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Dear Diary,
Pretty green eyes or is it grey, he stands out in a crowd even if his eyes are closed. Nobody pairs boots with a uniform and actually manage to pull it off. Nobody has hair this curly, but he does. My eyes, they followed him around like a lost puppy.
I think he’s the kind of boyfriend that shields you when somebody is hurting you. Although it hurts my pride like no other, questions my independent women theme (which has been going around a few years) and my superiority complex.
He can be the type of boy who cheers for you in front row, screaming “that’s my girlfriend”
What is it about curly heads? What about them captures my attention, head to toe?
I feel like my crush on Jack Avery started everything. Fan-girling him to a whole new level, I think that’s where my curly head obsession started. I made posters and wallpapers with his song lyrics. His band is really something.&n
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