KUMAKABOG NANG MABILIS ANG PUSO NI ACY.It'll be her first time seeing Rajiv again if ever after a month.Nang bumalik sya sa hospital room nito a month ago, inaasikaso ito ng mga doktor kaya naman hindi na siya pumasok pa. Hindi na sya nagpakita pa.Everything became clear and light but her guilt is still eating her that time.Hindi sila umalis ng bansa ng kanyang anak at wala na rin siyang balak pa. Isang buwan na ngayon itong nag-aaral sa school na pinapasukan din ng kaibigan nitong si Tim.She's working from home right now, she needs space to think and ofcourse, para na rin pagsisisihan ang mga nangyari noon. Para na rin ito sa sarili nya.Hindi nya na muli pang nakita si Rajiv mula noong magising ito. She's still absorbing everything and it feels like she wasn't ready yet.Pinpayagan nya naman ang anak nyang magpunta kila Rajiv dahil na
I heard Acy agreed to be the section representative on their masquerade night.She's already in fourth year high school while I already graduated last year, and I am currently working as one of our company's janitor.Si Jveo ang nagbanggit saakin na nalaman niyang sa masquerade night daw, magbi-bid ang mga tao para maisayaw ang representative per section sa isang buong kanta. Acy is pretty famous in school kaya naman alam kong maraming magbi-bid para lang maisayaw sya.That's why that night, I planned to gate crash. Katatapos lamang ng trabaho ko ay nag-check in ako sa isang hotel. Nagmamadali na akong naligo at nagbihis ng pamalit kong nakalagay sa dala kong bag.Habang nakatitig sa aking repleksyon at inaayos ang buhok ko, paulit-ulit kong tinatanong sa sarili ko kung okay ba talaga ang gagawin ko.But I am, again, whipped. I always wanted to see her on every
hi lovveee sorry for being inactive. After months of not writing, I feel like I once again found my motivation to write. Idk what happened, I just happened to remember this ongoing story of mine in this application. I remembered it is still unfinished and I really do apologize for that.However, this time, after finding my peace again, I feel like I am confident enough to write.Love y'all and once again, I apologize. Though I really appreciate you for reading this story of mine. I, once again, is signing in to let the ink of my pen bleed.
ACY' POV >FLASHBACK...
"LAST YEAR, I HAD THE URGE TO WRITE A BOOK." Napatingala si Tim nang marinig si John. Binitawan nya ang binabasang Math book. Naroon silang dalawa sa verandah ng kwarto ni John, magkatapat silang nakaupo, ang binabasa ni John na libro ay isang Science book, ang akala niya, gaya ng mga nakaraan, focus na focus ito sa ginagawa kaya nagulat siya nang bahagya aa sinabi nito. "What kind of book then?" He gave his full attention to him. Well, whatever he's saying, he's making sure to always listen. Just like how John always listens to him as well. "Is it a biography? Compilation of something?---" "I wanna write a love story, a romance maybe with a bit of a thrill, psychological horror... something like that." "Wait! As in a book like that? " Tumango ito. Nangunot ang noo niya. "What made you think about that thing?" Is he in love? May nagugustuhan bang babae ang kaibigan niya nang hindi nya man lang natutunugan? Tim's aware that they're teenagers now, they're in their last year of hi
JOHN'S POV. "SO, WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT?" I just looked at Tim. honestly don't know too. I am overwhelmed and I admit I still cannot think clearly after everything. I've expected some things already but most of them still shook my senses. "Hopefully, nothing bad will happen again." He smirked at me and I saw his eyes twinkled as if he remembered something really interesting. "By the way, have you read the book we just bought yesterday? I just read it last night and I can say that "Quantum Universe" is really interesting!" "I haven't." I looked at mom and dad sitting on the blanket near us. They look so happy and they are talking about something with smile on their faces. "I am still reading the mathematics book we also bought." "Oh, you are also interested in that mathematics book? I haven't read my copy yet because I am hooked on the Quantum Universe. I would love it if we discussed math on our next play date." I quickly agreed with a nod and smile. "i love discussing science,
TWO RED LINES. I almost lost my sanity.Mayroon akong asawa pero kung maayos lang kami ay magiging buo ang saya ko. But he already sent me an annulment paper. He want to be free because I'm not the woman he loves.Kasalanan ko rin naman ang lahat, masyado lang akong nasasaktan kaya gusto kong ibaling sakanya ang sisi hut deep inside me, I know I'm also at fault.Kung hindi lang sana ako nakinig kay Jveo nang araw na iyon, baka mag-iba ang takbo ng lahat. Pero tinulungan n'ya akong makatakas sa pinagtataguan kong mga tao kaya naman wala pa rin.Umiling-iling ako sa sarili ko. Wala akong masisisi sa nangyari saakin. Ginusto ko ito dahil minahal ko si Rajiv.Lumuluha ako habang hawak ang pregnancy test kit, humarap ako sa salamin at nakita ang napakaputla kong mukha, halos dalawang araw na akong hindi kumakain kaya akala ko ay iyon ang dahilan ng pagduduwal ko.Lalo akong naiyak sa isipin na naaapektuhan ang anak ko sa nangyayari saakin. Ayaw ko man, pinilit kong kainin ang pagkain sa mes
RUNNING, PANTING.I can almost hear my heart beating. I can't catch my breath anymore but I know that I can stop. Hindi ako pwedeng tumigil dahil kasabay ng pagtigil ko ay siguradong katapusan ko na rin. Mababaliw na yata rin ako."Oh not now please," pagkausap ko sa sarili ko, I feel both of my feet getting numb.Marami na akong sugat sa paa at kanina pa ako tumatakbo kaya siguro ganoon. Ipinagpasalamat ko nalang na rubber shoes ang suot ko ngayon at hindi isang heels na madalas kong suotin kahit saan man magpunta. I look back they are still there. Halatang gustong-gusto talaga akong maabutan. Kinagat ko ang labi ko at pinilit ang sarili kong mas bilisan pa. I am not an athlete for nothingBut running while my heart is beating this loud? It is another story.I gathered all of my faith while looking around but saw none. No one can help me, I am alone.Walang iba sa daanang ito na napapalibutan ng malawak na damuhan na ito liban saakin at sa mga demonyong kasunod ko. Hinawi ko ang buho