LOGINDrevin shows up forty-three minutes later.
Not that I’m counting.
I’m sitting cross-legged on my bed pretending to watch a video on my phone when I hear his truck pull into the driveway.
My attention snaps toward the window.
Pathetic.
Absolutely pathetic.
I force myself to wait another thirty seconds before getting up.
Then twenty.
Fine.
Ten.
By the time I reach the bottom of the stairs, the front door is already opening.
Drevin walks in without knocking.
“Anybody home?”
“No,” I call.
His head turns toward me.
The grin that spreads across his face makes the stupid tension I’ve carried around all day loosen a little.
“There she is.”
“You said maybe.”
“And yet, here I am.”
“You could’ve texted.”
“You could’ve missed me quietly.”
I roll my eyes.
But I’m smiling.
I hate that he knows it.
Drevin starts toward me.
For one hopeful second, I think he’s going to hug me the way he usually does.
Instead, he bumps his shoulder lightly against mine as he passes.
It shouldn’t bother me.
It does.
“You smell like coffee,” he says.
“I work at a café.”
“Really? I thought you spent your shifts fighting elderly women for pastries.”
“Only on Tuesdays.”
“Good. I was worried.”
He reaches for the paper bag I left on the kitchen counter earlier.
I smack his hand.
“No.”
Drevin looks offended.
“You brought bakery food home and didn’t save me anything?”
“You weren’t here.”
“I’m here now.”
“So is the concept of consequences.”
He stares at me.
“You’ve been spending too much time with Callum.”
“Impossible.”
“Agreed.”
“Glad we—”
Drevin stops.
His entire expression changes.
I follow his gaze.
Logan is still sitting at the kitchen table.
Callum is beside him, sorting through the patrol papers they apparently haven’t finished discussing after nearly an hour.
Logan looks up.
The room immediately feels different.
Not louder.
Not even tense exactly.
Just sharper.
Drevin’s smile disappears.
“Kingsley.”
“Brooks.”
I glance between them.
There it is.
The bizarre, completely unreasonable hatred that has existed between Drevin and Logan for as long as I can remember.
I still don’t know exactly how it started.
Ask Callum and he says they’ve “always rubbed each other the wrong way.”
Ask Drevin and he’ll give you a thirty-minute explanation about Logan being an arrogant, entitled control freak.
I have never bothered asking Logan.
I assume he’d stare at me for several seconds and say something deeply helpful like, Drevin is irresponsible.
Callum doesn’t even look up from the papers.
“If either of you starts, take it outside.”
Drevin leans against the counter.
“Start what?”
Callum flips a page.
“Whatever stupid competition the two of you invented in your heads.”
Logan’s mouth tightens.
“There’s no competition.”
Drevin laughs once.
“Of course you’d think that.”
Logan slowly looks at him.
“What exactly do you imagine we’re competing over?”
Drevin’s grin returns.
But it isn’t the one he uses with me.
This one has teeth.
“I’m sure you’ll figure it out. You’re the future Alpha.”
I groan.
“Oh my God.”
Neither looks at me.
Wonderful.
Drevin reaches into the bakery bag.
I slap his hand again.
That gets his attention.
“What?”
“You still haven’t asked.”
He stares at me like I’ve lost my mind.
“For food?”
“Yes.”
“Camille.”
“Drevin.”
He sighs dramatically.
“May I please have one of the pastries that you definitely brought home intending for me to eat anyway?”
“No.”
His mouth falls open.
I grin and hand him a cinnamon roll.
“You’re awful.”
“You love me.”
The words come out automatically.
They’ve been exchanged between us a thousand times.
Drevin freezes for half a heartbeat.
My smile falters.
Then he takes the cinnamon roll.
“Unfortunately.”
Something twists strangely in my chest.
I look away first.
Callum finally abandons the paperwork.
“You staying for dinner?”
Drevin takes a huge bite.
“If your mom’s cooking.”
“Leech,” Callum says.
“Jealous because your family likes me better?”
“No one likes you.”
Camille’s father appears in the doorway from the garage.
“I like him.”
Drevin points at him triumphantly.
“See?”
Dad grabs a bottle of water from the refrigerator.
“You fix my truck for free.”
Drevin’s expression falls.
“Wow.”
Dad pats his shoulder.
“Reality hurts.”
Logan makes the smallest sound.
Drevin’s head snaps toward him.
“Something funny?”
“No.”
“You looked amused.”
“I wasn’t.”
“You were.”
I look at Callum.
“Do they always sound like divorced parents?”
Callum snorts.
Dad nearly spits out his water.
Drevin looks at me.
Logan does too.
I gesture between them.
“What? You’re exhausting.”
“We barely said anything,” Drevin argues.
“You said ‘Kingsley’ like you wanted to challenge him to a duel.”
“I always say his name like that.”
“That is not helping your case.”
Logan gathers the papers into a neat stack.
“At least she’s observant.”
Drevin’s eyes narrow.
“Didn’t ask you.”
“And yet I spoke.”
“Oh, good,” I say. “We’re progressing. Soon you two might learn full sentences.”
Callum laughs.
Drevin flips him off.
Logan stands.
He’s taller than Drevin by maybe an inch, but somehow the difference feels larger when they’re standing across from each other.
Drevin straightens.
Immediately.
There’s something almost instinctive about it.
Challenge meeting challenge.
Neither man smiles.
I step between them.
Not because I think they’re actually about to fight.
Probably.
“New rule.”
Drevin looks down at me.
“No.”
“You don’t even know what it is.”
“I know your rules.”
“You usually ignore them.”
“Exactly.”
I point toward the pantry.
“I’m going to lock both of you in there until one of you develops basic manners.”
Callum leans back in his chair.
“I support this.”
“You’re not helping,” Logan says.
“I’m not trying to.”
Drevin looks at the pantry.
“Too small.”
“I’ll make it work.”
“For him, maybe.”
Logan’s eyes go flat.
“What does that mean?”
Drevin grins.
“Whatever you want it to mean.”
“Drevin.”
My tone must register because he looks at me.
I shake my head.
Enough.
For a second, he seems ready to keep going.
Then his shoulders relax.
“Fine.”
Logan notices.
His gaze moves from Drevin to me.
Something unreadable passes across his face.
Then he picks up the papers.
“We’re finished anyway.”
Callum stands.
“Finally.”
Logan nods once toward my dad.
“Thanks for letting us use the table.”
“Anytime.”
Then his eyes land on me.
“Camille.”
There it is again.
My name.
Nothing else.
I lift a hand.
“Logan.”
He walks out.
Drevin watches until the front door closes.
Then he mutters, “Asshole.”
I turn on him.
“You started that.”
“He exists aggressively.”
I burst out laughing.
“I don’t even know what that means.”
“It means he’s Logan.”
Drevin steals another bite of his cinnamon roll.
I shake my head.
“You know, if I ever figure out why you two hate each other, I’m charging admission.”
“You’d make a fortune.”
“I could retire.”
His grin appears.
For a moment, he looks like himself again.
My Drevin.
The boy who has spent most of his life irritating me on purpose.
I smile and step toward him.
“Are you actually staying for dinner?”
“Maybe.”
I groan.
“You and that word today.”
“What?”
“You keep saying maybe.”
His smile slips.
Only slightly.
I’m close enough now that normally he’d reach for me without thinking.
An arm around my shoulders.
A hand at my waist.
Something.
Instead, both hands disappear into the pockets of his hoodie.
Again.
I stare at them.
Then at him.
“You really are avoiding me.”
Drevin goes completely still.
The joking vanishes.
For one second, neither of us says anything.
Then he laughs.
Too late.
Too forced.
“I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
“Yes, you do.”
“Cam—”
I grab his wrist before he can move away.
The reaction is instant.
Drevin jerks out of my grip.
Not hard enough to hurt me.
But fast.
Like my touch burned him.
I freeze.
So does he.
His eyes widen.
“Camille—”
I lower my hand.
Drevin stares at me with something dangerously close to panic.
And suddenly I know one thing for certain.
Whatever has been wrong with my best friend all week—
he knows exactly what it is.
And he’s hiding it from me.
I don't get a response from Drevin.Not that I'm waiting for one.Okay, maybe I check my phone a couple of times before I finally plug it in to charge. But that's only because he was the one who wanted to talk in the first place. You'd think he'd have his phone nearby.Maybe he's busy, Nyx offers.Then he can be busy.She doesn't answer, but I can practically feel her rolling her eyes.I turn my phone facedown on the nightstand and climb beneath my blankets. For a little while, I stare at the ceiling, listening to the muffled sound of the television downstairs.Part of me wants to pick the phone up again.I don't.Eventually, I roll onto my side and fall asleep.***The next morning, I wake feeling better than I have in days.Not perfect. My legs are still a little sore from my first shift, and there's a dull ache in my shoulders when I stretch, but at least my head doesn't feel like it's stuffed with cotton anymore.I reach for my phone.Nothing.I stare at the empty notifications fo
"You know," Callum says around another mouthful of pizza, "this tastes a lot better when it's stolen."I narrow my eyes at him."Get off me, you big oaf!" I laugh, shoving against his shoulder.He grins and deliberately drops more of his weight onto me."Say please.""Callum!" I shriek, smacking his arm. "You're crushing me!""Please, Callum, my favorite and most handsome brother," he says in a high-pitched voice, apparently trying to imitate me."You're my only brother, idiot!""And your favorite."I roll my eyes before managing to shove him hard enough that he loses his balance. He tumbles sideways, and I scramble to my feet before he can grab me again."You're such a jerk.""Love you too, Cammy."I stick my tongue out at him and head back toward the kitchen, brushing myself off.Ask him.Nyx's voice sounds in my head.I'm getting to it.You were staring at him.Thank you, I hadn't noticed.She huffs and settles back into silence.Callum catches up to me just as I reach the kitchen,
"Screw cooking, I ordered pizza," Mom announces as she walks back into the living room.I jump, startled, my attention still fixed on Drevin's text."Hmm?" I glance up at her, quickly locking my phone and placing it facedown on the coffee table. I try my best not to let her see how much that message has affected me."I said I ordered pizza," she repeats, a little slower and quieter this time."Oh, yeah. That's great. Dad and Callum love pizza.""Yeah, plus we're not done with our girls' day.""We aren't?" I'd assumed that with Dad and Callum coming home soon, our girls' day would be over."No way, favorite daughter!""Only daughter," I remind her, rolling my eyes.She laughs and reaches down to pull a box from the floor.For a moment, I feel a familiar rush of excitement before reminding myself that I'm not five years old anymore.Still, somehow, that box has the same giddy effect on me that it always has.It's nothing special to look at. Just a plain white box, battered and worn from
A couple of hours later, I find myself curled up on the couch beside Mom, my face covered in some kind of dark green goop.According to her, the mask is supposed to detoxify and tighten my skin, while the lavender oil in it is meant to help me relax. Apparently, it's also great for headaches and relieving tension."Okay, what are we watching?" she asks, tossing me the remote. "There's a new romantic comedy on Netflix I've been dying to see."My nose wrinkles before I have a chance to school my expression.Unsurprisingly, Mom notices, but she doesn't say a word."Or," she continues, "I saw a new documentary on Hulu about that serial killer on the West Coast." She smiles and reaches for the bowl of popcorn on the coffee table. "You know, the one who leaves tarot cards at every murder scene?""That one!" I say before she can suggest anything else. "You know I can't resist a good serial killer documentary."Mom smiles and nods as I press the Hulu button on the remote and search for it.A
By the time the sun rises the next morning, I am wrecked. My body hurts, my head feels swollen and plugged, and worst of all, there is a throbbing thread that seems to lead to the one person I least want to think about right now.I pull myself from bed, turning the shower to scalding before slipping beneath the spray and letting the heat cascade over me.When I step out ten minutes later, I only feel marginally better. I look a little better, at least. The angry redness around my eyes has faded, though faint shadows still sit beneath them, and my face isn’t quite as puffy as it was when I climbed out of bed.I sigh as I stare at my reflection in the mirror, my hair dripping around me.*I think this might be the best it’s going to get today.*I can feel Nyx inside my mind. She doesn’t speak, but she rubs against my ribs in quiet comfort.I slip into a pair of maroon sweats and a black hoodie before carefully opening my bedroom door. I linger in the doorway, listening for the familiar s
Callum opens the back door just as I reach the first step.Of course.That’s the thing about my brother. He has this supernatural ability to appear at the lowest moments in my life. The ones I don’t want anyone to witness. Usually shoveling food in his mouth as he asks questions.Tonight he opens the door in gray sweatpants and an old Washington Commanders T-shirt stretched over his broad frame, a turkey sandwich hanging from his hand, mustard staining his cheek. His brows furrow as his gaze travels over me.“Jesus, Cam.”I glance down at myself. Mud streaks my pants, the knees dark and wet. My sweater has water stains and is still damp around the cuffs from brushing the wet undergrowth, there is a dark smear across one sleeve where I must have wiped my face at some point. My hair feels like a mess, I imagine it looks much worse. I could hear the crunch of leaves as I tuck it behind my ears.“I.. went running.”He frowns.“At midnight?”“Nyx likes cardio.” I shrug casually, maybe t







