LOGINSierra
I climb into the backseat of Ambrose’s town car. I am a mess. I am upset and heartbroken. My father left not too long ago. It was one of the hardest goodbyes of my life. I don’t know what I am going to do without him. I can’t even call him. Anything that could be tracked has been left behind.
“I could have driven myself.” I snap as he slips in next to me.
“Someone will drive your car to my place.”
“Or better yet, you take it to my apartment because tomorrow I will be going back there,” I say firmly and cross my arms over my chest.
“No, you won’t be. You will stay with me until your father returns, or we get word you are out of harm’s way.”
“I am not staying with you.” I hiss, getting more irritated by the second.
“Yes, you are. I promised your father.” He hisses back.
“You can’t force me to stay!”
“Yes, I can. You are staying at mine. End of discussion, Sierra.” He says sternly.
“What are you going to do? Lock me up in your fucking basement or cuff me to the bed.”
Who does he think he is?
I watch a smirk curl on his lips. “If I need to.”
I roll my eyes and shake my head, “Go and screw yourself, Ambrose.”
I turn away from him and stare out of the window. The tears brim in my eyes. There will be a lot of tears, worry, and sadness for a while.
Ambrose sighs from next to me, “I know this isn’t ideal for either of us, but it is how it needs to be. I made a promise to your father, and I intend to keep it. You are at risk, Sierra and with me, you will be protected.”
His voice is softer than what I am used to.
I wipe my tears away and turn to face him. “It isn’t like he will know. He isn’t here. How much danger can I really be in?”
“I will know. You are in danger; that is all you need to know. If you don’t come and stay with me, I will come to your apartment to stay. It doesn’t matter either way. I will be around.”
My roommate doesn’t need him hanging around.
“And what about my classes and my work? Do I have to stop those, too?”
“Of course not. You can still go, but I will drop you off and pick you up. If I can’t, someone will. There will also be someone nearby in case you need them. Discreetly, of course.” He replies.
“Why don’t you just lock me up and throw away the keys?”
Sarcasm drips from every word.
“Stop being such a drama queen. There could be worse places for you to stay.”
I don’t even say another word. I am too exhausted to continue with the argument. I wish this were all a bad dream. It would kill me if I lost my father. The tears fall, and I don’t try to stop them this time. I don’t know how I am going to deal with staying with Ambrose. I am sure I can find a way to get away from him. I will stay for a few days until I can come up with a plan. There is no chance in hell that I will stay longer than needed. I can take care of myself. I sure don’t need him to protect me.
The rest of the ride is in silence, which is fine with me.
“What am I supposed to sleep in?” I ask as we pull up outside of his massive, fancy home. I have been here before with my father. I won’t be sleeping tonight. I will be too worried, but I would rather hide in a bedroom, in a bed, away from him.
“I will give you something to sleep in.”
“Okay,” I reply and climb out of the car.
The last place I want to be is here. I sigh as I wait for him to let us in. I need to get away from him. He finally appears and lets us inside, locking up behind us.
“Follow me.”
There is no emotion in his voice. I nod, and he leads me upstairs. He stops outside one of the many bedrooms he has. He opens the door and switches on the light.
“This will be your room. I will give you something to sleep in,” he says and walks away.
I head in and sit at the bottom of the bed, glancing around. I would rather be at home or at my father’s house. I wait for him to return. He does a few minutes later and comes into the room.
“Here. Sleep in those. Goodnight.”
He walks out and closes the door. I groan and change into the tee and joggers he gave me. I climb into bed, lie down and stare at the ceiling. I hope my dad is okay. I wish I knew where he planned on going. I assume he is out of the country if he is using a private jet. Wherever he is, I need him to be safe.
I close my eyes and try to think of other things, more positive things. It isn’t working. It is going to be a long night. I wish they would have told me more of what was going on. I can handle it. I am not a child.
I hate secrets! My father and I didn’t have them until now. I know I shouldn’t be, but I am angry with him. He wouldn’t have put either of us in danger on purpose, but I can’t help how I feel. Too many emotions are running around at once.
***
It is five in the morning, and I haven’t had a wink of sleep. The house has been quiet for a while. I assume Ambrose is asleep. Maybe this would be a good time for me to leave. He can’t stop me if he is sleeping.
I am as quiet as possible as I climb out of bed. I change back into my clothes. I can’t go home; Ambrose knows where I stay. I can find a friend to stay with. Anywhere is better than here. I sneak out of the room and downstairs. I listen carefully as I approach the front door, making sure he hasn’t woken up. I reach to unlock the door and smirk as I do.
Suddenly, a light comes on from behind me. I freeze.
“Where do you think you are going?” Ambrose’s annoyed voice says from behind me.
I roll my eyes. “Away.”
I hear him approach me. I am still going to take my chance. I pull the front door open. As I go to take a step outside, he grabs me from behind and pulls me back inside. He kicks the door closed and presses my back to it. I gasp, not expecting it. He steps in and traps me between him and the door.
“You aren’t going anywhere. Get back to bed.”
“No! Why won’t you just let me go? I don’t want to be here. You don’t want me here.”
He slams his hand against the door. I jump at his action.
“Stop acting like a fucking child. You are staying here, end of. Your father has enough to worry about. You don’t need to add to it.” He snaps, his breathing heavy.
He is staring down at me intensely. Is he trying to be intimidating? I place my hand on his chest and push him away from me.
“I fucking hate you.” I snarl and storm off.
“The feeling is mutual sweetness.” He calls back.
I honestly don’t know why we don’t get along. It didn’t really matter when I was younger. He just ignored me. The older I got, the more we clashed.
“And you call me a child,” I yell and rush upstairs.
I am twenty-four years old, but he is thirty-three. He should be more mature than I.
“Try and sneak out again, it will only make things more difficult for you.”
It is going to be torture! I can try and find a way to get away from him, but something tells me he isn’t going to make it easy for me. If I have to stay here, I need to make the most of it. I can make his life a living hell. He will tire of me, hopefully, and tell me to leave. It won’t take much to get under his skin. He already hates me, and he has no patience.
I toss myself back onto the bed and groan in frustration. Thank God I have a free day tomorrow since I won’t be sleeping. I wouldn’t be able to focus on anything with so much on my mind. I can’t even talk to anyone about it. I am on my own.
SierraI wake from my nap and groan. My head is pounding, and I have a disgusting taste in my mouth. I shouldn’t have drunk so much. Vodka is the one drink that always gives me hangovers. I can’t believe I threw myself at Ambrose! It is a good thing he said no. I needed a distraction, and he was there. It would have been stupid of me. I search for my cell, but I can’t find it. Where is it? It was there when I settled down to sleep. Groaning, I slowly sit up and look for the clock for the time. It is seven o’clock in the evening. Great! I won’t sleep tonight. My cell can only be in one other place, and that is wherever Ambrose has put it. He is the only one in the house who would have taken it. Asshole!I pull my hungover ass out of bed, needing water and food. I am starving. I haven’t eaten today, as far as I can remember. Wrapping a dressing gown around me, I head downstairs. The closer I get to the kitchen, the more I smell something cooking. It smells like macaroni cheese. I hope t
AmbroseI return home from work earlier than planned. I was worried. Sierra managed to talk me into letting her stay home alone. I got her to agree to allow Wade to check in every few hours. I did have two guys outside of the house just in case. Sierra seems to be doing a little better. She is on two different medications along with sleeping pills. Her first therapy session was a few days ago. I still haven't managed to get her to leave the house, only to the backyard. Her session and doctor appointments happened here at the house. I haven't given up, though. It will be the next step.The second I enter the house, loud music fills the house. What the hell? There is no need for the music to be as loud. I can't hear myself think with the noise. I call for Sierra, but there is no answer. She won't be able to hear me. I head further into the house and spot her. Sierra is dancing around the living room with a bottle of vodka in her hand. What is she doing? I don't even know if she should b
AmbroseI head up to my room to change for my swim. I feel helpless. I hate that I can’t help Sierra. I didn’t want to get a doctor or therapist, but they felt like my last options. I need her to be okay. She can’t continue to lock herself away from the world. I change, grab a towel and stop outside of her room. I knock lightly and wait for her to invite me in. She does, a second later.I pop my head in to see her snuggled under the covers. “Are you sure you don’t want to come for a swim?”“Positive.” She whispers.“Okay.” I sigh, defeated, and leave her alone.I am worried about her. She isn’t eating right. She is sleeping way too much, and she is barely moving, which isn’t good for her body or mental health. I wish I could make her feel better, but only Sierra can do that. I make my way outside, diving into the pool. It is a good distraction, a way for me to destress. What Sierra needs is her father! He should be here. We would keep him safe here, but no, he decided it was best to s
SierraThe last couple of weeks have been a blur. I’ve barely left my bedroom. I spend my time sleeping or studying. I quit my job because I don’t want to leave the house. I don’t know how Ambrose managed it, but my classes have been moved online. I haven’t stepped out of the house. I am too scared. I am suffering from trauma; I know that for sure. Ambrose is fine, even if he is the one who got shot. He is acting like nothing happened. Then again, by what he said, it isn’t the first time he has been in such a situation. I don’t know if I will ever get over it. It still haunts my dreams every night.What I need is to see my father, but that isn’t going to be possible. He is in Asia somewhere. I begged him to let me go to him, but he wouldn’t let me. I hung up on him after that, which was a couple of days after everything happened. I haven’t spoken to him since. I am angry with him. He chose to still stay away from me after what happened. I am probably in more danger than he is. I truly
AmbroseSierra has fallen asleep as we fly back home. I don’t know how she managed it, but she convinced Wade to come with us. He really does have a soft spot for her.“What is our next move, sir?” Wade asks.“I am going to find out who sent them and return the favour. No one gets away with shooting me or putting Sierra’s life in danger. I am going to every single one of the fuckers out.” My jaw clenches as anger runs through me.“Ambrose, you need a plan. You can’t run in all guns blazing. You are going to get yourself killed. You have people who can take care of these things for you.”“I don’t care. I will deal with it myself. You never saw how terrified Sierra was. I have never seen fear in someone in the way I did her. No one is getting away with that.”I glance down at Sierra, who has her head resting on my shoulder, her hand gripping mine, fast asleep. I sigh, shaking my head. I was supposed to protect her. Now, she is going to have the trauma of what happened for the rest of he
SierraThe last, however long, have been the longest of my life. All the noise outside, the yelling, the gunshots are too much. I am on the floor, with my hands over my ears, rocking back and forth, squealing with the sound of every shot. All while making sure Ambrose doesn’t bleed out. My stress is through the roof, and I am so close to passing out and hoping it will all go away.Silence falls from the outside. No voices. No gunshots.“Sierra, please come here,” Ambrose says, his voice is quieter, hoarse almost.It panics me, and I rush over, making sure he is okay. The bleeding has eased, but not stopped.“Ambrose, are you okay? Are you dizzy? Tired? Going to pass out?”I don’t know what a gunshot can do to a person, even if he told me he isn’t in any danger. He has still lost a lot of blood.“I am okay. Are you?” he asks, leaning forward and caressing my face.I whimper, shaking my head. “No. I want out of here. I want someone with medical training to take care of you. I need all o







