita. 

With that I left him, nasapo ko na lang ang aking noo and what was that?

I stomp my feet upon dealing with it, hindi ko maalala ang nangyari kapag nalasing ako kaya hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari. Bumukas na ang elevator, kahit sobrang sakit ng gitna ko ay pilit kong  naglakad kahit napakasakit nito. 

I called Tory, ang dami niya pang mura na sinabi but in the end she said that she'll going to pick me up.

Habang naghihintay, my eyes widened upon looking at the newspaper the guard was reading. 

"Excuse me, kilala niyo po 'yang nasa litrato kuya?" He nodded, "Sino po siya?"

"Siya si Jake Leigh Lapaz, the CEO of LCE. Sobrang bata pa niya, he's even a billionaire at his young age." Nakangiti niyang saad, napailing na lang ako.

He's maybe a playboy and would forget what just happened between us and it's pure lust. He wouldn't mind it anyway, I whispered to myself. 

I hope our paths won't cross again.