LOGINPOV: Xitllali De La Rosa
The opportunity I waited eighteen months for finally came when Guillermo was called away for an emergency meeting in another state. There had been a dispute near the border, and he had to take his senior enforcers with him to settle it before sunrise.
He left around two in the morning. Once his convoy drove off, the estate settled into its usual night routine. Four guards stayed outside, two remained in the security room, and one guard walked down the main hallway every twenty minutes.
I stayed in bed until three in the morning, listening to the clock on the wall tick by while my heart pounded in my chest.
If I wanted to escape, I needed one specific thing: the master security codes inside his office safe. Without those codes, the main gates wouldn't open, and the tracking devices on the estate cars would alert his men the second I drove away. I would be caught before I even reached the highway.
When I heard the hall guard's footsteps fade down the far wing, I got out of bed. I pulled on dark trousers and a black sweater I had hidden in the very back of my closet, tied my hair up, and walked out barefoot so my feet wouldn't make a sound on the floor.
Guillermo's office was at the end of the corridor. I have stood beside him enough times to memorize his keypad code. He had never shielded the code from me because he never thought his quiet wife would care about numbers.
4-9-2-8-0.
I typed in the code. The keypad flashed green, and the lock opened with a soft click.
I slipped inside and shut the door behind me. The room smelled like dark leather and Guillermo's cologne. I pulled a small penlight from my pocket and walked straight to the big bookshelf on the wall.
I reached behind a heavy book, searching for the small brass lever I had seen him press months ago.
I clicked on it, and a hidden panel slid back, revealing his steel safe. My hands were cold, but I didn't let them shake. I typed in his birthdate in reverse, and the heavy safe door swung open.
Inside lay stacks of cash, three fake passports, and the black leather notebook containing the master gate codes.
I reached for the notebook, but right underneath it, I saw a thick Manila folder stamped with Guillermo's personal seal.
I was so curious to know what was in it, so I opened it.
Inside it was a sheet of heavy white paper. I held my flashlight close and read the clean typed words:
If you keep the De La Rosa girl at your side, your territory will bleed. Her father will not survive the month, and her family in Monterrey will be taken one by one. Send her away, or watch everyone who shares her blood die.
Tucked behind the letter was a clear photo of my father stepping out of his car in Guadalajara. A red circle was drawn around his head, with a target mark in the corner of the picture.
I suddenly couldn't breathe. My hands shook so hard that the photo almost fell.
Guillermo had received this threat for a while and hidden it in his safe. He didn't tell me a word about it. He was handling it in the dark, and keeping me locked in his house while someone was threatening to kill my father.
I realized the horrifying truth right then. If I stayed married to Guillermo, my family would eventually be killed in his war. If I begged him to let me leave, his pride would never allow it. He would tighten the security, and turn the estate into a fortress where I would never see the sun again.
There was only one way to save my father and get my freedom. I had to fake my death. If I turned into ash, the enemy would have no target left, and Guillermo would have no bride to hide.
Suddenly, a floorboard creaked out in the hallway.
I froze. The beam of my flashlight trembled against the steel safe.
The heavy door handle of Guillermo's office slowly began to turn.
PRESENT DAY — SAN CRISTÓBAL DE LAS CASAS
The sound of breaking glass slammed me right out of the memory and brought me back to reality.
I stumbled back against my flower bench, and I dropped my shears, my heart was hammering as the cold rain blew into the shop.
A man stepped in through the shattered frame.
He was broad-shouldered and tall, wearing a dark wool coat soaked with rain. He stepped over the broken glass with a slow, terrifying calm, his heavy boots making sounds on the floor.
He raised his head, and the streetlamp light caught his sharp jawline, his dark hair, and those hazel-amber eyes that had haunted my dreams for two long years.
Guillermo.
He stood in my small shop, looking straight at me. The room was completely silent except for the falling rain.
"Two years, mi vida," Guillermo whispered, his voice low and rough. "Did you really think you could fake your death in a car fire and hide from me forever?"
Before I could reach under the counter for my knife, Guillermo reached inside his coat.
I braced myself because I thought he was going to point a gun at me.
Instead, he pulled out a matte-black handgun and placed it softly on the wooden counter between us.
Then, the most feared man in Mexico dropped slowly to one knee in front of me, lowered his head, and pushed the gun right into my shaking hands.
POV: Xitllali De La RosaThe opportunity I waited eighteen months for finally came when Guillermo was called away for an emergency meeting in another state. There had been a dispute near the border, and he had to take his senior enforcers with him to settle it before sunrise.He left around two in the morning. Once his convoy drove off, the estate settled into its usual night routine. Four guards stayed outside, two remained in the security room, and one guard walked down the main hallway every twenty minutes.I stayed in bed until three in the morning, listening to the clock on the wall tick by while my heart pounded in my chest.If I wanted to escape, I needed one specific thing: the master security codes inside his office safe. Without those codes, the main gates wouldn't open, and the tracking devices on the estate cars would alert his men the second I drove away. I would be caught before I even reached the highway.When I heard the hall guard's footsteps fade down the far wing, I
POV: Xitllali De La RosaAs I stared through the glass, trying to see the man that stepped out of the black SUV, my thoughts went straight back to Guadalajara. It had been two years, but I still remembered that place more clearly than I wanted to.It never smelled like flowers there. I remembered the cold marble floors, the smell of Guillermo's scotch, and the bleach they used whenever there was blood to clean.Two years ago, before I became Esperanza the florist, I was Xitllali De La Rosa, the daughter of a powerful family, sold off to stitch two rival cartel territories together. My father called it an honor. He called it a strategic alliance.But I called it a life sentence.The Tzotzil-Vargas estate was up in the hills outside Guadalajara. It was huge, with thirty-two rooms and it had more security than any house needed. There were armed guards around the property at all times, and you couldn't go anywhere without seeing one.My husband was Guillermo. To the rest of Mexico, he wa
POV: Xitllali De La Rosa (living as "Esperanza")The knock didn't come again, but I didn't move. I stood between the flower racks, staring at the back door with one hand resting on the iron shears on the counter.The alley had already gone quiet. I waited a few seconds, then picked up the shears and headed toward the back room. I wasn't taking any chances. My fingers gripped the shears tightly, ready to drive the pointed tip into whoever was waiting on the other side of that wood.When I got to the doorway, I stayed against the wall and looked through the little glass pane in the oak door. I saw a shadow shift. But it wasn't a cartel hitman, and it wasn't Guillermo.It was old Doña Teresa, her wool shawl pulled tightly against the rain, and she was holding a wooden crate of fresh marigolds. She tapped gently on the glass again."Esperanza?" her voice called out softly. "I brought the morning flowers, child."A long, silent breath rushed out of my chest. My knees almost gave out. I le
POV: Xitllali De La Rosa (living as "Esperanza")My heart was still racing after the SUV disappeared around the corner.I knelt down and started picking up the broken pieces of the pot.It was probably nothing, I told myself. It was just a passing car. Maybe some rich tourist who had taken a wrong turn. People get lost here all the time. It didn't mean anything."You're going to cut yourself if you handle the big pieces like that."The voice came from behind me. It was low and rough.I turned, and saw Xiaro.He stood in the doorway of La Calandria, one of his shoulders rested against the wooden frame. He was wearing his usual faded apron, and he had flour stains all over it.I'd known Xiaro for almost two years. He was quiet, just like me, and he never talked about where he lived before moving here.There were still things about him I am curious about.Things like the scars on his body. There were several of them. Some were faded and uneven, and they ran across his forearms. They didn
POV: Xitllali De La Rosa (living as "Esperanza")It's freezing in San Cristóbal this morning. The streets are still wet from last night's rain, and everything smells like damp earth and pine.I open my flower shop, La Calandria, at five every morning.The streets are still dark at that hour, and the lock on the door is always cold against my fingers. I never bother wearing gloves because the sting from the cold always wakes me up better than coffee does. It reminds me that I am here, standing on solid ground, miles away from the life that I ran away from.The shop is very quiet when I step inside. The flowers are waiting where I left them, and for a while, there is nobody else around.It's just me in here, completely alone as usual.I tucked a strand of dark hair behind my ear and glanced out the window. It's something I've been doing for years now. I always check out the window, the streets, and watch the people outside. Even when the street is completely empty, my eyes still scan th







