Hi loves! I'm sorry if it took me so long to update medyo busy lang talaga sa school and it seems like I'm losing so much of my time over thinking things that are not so important. To those who commented, I don't know if what I saw awhile ago is true but I'm happy someone is waiting for my update. To Jina and Meredith. Caleb I don't know if your comment is for me but I'm happy! Salamat dahil first time na may nag-comment sa work ko at naghintay sa update ko. You made my night at kahit midterm exam ko bukas ihahabol ko ang unang kabanata! Enjoy reading>3
2 Months being in the Philippines has been different. The way Joaquin entered in another school at kung paano s'ya nakatagpo ng mga kaibigan, he's enjoying his stay but I can't help but to get worried every single day na baka makita s'ya ni Miguel at magkakilala silang dalawa. I'm ready to face what the truth has to offer and its consequences but the mere fact that I still don't know how to explain everything to my son bothers me a lot. "Mom, let's go?" Kinalabit ako ni Joaquin ng makita n'ya akong nakatingin sa kanya ng matagal. I nodded and smiled as how excited he is to go to school everyday. Sana… kung dumating man ang araw na malaman n'ya ang lahat tungkol sa ama niya makita pa rin ako ng anak ko bilang mabuting ina. I can't endure the pain it will cause me if my son will hate me. "Wala ka na ba ang naiwan sa room mo? Are all your assignments done?" Binalingan ko siya ng tingin, he's busy looking around that he just nodded abruptly. Mabilis lang naman ang naging byahe nam
Three I hate how fate play. Palagi nalang itong nagwawagi. Palaging nasusunod. Palaging dahilan ng mga sakit at lungkot. "You're alone?" Aaric asked. "Mukha ba akong may kasama?" Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay. "Galit agad? Nagtatanong lang, a." Mabilis siyang umupo sa harapan ko which made me rolled eyes again. "Ano na naman ba ang kailangan mo attorney, Maur?" Naiinis kung tanong sa kanya. Kung saan-saan nalang siya sumusulpot na parang kabute! "Sabing Caed nalang, e." Kamot-kamot niya sa ulo. "Bakit sinusundan mo na naman ako, ha?" Free time ko ngayon at dahil wala pa naman kaming maraming case na hina-handle ngayon ay marami akong oras. "Grabe ka naman, miss attorney! Hindi mo ako stalker ha!" "Ano nga ba kasi ang kailangan mo? Huwag mong sabihin may gusto ka sa'kin? Sinasabi ko sa'yo hindi kita type!" Malakas siyang humalakhak na may kasama pang paghawak sa tiyan at naluluha na. "Hindi din kita type, Miss Attorney! Baka mapatay pa ako." May pa waksi-waksi pa si
KABANATA 1 "Love, ano ba! nakikiliti ako!" Natatawang iwas ko kay Miguel na ngayon ay natatawa din sa reaksyon ko. I am happy being married to this gorgeous guy. He looks like a morning star to me. His eyes are my temptation. His love is my weakness. "Let me kiss you, baby…" he groaned. I abruptly laughed at his reaction and ran away from him. "Cleopatra… c'mon. Just one kiss hon." He mutter at marahan akong nilapitan. "You already have your kiss this morning, Miguel." Nakakaloko ko siyang tinawanan at hinawakan ang labi niyang papunta na sana sa'kin. My husband is indeed a gorgeous masterpiece that God ever created. Gorgeous licking good. Miguel, Gad! You corrupted my innocent mind. "Ang damot isang halik lang naman." Masama niya akong tiningnan at padabog na umupo sa sofa na kinauupuan ko. "Pahalik na… isa lang naman, ah." Nahihimigan ko ang pagtatampo sa boses niya. I can't help but mock him because of how cute he is. Para itong baby na hindi nabigyan ng gusto
Kabanata 2 "Miguel… papasok ka ba ng opisina?" I ask him fearfully. Kakagising niya pa lang pero nakikita ko na siyang may hawak na isang bote ng alak. My Miguel won't drink early as this. He want me to make him his coffee and eat breakfast with me in the table, serving me and taking care of me not this, walang emosyon at tanging masasamang titig lang ang binibigay sa'kin. He kick the table making me jump in fear. "You go there if you want!" "Sige… a-ano, a-ako nalang ang papasok ngayon." I shakingly whispered. Mabuti nalang at nakaligo na ako ng maaga kanina. I know he won't go to his office today, I was also the one who attends the company yesterday and the other weeks dahil siya ay palaging busy sa pagsusugal. Wala pa rin siyang pakialam at nakatunga parin sa alak. I prepare his breakfast before going upstairs to change clothes. "Kumain ka na, Miguel." Mahina kung wika sa kanya pero ni isang salita ay wala man lang akong nakuha. I stare at my reflection in the mirror
KABANATA 3 Night falls yet I am still busy in my office, doing paper works. Madilim na sa labas, kita ko sa bintana ng opisina at unti-unti ng nagsi-uwian ang mga empleyado pero busy'ng-busy pa rin ako rito. "Hindi ka pa uuwi, Clea?" Nakasilip ni Karen sa pintuan ng opisina. Her eyes are curious and knowingly. I averted my gaze and slowly shook my head. "No. I still have papers to read and sign" I said. "Mauna ka na…" I added. She entered my office with her cocky looks, bore her gaze in me and glared at me with so much sinister writing in her face. "No! You stop working and we will go clubbing!" Malakas niyang hinampas ang lamesa making me flinch in shock. The hell with this woman! I look at her with awe and bewilderment, she's still looking at me furiously. Mabilis niyang hinablot sa'kin ang mouse ng computer, turn it off and fix my dissarange things at the top of my table, putting them all inside my bag. She humped and wiped the sweat forming in her forehead. I mass
KABANATA 4 I walk up with nausea. I wanted to vomit, so I hurriedly got up and ran to the comfort room. I thought I was just tipsy, so I thought. The gurgling sound in my stomach is impalpable. Lumabas ako at kitang-kita ko na ang sikat na sikat ng araw. The beam of the sun infiltrate through the glass window as the curtains are rolled in the side of the wall. Pumipikit-pikit kung hinilot ang sintido dahil sa sobrang sakit. Gusto kung uminom ng mainit na mainit kape para mahimasmasan man lang ako. Gad! Tequila really hits different at ilang buwan na rin ng huli akong uminom. I'm getting rusty in alcohol, I guess. The whole house is quiet, I didn't see Miguel when I woke up and I think he left so early. Hindi ko na dapat sabihin kung saan. He's always out early and gets home late at night drunk and crazy. Pumasok ako sa kusina only to my horror! A gorgeous monster is busy chopping onions in the sink, his bare chest is covered with only an apron, underneath is just his boxer
Kabanata 5 Standing on his black monterio is the monster himself. He stood with a written annoyance waiting for me outside the office. I peeked in my office window as he was bored waiting for me outside. "Tanga ka Clea, tingnan mo 'yang mata mo! Galak na galak lang?" Kinurot ako ni Karen ng makita niyang nakasilip ako sa bintana and I know how my eyes are glistening with happiness as my stare bore toward the peeve monster as he is now playing his tongue, hands both inside his jeans' pocket. He's like those versions of mafias I read in books. Elegant, intimidating, and he has the body of the Gods in mount Olympus. Can't get over him. I snap my gaze out of my husband and haughtily smile at Karen. "I'm happy he's waiting for me today." Bumalik ulit ako sa swivel chair and I saw how Karen rolled her eyes back and fourth as to what I said. "Minsan Clea tingnan mo rin kung may magbabago ba talaga. Aren't you curious as to why he is giving you care and attention again?" Of course
KABANATA 6/revised Hindi ko napigilan na muling bumuhos ang luha sa aking mga mata. Indeed I am being played by my husband so well. My heart is breaking little by little and I don't think I can ever survive from this heartbreak. I couldn't believe I am easily fooled and Miguel, of all the people I love he is the least I expected to break me like this. I thought he's meeting with Mr. Shintaro pero iba pala ang ka-meeting ng bwesit na 'yun. I just learned that Mr. Shintaro can't make his deal this week dahil na-ospital daw ang asawa nito. The liar just tricked me! I just learned it today ng makita ko sa post ng isa kung mutual friend ang picture ni Miguel at ni Maureen sa isang resto sa Cebu. Mother fucker fool! I want to lunge them. Gustong-gusto ko silang saktan pero nadudurog ako. Gusto kung sampalin ng sampalin si Maui para matauhan siya na kabit siya at may asawa ang pinapatulan niyang lalaki. "Ren… why did you call?" I asked her on the other line. My tears are now starti