The Beginning

I woke up this morning like any other morning. My eyes squinting as the sunshine peered through my window. I stretch out and realize my arm is touching something or rather someone, feeling warm skin beneath my arm.

I jump as his hand grabs my arm!!!

I didn't remember much from last night but, I do remember falling into my empty bed still dressed from my night out.

I turn towards the person holding onto me as a scream is about to escape my mouth. My sister's room is next door and my parents are just down the hall. I'll have them running into my room if I scream now but, I already have an incling as to who holds my arm. I can hear his breathing, feel his calloused hand on my skin and smell his cheap cologne. Why is he here? My brain is still foggy from drinking and I wonder for a second if I called him here. No I didn't.

I snap my head to look into the crystal clear blue eyes narrowing in on me like he just caught me cheating! WTH?? "Trevor!" I exclaimed. "What are you doing here? If my parents catch you...!" He cuts me off! He always does that!

“Why didn't you answer your phone last night? Where did you go? What guy did you fuck around with?" Trevor says seething at me!

“I told you to stop calling me. I was out with my sister. She's leaving soon to move in with her fiancé. I won't be seeing her as often! We were at a bar hanging out and dancing together! We brushed off all the guys. You know I've never cheated!" I exclaimed quickly before he could cut me off.

Although I can see he doesn't believe me…he never does! It's the same thing every time I go out anywhere without him which is why I always bring him along.

This time I just wanted it to be my older sister, Katarina and I. We are only a few years apart but, she graduated college 2 years ago and is about to start a new life with her fiancé, Jason, while I'm only on my sophomore year of college because it's taken 3 years for 2 years of college. All because too many classes takes up too much of my time, taking time away from Trevor!

Ugh why do I keep letting him control my life?