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The Dice
I just got suspended from school and should be very sad about the situation, right? Well, that is not the case with mine. I was having a mixed feeling, supper sad and a little relieved. Both feeling in one.
Lying on the pink sheet of my bed staring up on the wall, thoughts about Bay's affection towards me at the bus station earlier filled my head. Not many people saw us together but I can’t help but be pleased that he didn’t pull away from me completely.He gave me that warm embrace when I needed it the most. Blinking once, I tried to clear my thoughts of him and focus more on how to tell my Dad that his “golden girl” is a sour loser but I couldn’t. The thought of Bay took hold of my body and my body over powered my mind.I parted my thighs and imagined Bay's strong hands roaming all over my body and his soft lips on mine. I slipped two fingers along the edge of my panties and wiggles it off my waist and parts my legs wider and start toRelated chapters
FATAL DESIRE Fun fantasy
Afternoon rolled around before I knew it. I thought that it would be forever to get here, but it moved too fast. The idea that at eighteen, I am sweet, little Virgin by my Dad is ridiculous to me because the last time I checked my libido was too high… too high that all I could think was sex, Who I could have it with between Bay and Jake and how often I want to have it with either of them. If only Dad knew how sexually active I’ve become, he’d stop treating me like a little bear and treats me more like an adult. Sitting across the table having dinner with my Dad seemed like a new norm to me. We’ve not hard dinner, lunch or breakfast together in a long time. I was moody and my appetite is totally shrinking. I was just twirling the fork hard on the ceramic plate, reminiscing on my earlier conversation with Bay. My heart pounded so loud, I felt my pulse in my throat when he tangled his fingers in his hair and told me he never forced me to be in a sex
FATAL DESIRE Good Riddance
I made my way to the Ranch at noon. It was a clear and beautiful afternoon. Clouds were latched to the ending sky and beaked chorus of birds filled the air. I casted a look out over the large pasture where cows are calmly grazing and caught sight of Bay dressed in a red shirt and a blue jean.Everything about Bay is appealing to me. I felt an irresistible urge to run up to him and throw my arms around him, to tell him that I wasn’t angry with him anymore, to tell him that I fucking still love him, but I held my emotions in place.I watched as he started spinning a rope above his head faster and faster… his arms moving back to front, his eyes aiming to throw the rope around a savagery cow’s neck. He puts a hand in his mouth and whistles! Across the meadow, the cow's ear prick up and she immediately trots over.Remember when I said that Bay wasn’t interested in anything that goes on in the Ranch? Well, this right here is a surprise to me as well because I can’t remember when
FATAL DESIRE Heartbeat
Jake had wrapped me into a hug as we got out of the car. Well, I tried to pull away knowing that Bay is watching but his grip was firm. I looked over Jake’s shoulder and my eyes collided with Bay’s. The expression on his face conveyed irritation as he watched.Betrayal, anger and what looked like a glint of jealousy graced his eyes like a volcano. His eyes moves from my eyes to my hands gently patting Jake’s shoulder and he turned on his heels to the stable. All I could think about is how to release myself from Jake so I could go after Bay. I walked into the stable and met Bay pacing and ruffling his hair angrily. I cleared my throat deliberately. He halted and turn to face me, his eyes staring daggers at me. I think the sight of me infuriated him the more because he slammed his fist on the wall. He was hurting himself, and for what?I swallowed nervously as I walk up to the pissed off guy ramming his fist on the wall in front of me. “What do
FATAL DESIRE Back To School
8 daysYes, 8days of suspension and it was finally over. I don’t know how my Dad did it, he didn’t talk much about it, he only came home on a Sunday evening and told me to get ready to go back to class. It was almost starting to feel like I’ve been trapped in the house for decade – except when I’m out working in the ranch. So, you must understand how excited I was when my Dad told me that I’ve been called back.I have missed the school environment and it’s atmosphere. I’ve missed Emily too. In my eight days of suspension we never spoke on phone or even visited each other. Emily seemed to have distanced herself from me since the suspension. I didn’t want to think much about it, maybe she got slammed with homework.“Hey farm girl” a voice called out to me as I wade through the bustling hallway heading towards my locker.It was stupid Brad. I pretended I didn’t hear him and adjusted the iPod in
FATAL DESIRE Loyalty
Tammy and I sat on a table in the cafeteria snacking on a paper bag of peanut butter cookies. I couldn’t get my eyes off of Emily seated at the far end with Claire and the rest of the Cheer. When did they get so close? Not once did Emily try looking my direction because she was engrossed in whatever silly conversation they were having. This used to be our table, where Tammy is seated beside me was Emily's favorite chair and now she’s in Tammy’s spot and she looks pretty happy about it. How can a person Change so much in such a short period of time? Inside of me, something have snapped. I’d never hang out with her again, and I don’t think she’d want to hang with me either. The bond we formed have been broke and looking at her, I’m seeing a complete different person. From her hair, to her makeup – everything has changed. She never wore make-up before and now, her face is shaped with heavy foundation and her lips coated with n
FATAL DESIRE My Sin
“widen your legs” Bay instructed.His voice alone makes the hole inside me to throb. I lifted my dress and spread my legs open. Slightly pinning them against the windshield.“You asked for a quick fuck. Then, I will make it quick” He said and curled his fingers around the edge of my panties “ I told you to stop wearing this Hailey” His breath rasped as he captures my lips into an intense kiss. “Why are you so stubborn?” He bite my lower lip hard enough to make writhe.I squirmed as his fingers rubbed on my clit through the silky lace of my panties. I couldn’t help the moisture that flooded them. I was throbbing with anticipation and he was enjoying teasing me. Bay slide my panties down and moved his hand to yank down the collar of my dress, my nipples beaded tight as he began sucking them into his mouth.“Spread out your legs for me Hailey. Wider! I want to see” He moaned against my mouth.Like a helpless lamb, ready and willing to be used as a sacrifice, I did as he
FATAL DESIRE Self prescribed therapy
There are no words to describe the feeling of betrayal. It was horrible for me, devastating and depressing that I would compare to being punched in the gut or stabbed in the heart. My anxiety kicked in big this time like it never did in the past, and it’s only by the grace of God that I haven’t physical ripped my flesh apart. Emily is a friend I’d gladly take a bullet for, sadly she’s the one pulling the trigger with her gun pointing to my heart. Jake was talking to me, but my mind isn’t with him. My heart was palpating and my mind pondering over a lot of things. I had felt light headed in front of Jake and fainted into his arms at school and I can’t let it happen again otherwise he’d ask questions about my health and I can’t risk him finding out– he’d totally freak out. Aside my Dad, and Emily no one else knows about my mental health disorder.“Let’s go to Oaklay over the weekend” Jake sa
FATAL DESIRE Reconciliation
God! I think Jake has gone insane. He’d still want to be with me after all the horrifying things he just found out about me?. I had ruined his gorgeous face with my fingers, and here he is nuzzling up in my arms. I pulled away from him and faced the wall. The more I looked into his eyes, the more I get a magnetic pull towards him and I didn’t want that. I wanted to stop.“ You still think it’s wrong...? Hailey, no matter how many times you try to push me away I'd still be here. Deep down you love me and you don’t wanna let go. The depth of my love for is incomprehensible, my feelings for you are unimaginable. You complete me… stop pushing me away… look at me” “No Jake. I can’t” “ Why not? You can’t look at me because you're scared - scared that you've fallen madly in love me? You are scared of acceptance? I thought you are brave?" he asked and i hate that he is right. I have fallen in lo
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