Finest Keeper

Love made us do crazy things. To what extent? To something one couldn't imagine he could do. You know what? I did crazy things for him. Things that were against prejudice. I saw Brent on the bench along with his team mates. Alam kong sobrang pagod ito sa game nila kanina. But I needed to do this. It's now or never.  Tumikhim muna ako bago hinawakan ang mic. My hands were shaking and sweaty too. I think I might faint soon. I took a deep breath.  Ito ang maganda kapag staff ka ng radio room, you could confess your feeling or shout out what you wanted to. And yes, you heard me right, I was planning to. "Paging, jersey number 14 Brent Trence Jimenez. Yes you." Napatingin siya sa mga speakers. Kitang kita ko ang gulat sa mata niya. We have CCTV's here that's why I could see his reaction. Pang ilan lang naman ako na nagconfess sa kanya rito at alam kong hindi na ito bago sa k

My heart was still beating so fast like it's going to lose its grip inside my chest. Hindi ko alam na kaya ko ng sabihin sa kanya ang mga salitang iyon.  What did he think of himself? Porque gwapo siya. Gago pa rin siya! I would never forget that day where he dumped me. It would be forever be vivid in my mind.  I took a quick bath. Isinalampak ko ang sarili ko sa kama pagkatapos no'n. I tried to sleep, kahit na alam kong hindi na naman ako makakatulog dahil sa kanya.  I dozed off to sleep right after I closed my eyes.  I woke up as the rays of sunlight touched my skin. I prepared myself and did my usual routine. Thank God, I only have two classes today. First year was not that yet too stressful. Konting mga activities pa lang, that's why I could manage.  I only have kuya with me now. Lalo na si Mama nag-abroad. I understood that my mother had to go there

Just thinking about what he said made me blush more. Hindi pa rin nawawala ang pag iinit ng pisngi ko. Damn you, Brent!I'm mortified! Gosh! I glared at him when I heard him chuckling. "Hoy! Tumigil ka na nga!" Saway ko sa kanya."Will you stop making fun of me? Nakakainis ka!""Shit, you're cute, Yna.""Huh?" I didn't expect him saying that. I took that cue to get my food and left him there.Bwisit siya! Hindi ko siya pinansin kahit na naririnig ko siyang tinatawag ang pangalan ko.I locked the door and caressed my chest. How could he make my heart beat every time?

I blinked. The kiss was too fast but still what he did can't be easily forgotten in just a snap.Brent smiled widely after our lips parted.I couldn't even move. I stared at him in disbelief. I am still dumbfounded.Yes, I've been fantasizing this for how many years. But still, this felt surreal. Gusto ko siyang suntukin pero hindi ko magawa.He was my first kiss actually. Glad I saved my first kiss for him. Pero, naiinis ako!I remained still. I heard him calling my name but I ignored it."Hey," untag niya."Ha?"

The smile in my lips was still evident when I got home. My eyes immediately caught kuya at the sofa watching t.v."Hi kuya." He looked at me and smiled."Okay ka na?" Tanong ko habang nagtatanggal ng sapatos. Umupo ako sa tabi ni kuya pagkatapos no'n. "Kuya.""Sorry for making you worry but I'm okay Yna,""Kuya, Ano ba kasing nangyayari?"He looked at me and his face saddened. "Di ko na alam gagawin sa buhay ko Yna,""Bakit?""Fuck this life!" Gigil nitong hayag sabay sabunot sa kanyang buhok."Kuya.., ano ba kasi 'yon?""Nakabuntis ako, Yna. That was just a one night stand years ago. Hindi ko alam." Nanlaki ang mata ko sa sinabi ni kuya. Did I hear it right?"P-paano?""Tangina talaga, 'di ko pa mahanap kung nasaan na 'yung babae. Tapos, si Jenny pa putangina kasi. Kung kailan gusto ko na siya tsaka pa siya nagkaroon ng Chase. Ang sarap basagin ng mukha ng h*******k na 'yon!""Kuya.. Don't you think ate Jenny deserves to be happy? Hayaan mo na lang siya maging masaya. Napapagod din ka