EricaRubbing the lotion into Devon's stomach and I thought about holding her for the first time. How her cries would sound. Rather or not she looked like Jennifer or Devon or a perfect mix of them both. I wondered if Jennifer would miraculously regain her memory in time for the baby and if I had a chance to stay with Devon or be a part of the baby's life.After the thoughts dwindled down, I realized I had finished rubbing her down with the lotion. I looked up to see she was sound asleep. I smile lightly at how peaceful she looked asleep and tuck a stray curly from her face. She let out a content sigh and I gingerly dress her in one of my loose tanks that fit her perfectly with her fuller breasts and plump baby bump. I also helped her into a pair of my loose shorts that had an elastic band at the waist that I could care less if her baby bump stretched out.I dress in similar clothing and lay next to her. I gently rub her stomach and she lets out a sleepy sigh, rolling to lay on my che
DevonHave you ever been in love? That heart racing, breath taking, butterflies in the stomach in love? No? We I have and it was taken away from me by a psychotic bitch. She ran my girlfriend over after she pushed me away, pregnant with her child. Yes, my girlfriend was an intersex woman.It's been two weeks and I can't bring myself to look at her. It's her first day back and the psychotic bitch has been all over her, rubbing it in my face. I ran to the one person in this school who knew my secret. She has a free first period and I really needed her. She's been there to comfort me the last few weeks and I'm grateful for her. Her classroom door was open and I walk in as she looks up from her session plans for this week. One look at the tears rolling down my cheeks and she knew why I was here. The whole school knew Jennifer was coming back today. The other teachers knew Jennifer and I were dating and lost her memory of me, but only Miss James knows about the baby.She closes the classr
EricaI was sitting in my classroom the next morning. The bell for second period has rung and I sat there, waiting for my class to enter. The first two to enter were Jennifer and Jessica. The sight of Jessica alone makes my stomach twist with disgust of knowing what she's done. I look at Jennifer who looks bored of Jessica's presence and I snicker on the inside More students pile in, but my eyes stay between the two of them. The tardy bell rings and I close the door to my classroom. Devon is in my next period. Julie was able to alter her schedule yesterday and the other teachers were understanding about it knowing how Jessica and her family are.I walk up to the board and write TEST in bold letters. I hear groans from everyone in the room and turn to face them. Jennifer raises her hand and I nod for her to speak. "I'm sorry, I haven't been here to know what's on the test. Do I still need to take it," she asks worriedly and I can see the panic in her eyes "Jennifer is the only except
DevonI was sitting on the floor of my shower, sobbing uncontrollably as I hugged my arms around my stomach. I'm trying hard to sift through my feelings and I keep losing the battle. I'm torn from wanting Jennifer to get her memory back to developing feelings for Miss James.There are a few things standing in our way. One, she's my teacher. Two, I'm pregnant. Three, Jennifer could get her memory back. Four, she misses her wife Alexis. The way she broke down yesterday about missing her, how do I express how I feel? Could it be because of my pregnancy hormones? God, why does this have to be so hard? Why send me someone to love, then take their memory? Why send me someone else to love, but can't exactly have? Please stop torturing me.Suddenly the shower water stops and warm hands gingerly help me to my feet. I look up and meet eyes with Miss James. Her eyes held concern as she wraps me in a towel. Before either of us could leave the bathroom, I walk in her arms and place my forehead on
EricaLucia convinced me to stay the night in the guest room. I was planning on going home for the night, but she said we could start tutoring after breakfast. Not wanting to disappoint her, I agreed. I caught Devon's relieved breath out of the corner of my eye and Lucia chuckled as Devon went up to change for bed. Lucia has me follow her to the guest room and it just happens to be next door to Devon's. She smirks at me before heading across the hall to her room. Before opening the door she turns to look at me. "If you need to borrow clothes, you're the same size as Devon," she says with a wink and enters her bedroom.I felt my face burn and knock on Devon's door. I hear a faint, "Come in," I open the door.The sight before me froze me in place. Devon was topless with her back to me. I quickly turn around, knocking a photo of the desk by the door. "Sorry," I say embarrassed. "Your mother said I could ask you for something to sleep in."I felt her hand on my shoulder and turned to fac
DevonErica went home when my mom got off work. She brought me home some chicken tenders and fries when I sent her a text I wanted some. She looked at me concerned when Erica left, wondering what happened. I told her I didn't want to talk about it and she left it alone.We ate our dinner in silence and I went up for a relaxing bath. I needed it after all the stress I'd been through and was hoping it would help me relax enough to sleep. I was playing with the suds when my mother poked her head in the bathroom with concern in her eyes."Mija, I don't like when you're upset and don't tell me what's wrong," she says with worry in her tone."I'm just trying to sort through my feelings Mama," I say quietly and go back to playing with the suds. "My hormones are off balance and I almost lost my baby due to stressing about Jennifer. I just want to forget like she did.""That's not all that's bothering you, but I won't push it. I'm here when you're ready to talk, okay," she says in a soothing w
EricaI knock Devon's front door with the feeling of being watched, but I ignore it. I don't want to alarm her or her mother. I wait a minute before the door opens to reveal Lucia. She was still in her work uniform so my guess is she was just getting home.She smiles at me and lets me enter. "I just got home. Devon must be in her room. You can go on up, I'll bring snacks in a bit," she says with a smile.I nod and made my way up to her room. Her door was ajar and I pushed it open. Devon was sprawled in her bed wearing a sports bra and shorts. Her schoolwork spread out over the bed with her fast asleep with a pan in her hand. I smile at the sight and carefully clean her bed of her schoolwork.I was able to do so without waking her and gingerly removed the pen from her grasp. She shutters a sleepy sigh and adjusts her sleeping position. Her stomach was in plain view and I smiled at the forming bump at her lower abdomen. I cover her with the duvet and turn to see Lucia watching from the
EricaI woke in a tangled mess of limbs with Devon. Last night felt like a dream but her naked body pressing against mine told me it wasn't. She's the first since Alexis and hopefully the last. After last night I can't imagine my life without her.I rub the back of my fingers lightly up and down her arm as she continues to sleep. She lets out a content sigh, turning her face in my neck. I couldn't stop the smile from forming on my lips. I'm falling for her hard and I knew I'd wait for her. I know we're testing waters right now and it's up to her in the end.I caress her tiny bump and let my thumb lightly sweep at her skin. "Mmm, that feels good," she says in a husky whisper from sleep. "Don't stop, please?"I obliged what she asked for and kept going. "Did you sleep okay," I ask in a soothing whisper."Mmm, I slept like a baby. You were amazing last night, I didn't want to stop," she says in a seductive whisper and looks at me with a hunger in her eyes. "Have any spare time before wor