LOGINMalala na ata ang pagka-assuming ko. Lahat na lang nilalagyan ko ng meaning. It's so stupid of me to think Sir is interested in me. There's nothing special about me.
"Baka naman gusto mo nang ubusin 'yang pagkain mo," I heard Clarisse said. Napatingin ako sa pagkain ko at nakitang halos hindi ko pa iyon nababawasan.
Nasa canteen na kami for lunch. Wala pa masyadong tao kaya we were able to sit on our usual table. Medyo maaga pa kasi para sa lunch ng ibang students.
"Sorry," I murmured. Sinubukan kong sumubo ulit ng pagkain kahit wala talaga akong gana.
"Hi," Troy greeted smilingly. Medyo weird pa ring tawagin siyang Troy without the Sir. But I like it, and I know I'll get used to it.I went to school early and when I reached the classroom, he was already there, sitting on the teacher's table in front. There was no one other than us."Hi," I replied. Sa pinakalikod pa rin ako umupo."Ang layo mo naman," he mumbled. Natawa na lang ako habang inilalabas ang phone ko. Ilang beses kasi 'yong nag-vibrate when I was still in the car on the way here. Hindi ko ma-check because I was focusing on driving.Nagulat na lang ako, after I got my phone, Troy's already sitting on the chair beside mine."Go back there. Baka may
I haven't confessed in my whole life. I didn't think I even liked someone before. Hindi naman kasi ako 'yong tipong madaling magkagusto. I had crushes, yes, but it never reached the point where I felt like this.This is really different. What Troy's making me feel is a whole different thing.And it was enough for me to conclude I really like him.Pero bigla akong nakaramdam ng hiya. Hindi kasi siya agad nakapagsalita. I suddenly have the urge to hide my face."Oh my god," I murmured as I fanned myself. Biglang nag-init ang buong mukha ko because of what I just said. Nakakahiya!Was it a wrong timing? Am I not supposed to say it this early? Gosh, I'm feeling so
It was like I was counting every minute that passed. I paid attention on the lectures but my eyes would always land on my wrist watch almost every minute. Tila ba hinihintay na pumatak 'yong oras na pwede na akong umalis at magtungo sa kung saan kami magkikita ni Sir.I never felt like this before. Ngayon lang ulit ako na-excite sa mangyayari. The feeling was so strange but in a good way.So this is what it feels like to be in love..."Sabay ba tayo magdi-dinner ngayon?" I heard Clarisse ask when we were finally going out of the classroom. Mabilis akong napalingon sa kanya. She was on her phone so she probably hasn't seen my reaction."Sorry. Pass," Lio ans
Last night, I wasn't able to sleep well. Maybe I was too overwhelmed because of what he said. Tapos sabayan pa ng realization kung gaano ko siya kagusto. It was really a mess inside my head. Kinabukasan tuloy ay tinubuan ako ng isang pimple. And God, of all the spaces in my face, sa tungki ng ilong ko pa talaga tumubo!"Uy si Hope, in love!" Love teased when she saw me walking out of my room. Iyong tigyawat ko talaga ang unang nakita.I tried to keep a straight face as I took my seat to eat my breakfast. Pero hindi rin nakatakas sa akin ang nangingiting si Faith. She's looking at me like she knows my secret.Shocks, did she saw what happened last night? Nakita niya kaya kami kagabi?Oh God.
I wasn't able to quickly move. Nanatili pa akong nakatitig sa screen ng phone ko.I read his message again and again and it still says the same. I'm not hallucinating. He's really outside.I just got back to my senses when the heater made a noise, which meant the water's boiling now. 'Yon ang una kong nilapitan at tinanggal mula sa pagkakasaksak sa plug. Saglit pa akong tumitig doon, looking so crazy for waiting for it to tell me what to do.I slapped myself. Nababaliw na ata ako.After exhaling for the nth time, I decided to just go out and ask him why he's here when it's already so late.Dahan-dahan lang akong naglakad palapit sa pinto, afraid I'll make a noi
I haven't seen Sir Troy for a week. He wasn't there during our Lab class. Si Ma'am Gel 'yong pumasok on his behalf and said he was on a seminar or something.Medyo nalungkot ako, I admit. Usually he makes announcement on our facebook page or he messages me, but that time, he didn't. Hindi ko rin siya nakausap even during the weekend.I want to be mad at myself because I waited for him to contact me. Medyo nasanay kasi akong madalas siyang kausap at ngayong hindi nga kami nagkausap, pakiramdam ko hinahanap iyon ng sistema ko and I hate it. Ayaw kong masanay sa isang bagay na anytime ay pwedeng mawala. It will just hurt me.It was Tuesday again and I have to attend his class. Hindi ko nga lang alam kung nakabalik na siya or what. I didn't try to find out.







