4. Cyber Claws Pup Hospital

As I stood there, the sound of a chair being moved caught my attention, and then Alpha Alek's voice filled the air. Yet, amidst his words, an undeniable sensation washed over me—his voice was irresistibly alluring.

He had been talking for what felt like an eternity, and the elevator remained silent, its doors never parting. But then, finally, I heard the unmistakable sound of footsteps, followed by the frantic voice of someone I hoped to never hear again, filled with terror and desperation.

“Where is he? Is it real? Am I really a dad? Where is he? Why didn’t anyone let me know I was a father?!””

Deiniol was here, and our son was not. In that moment, a wave of reality crashed over me, and I could hear the female officer who had been my anchor in this storm moving towards him, her voice steady and commanding as she shout.

“Please, take a moment to breathe. I need you to stay right there, or I may have to take more serious action.”

Her words anchored me, yet I felt a heavy weight in my chest at the thought of facing my Alpha and enduring every single question, especially if Deiniol chose to confront me about why I had kept my pregnancy a secret from the start.

As I prayed in silence, a wave of discomfort washed over me; the headache intensified, and pain coursed through my body. Yet, I clung to the present, determined to remain anchored as I listened to Aloha Alek's voice once more.

“I regret that you must receive this news in such a way, but I want to emphasize one important point: Michail's decision to keep her pregnancy, give birth to your son, and raise him will be safeguarded by my pack. You were never granted the right to harm her or act violently towards a chosen mate. Do you understand, Deiniol?”

His words made me exhale deeply, but Deiniol, as always, growled, and that was the last thing he should have ever done to his current Alpha.

“It’s my pup! I deserve to know if she was pregnant! This is why we could never work, Michail! You always believed you could have everything you wanted, disregarding those who stood by you! How is this ffair?!”

His words struck deep, echoing the reasons I had for keeping my son hidden and the fierce desire to shield him from harm. Yet, instead of offering a defense, Alpha Alek's voice cut through once more.

“In due time, you will be made aware of this situation. Cadet Florence, please escort him to the waiting room above and remain by his side. If he attempts anything, do what is necessary to ensure his compliance.”

The officer named Florence led Deiniol away from the room and into the elevator, bringing us to a waiting area that filled me with a sense of calm. Yet, a lingering worry gnawed at me about what was to come next.

After what felt like an eternity, I finally heard my son's pediatrician speak with a calm professionalism that both reassured and unsettled me.

“Miss Toth, I want to express my deepest apologies for not providing you with all the details. The news we have to share is far too significant to convey over the phone. We remember that Zebasthian was at the daycare of your workplace today, but unfortunately, we could only rely on the information gathered by the police force and Alpha Alek. In this bed lies the lifeless body of Zebasthian, who we have determined tragically passed away due to drowning.”

Motionless form.

Zebasthian was gone.

The words struck me with an intensity I never anticipated, overwhelming my senses. In a moment of pure instinct, I stumbled backward and found myself collapsing into the chair the cadet had thoughtfully arranged for me.

No words escaped my lips; I was frozen in place, utterly lost in the moment. My body betrayed me, reacting to the devastating news; tears streamed down my face as I struggled to breathe, overwhelmed by the unbearable reality that my son was no longer with me.

Alpha Alek approached me, offering a box of tissues as he crouched down, his knees bending gently. In that moment, I reached for his hand, seeking solace, and his response was unexpected; a low growl escaped him, his voice deep and resonant as he spoke.

“Everything will be okay. I understand that this is a difficult time, but I promise you will be protected and cared for. If you’re comfortable staying at my estate while we work through this, we can unravel the mystery together more quickly. Your ex-husband won’t be with us, as he has to leave tonight in his deployment.”

His words were intended to bring me comfort, yet they only heightened my anxiety. I was alone in my home, the last remnant of my time with Zebasthian. The thought of leaving felt like a betrayal, a shattering of the precious memories I held of my baby boy. The image of his face from this morning flooded my mind, threatening to unravel the fragile resolve I had to remain in this room.

His small wavy dark blond curls and adorable big olive green eyes were looking up at me, pleading for some kids' boosters. The joyful sounds he made while sipping his milk, munching on crackers, and playing with his little tablet in his cozy shirt and short light jeans, paired with his black sneakers that held his AirTag, filled the room with warmth.

The memory of my son before this tragedy consumed me, leaving an ache in my heart. All I longed for was to hold him close again. I yearned for my baby to be back in my arms; I needed his embrace more than ever, and the reality of never feeling that warmth again was unbearable.

With tears streaming down my face, Alpha Alek gently urged the staff to leave, sending them to deliver the heartbreaking news to my ex-husband. As they departed, I felt him lift me up, wrapping me in a warm embrace that eased my suffering. In that moment, I felt a sense of belonging and safety with him, yet a deep fear lingered within me, holding me back from opening my eyes and facing the harshness of reality once more.

Believing that Alpha Alek might release me, tears streamed down my face even more intensely, and then his voice broke through, causing me to hiccup uncontrollably.

“I understand that your home is not a place of comfort right now, as we need to conduct our investigation. I want to assure you that your son’s body is being treated with the utmost respect and care, resting here until we conclude our work. When the time comes and if you feel ready to say goodbye, I will be here to support you every step of the way. Please, Michi, let me be there for you during this challenging time.”

His voice was filled with such sincerity and warmth that I nearly lost sight of the fact that he is my Alpha and not my mate. Despite that, it feels like he embodies everything I could wish for in a partner, and he genuinely demonstrates his care for me and for my beloved son who is no longer with us.

The warmth of the embrace enveloped me, bringing a sense of comfort, yet a lingering emptiness tugged at my heart. It was as if a vital piece was absent, and then, like a whisper in the dark, my ultimate secret surfaced in my mind.

I had no wolf, within me, yet I found solace in the embrace of my Alpha.

My eyes widened, and in that moment, a rush of thoughts flooded my mind: should I release my fears and rush to my son, or what path should I take now?