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Chapter 46: We Were Never Supposed To Happen

Author: Coldfingers
last update Last Updated: 2025-09-17 03:26:19

I feel sick with myself. Ashamed. I loathe the way I melted for him, the way my body betrayed every promise I made. I swore I would never let it happen again. I vowed to myself I would stand strong. And I broke it.

Now I sit here drowning in regret, suffering for a single mistake, the mistake of falling in love with Rhett Lawson.

I’ve denied it over and over, tried to convince myself I could live without him, that I could claw my way free. But my heart refuses. My body refuses. My soul refuses. No matter how much I want to stop loving him, everything inside me clings to him.

That is why I have to go.

I’m leaving. Going far away, where nothing will remind me of him, where his shadow cannot follow me. I’ve told myself this before, but something always kept me rooted. Not anymore. This time there’s no hesitation.

I’ve planned it all. Every step. And once I’m gone, I will never turn back.

Rhett Lawson will never see me again.

~Rhett~

Am I a terrible person for giving in to my desires?

I
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