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OLIVIA

Glancing away from his gaze, my focus shifts to the buckle of his belt. My fingers work quickly to loosen it, as if this is a normal thing to do.

Once again, my eyes find him, feeling the weight of his gaze as I do. All I want to see is the emotions in his eyes. I know what I am doing, and I'm doing it anyway.

Aiden has a blank look on his face, his face betrays nothing, leaving me to guess what's going on behind those honey brown eyes. I wish I could read his mind. I could only wish.

I undo the button of his jeans and gently pull down the zipper. I watch as the denim falls away, revealing the thin fabric of his boxers beneath.

I look back at him, but his face is still blank and his eyes don't give me any clue as to how he's feeling.

Fine, I take that as a sign to go ahead.

I bite my lip. Can I really do this? I've only ever read about or seen porn videos of others doing this, never done it myself. What if I make a fool of myself? Heaven knows I don't want to mess up.

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