تسجيل الدخولLucy POV
I never expected the family gathering that night to end up with me meeting Luke at the hospital so often, even though we'd never crossed paths at work before. It made me think that he was deliberately doing something to make us meet at every opportunity. The problem was that this was not normal, my fellow residents had noticed that I was getting special attention from Luke just because he greeted me while being indifferent to others. Not to mention the several times he'd asked me where I was at the nurse station when I was off. "Lucy, you were looked for by Dr. Luke yesterday. I don't know why the surgeon was looking for you but you should see him," one of my colleagues said. I was going to see him, but not to have a nice talk because I was sure it wouldn't work. I wanted to emphasize my boundaries to him. Luckily there was no one in his room so I was able to enter. He was staring at his computer screen when I stepped in. "Why are you being weird? Stay like your old self who doesn't know me." His gaze slipped from the computer screen. "I can't, I knew you already." I chuckled, "I mean pretend that we don't know each other. Besides, the entire hospital staff won't know that our parents are getting married so it should be safe. You don't need to be nice to me to make a good image so you can be labeled as a good brother." "I don't do things because of other people's judgment. You've misjudged me, Dr. Lucy." "Then what are you trying to do? Explain it to me so I can understand your purpose." He stood up and walked behind me, then turned the chair I was sitting on around to face him. "I think I'm attracted to you, I like you." I was silent for a while before finally laughing. It was the funniest line I'd heard all day. "So?" "I'm just telling you." "And I'm not responsible for your feelings. If you love me though, that's your business." I wanted to stand up but he didn't move. Instead, he leaned his face forward until there was only an inch of distance between us. "Do you have a boyfriend again? Or did you get back with your ex who was such a jerk? What exactly happened that night with you guys that made you so angry?" There was no way I was going to tell him that the psychiatrist and human resources director was having sex with my boyfriend and I had caught them. As embarrassed as I was, he didn't deserve to know. So I just let out a long sigh. "Really I don't care what you do in this hospital, but please don't bring up my name. I just want peace by working here. So please help me have that peace, Dr. Luke.” He finally stepped out of my way. I was supposed to be happy but when I stood up and inhaled the scent of his shampoo, I suddenly felt extremely nauseous so I ran straight to the sink in the room. I threw up all the food I ate today. Honestly, it's so disgusting especially when Luke is watching my vomit while rolling my hair up to avoid getting splashed. "Are you sick? What are you feeling?" I also don't know why I'm suddenly vomiting and nauseous when I was fine before. I ate three meals a day and I got enough sleep. So I could conclude that I was fine. "None of your business, doc." "It is now my business. I'm a doctor and you vomited in my room all of a sudden. It wasn't like the night you got drunk, now you're vomiting for no reason. I tried to analyze your condition, so don't tell me it's none of my business. You might be poisoned or something happened to your intestines and stomach." "Maybe I'm exhausted," I replied as if I could get away from him. "I'm going home to rest." "I'll take you home." "No need to try to get along with me, I'm used to being alone." Then I ran straight out. Surprisingly, after that I didn't feel nauseous anymore. I thought it might have been the air freshener that I didn't get along with until one of the nurses from the mother and child department hurriedly ran up to me. "Doctor, what date is it?" "January 11, why?" Oh shit! I just realized that I haven't had my period for a month. Oh this can't be what I thought, right? There's no way I.... "You have a scheduled consultation with a senior doctor. You told me to remind you." I ran back. Not to see the senior doctor but because I had to confirm something. So I left the nurse and took one of the pregnancy test kits then went to the bathroom and locked it. My hands were shaking so much waiting for the results to come out. God, please don't give me this kind of hardship. Father going into rehab, mother having to remarry, and boyfriend betraying me is enough, please don't add to it by getting pregnant with my future stepbrother. But my body went limp when I saw the test results. It turned out that I was positively pregnant.Lucy POVI took Luke's hand. But just as our hands touched, blood suddenly flowed from his temple. Matthew, who I thought was unconscious, hit Luke on the head with a block. "Luke!" It felt like my life was snatched as I saw Luke lying next to me clutching his head. I was still processing the scene when Matthew pulled my body to stand up. "We need to talk. You need to come to my house.""I won't!"I struggled with all my strength but I wasn't much stronger than him. My body was dragged but my legs were held by something that turned out to be Luke's hands. He held my legs tightly so Matthew couldn't take me away. Slowly Luke got up and punched Matthew. The fight started again. This time it was more brutal and violent. There wasn't much I could do. I can only try to separate them because if I yell for help and ask the security team, our reputation will be ruined and everyone will know that I'm pregnant. Maybe this was stupid but I didn't care anymore. As long as the fighting stops,
Lucy POVI've been in a daze since finding out that I'm pregnant with Luke's child. I didn't even listen properly to my counseling today.My life is completely shattered. I don't know what way to go about this.I can't abort my pregnancy because it's against my heart. As an upcoming pediatrician, I can't possibly kill an innocent fetus, I don't have the heart. But on the other hand, I couldn't possibly tell Luke or mom about this. I had to hide it from them. Because I don't want mom's wedding to be canceled because of this, everything has been prepared and it's only three days away.I feel like my head is going to explode from all the problems I have to deal with right now. I wiped away the tears that accidentally fell as I put on my coat to prepare to go home. Staying too long in this room isn't good for me because the memory replayed again. I had almost forgotten Matthew but in this condition he would definitely laugh at me. I can't see him again, I don't want him to accuse me of c
Lucy POVI never expected the family gathering that night to end up with me meeting Luke at the hospital so often, even though we'd never crossed paths at work before. It made me think that he was deliberately doing something to make us meet at every opportunity. The problem was that this was not normal, my fellow residents had noticed that I was getting special attention from Luke just because he greeted me while being indifferent to others. Not to mention the several times he'd asked me where I was at the nurse station when I was off. "Lucy, you were looked for by Dr. Luke yesterday. I don't know why the surgeon was looking for you but you should see him," one of my colleagues said. I was going to see him, but not to have a nice talk because I was sure it wouldn't work. I wanted to emphasize my boundaries to him. Luckily there was no one in his room so I was able to enter. He was staring at his computer screen when I stepped in. "Why are you being weird? Stay like your old self
Lucy POVMy body was pushed forward by mom which made me almost fall down. If it wasn't for the attempt to save our family's pharmaceutical company, then I wouldn't have set foot in this place.“This will be your first meeting with your new family, so make a good impression,” mom threatened. New family? I guess I still won't be able to move on from my childhood family which consisted of my mother and father. “Especially don't ask your stepbrother anything later. His father said he doesn't like it when people are curious about him. Since you're a person who's very curious about everything, so I'm warning you. You heard that right?”“What am I curious about a stranger becoming my stepbrother anyway? I wasn't interested in having a stepbrother in the first place, let alone a stepfather.” Except for the fact that I was a little curious as to why Mr. Peterson was so concerned about his son's tastes.Fortunately, before mom could pinch me again, that man finally appeared. Looking as neat
Lucy POVWhat's going on? Why is my head so dizzy? And wait, why do I feel like something is stuck down there?Oh shit! Whose dick is inside me! With pain I moved my body forward to remove it. It was so painful like my body was being split into two. What the hell, I had slept with a man I never meet before? I also lost my virginity that I've kept for 25 years in just one night! I'm so ashamed, I don't want this man to see me again. I'll just shrug it off as an accident and try to forget about it. I grabbed the blanket and wrapped it around me then while carrying the clothes that were scattered on the floor, I went to the bathroom. My look was a complete mess. I look like I've been through a storm. What exactly happened to me last night? Why did I end up in this place with him? I think last night after my shift was over, I went to the rest room to.... Wait, oh my! This is my own fault. I asked that man to sleep with me to forget Matthew. Oh my God, what should I do now? I don'
Lucy POVTonight, me and Matthew, my boyfriend, were supposed to go out to dinner to celebrate our 5-year anniversary because we finally had some free time after 36 hours of consecutive shifts at the hospital. But when I was in front of the door of the resident's rest room, to change my clothes, I heard a weird sound, like a couple having sex. The most clearly heard was the man's voice which made my heart beat wildly because I was well aware of that voice. Because today in that room it supposed to be us and only because we have the same schedule. With trembling hands I opened the door slightly. It feels like my heart is slipping down right now. What I saw in front of my eyes was something I had never imagined before. Matthew, he was underneath a woman while moaning. Their bodies were tangled together and the faces of both of them made it quite clear that they were enjoying the sex a lot. And to make matters worse, I knew the woman very well. I've never been so disappointed and as







