Don't let me love you

My tears were all around my face like some forbidden cream, my hands were shaking on their own as I question the man in front of me.

"Do you want me to love a monster like yourself, Lucien?" It comes from my chest, the undertone of anger with an upper tone of fear and fright. I see Lucien begin to contemplate, but I cannot say that his bloodlust is satisfied.

"You just ruined my mood to kill." This was even more unexpected.

"Throw him into the dungeon. Let her know that my mercy of death was better than living the rest of his life in the dungeon." At his words, I begin to cry louder. It was all acting of course, but deep down I could feel the person's perspective when Lucien said that.

I wonder how many have heard him say this while they were traumatized for having stepped onto the land of beasts. It must be a blunder, but Lucien had to make sure every single time that the humans or other creatures of self will shall never cross his sacred lands ever again. I wonder how cruel he was