Chapter 40 - Cassidy

While I am over the moon that Riko is no longer under her father’s tyrannical rule, I couldn’t get my mind off what happened after her call. I should have focused on texting the girls about visiting. Instead, my mind is on Collin.

Once he left, I hurried back to my room, locking the door. I know I left him hanging. But he’s not the only one that was left unfulfilled. I shocked myself by going that far with him.

I’d thought I would feel the usual panic and fear when he pulled my hips flush to him so I could feel his hard-on. But it didn’t. I didn’t feel panic or anxiety. No, I felt hunger, desire, a need I haven’t really felt in so long.

I gave into that feeling until it started to scare me. Because as good as it felt, I knew if things stayed on that path, I was heading to an area that probably would trigger me.

I don’t think I’m ready for that. Plus, my moms and dumb brother are home. I was lucky that mamá convinced mom to let Collin come up to my room, let alone with the door clo