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10 / 7 / 2021
Athazagoraphobia
Is a fear of forgetting someone or something, as well as a fear of being forgotten.
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10 / 7 / 2021
Being chosen…that’s something we all want to feel. When chosen , an intense feeling washes over your body – a mixture of love , happiness , joy and security or safety. I guess that’s why we all want it so bad , not for the love or the happiness but for the security that comes with it. To know that someone is there for you and only you – someone who choses you no matter what or who comes between you two. It’s that bliss you feel knowing that you are accepted and deeply wanted , to an extend that that someone chooses and continually chooses you.
Is it wrong to want that? Is it selfish to want someone all to yourself – their attention , their focus ,
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